Chapter Eighty-Four: Choice
After Sanqing finished overhauling the long cannon, Yan Qing took Su Minghua into the house.
The first thing you see in the room is a huge drawing hanging on the wall, which has all kinds of mechanism diagrams, densely packed and overwhelming, and the table is full of some parts and tools, which are dazzling and look a little messy.
A little orange cat jumped off the shelf, circled around Yanqing twice, rubbed her legs with affectionate feet, meowed non-stop, she picked up the kitten, and stroked the cat's chin.
"What's going on?" Sanqing was very pleased, he thought that Yanqing would rest tonight and come over tomorrow.
Yan Qing was about to speak, when he heard Su Minghua exclaim.
The child was looking at the shelves with sparkling eyes at the dazzling array of mechanical parts, as well as many finished products, including the little human-talking, transformable bug he had met on the road.
Sanqing asked: "What is this?" ”
Yan Qing smiled and pulled Su Minghua over: "I found you an apprentice, how about it?" ”
Sanqing only glanced at him roughly, his eyes paused on the dirty rag doll on his waist, and then said, "Yes." ”
Su Minghua's eyes widened, he couldn't believe it, he accepted himself like this?
"Oh!" Yan Qing deliberately lowered his voice, "Young man, come back to your senses." ”
Su Minghua hurriedly knelt down and kowtowed three times to Sanqing: "Master is above, please accept the apprentice's worship." ”
Sanqing helped him up: "I don't need so much courtesy here, just feel free." ”
Su Minghua felt a little dizzy, this sudden surprise made him feel a little unreal, he tried to suppress his mood, and asked, "Then can I go shopping?" ”
Sanqing's tone was light: "Casual." ”
Sanqing and Yanqing entered the backyard together, and Sanqing asked, "Is it to settle that little boy today?" ”
"It's not all," Yan Qing smiled and shook the flask in his hand, "I'm looking for you to drink." ”
Sanqing leaned over and sniffed her, and a strong smell of wine came to his nose: "You've drunk a lot, right?" ”
Facing his clear eyes, Yan Qing's breath stagnated, and she slowly turned around and walked forward, letting herself out of this atmosphere: "How is it enough to be just like that?" ”
"Hey, you really did it!" As soon as I turned my head, I saw the swing under the old tree in the yard, and I just mentioned it casually when I chatted with him before, but Yan Qing really didn't expect that she jumped over and sat on the swing.
Sanqing pushed her in the past: "It's not a difficult thing, if you like it, I can do a few more." ”
Yan Qing was amused by him: "One is enough." ”
She jumped off the swing, sat down on a stone bench in the courtyard, and drank to herself.
Sanqing paced over: "What are you thinking?" ”
Yan Qing shook his head, and an invisible cloud of sorrow seemed to condense between his eyebrows: "It's nothing, I'm just thinking about whether some things need to be insisted on." ”
Thinking of everyone's performance today, it seems that they are afraid that she will go to Zhao Ji again, but why? Shouldn't she go? Shouldn't you take revenge and seek justice for yourself?
But she asked herself, this year is the fifth year, and she couldn't wait to tear Zhao Ji apart at the beginning, but now she is hesitating, it's really a little ridiculous, time can really dilute everything.
Sanqing took the jade porcelain bottle in her hand and took a sip slowly: "If you really find it difficult and you can't persevere, then you give up." ”
Yan Qing was silent and did not answer, only looking at the dead leaves on the old tree, crumbling.
Sanqing glanced at her and sighed in his heart: "There will definitely be unwillingness to give up, but there is no point in insisting on some things, maybe it will be easier to lose?" ”
Yan Qing's eyes flickered, and he turned his head to look at him, with a smile on his face, but the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes: "You really think so?" ”
Sanqing smiled: "What are you looking for, is it a correct answer, or is it the support of one person?" ”
Yan Qing also smiled, she smiled helplessly: "You always have a way to see through me easily, since you can see through me, why can't you follow my thoughts?" ”
"I can give you what you want, just if I want it or not, but since you have a heart to heart with me, I have to be honest with you," Sanqing's slender fingers rubbed the pattern on the jade porcelain vase, "Then let me ask you a question." ”
Yan Qing pursed his lower lip slightly: "You ask." ”
Sanqing's gaze stopped on her face: "I know that you have always had something in your heart that you want to stick to, can you easily let go of this thing?" Or can you put it down if you try? ”
Can she? Yan Qing was also asking herself, if she really let go, would she see Xiaoyu and Zhao Chuyun's miserable and helpless faces when she returned from her midnight dream?
Sanqing looked at the thoughts on her face, and said gently: "Your so-called hesitation is just that you are afraid that you will not be able to have a good result, if you suffer from gains and losses, care too much about the past, and worry too much about the future, you are doomed to failure, and there is no need to persevere." ”
"I just want you to follow your heart and not be affected by the environment around you."
Yan Qing looked at his warm face, like a gust of breeze, she smiled, laughed very heartily, and took out a jade porcelain bottle: "I respect you!" ”
Seeing that her little face finally unfolded, Sanqing shook his head helplessly, touched a glass with her, and asked casually, "So, what is your choice?" ”
Yan Qing raised a smile and toasted to Mingyue: "Leaves will always fall, most of them will become organic material in the soil, and they will turn into potassium after incineration. ”
Sanqing frowned, as if trying to understand her words: "What is organic material?" What is potassium? ”
Yan Qing saw that he looked very funny, and he started to popularize science for this ancient person with great interest.
Early the next morning, Yan Qing carried Su Minghua, a little drunkard, and couldn't solve his worries, but he saw the dust at the door.
Luo Chengan hurriedly stepped forward to pick up Su Minghua, and asked hesitantly, "Did you stay at Mr. Sanqing's last night?" ”
Yan Qing was still a little hungover, looking at Luochen's resentful face, living like a little daughter-in-law who was alone in the empty boudoir, daring to complain angrily and complaining about her husband who came back late.
Yan Qing had a chill on his body, hurriedly shook his head, shook this thought away, and replied: "Yes, I drank too much and fell asleep directly." ”
Luo Chengan's face was heavy, but he actually knew that he had to open his mouth to find himself unhappy.
Yan Qing waved his hand: "I'll squint for a while, I have a headache." ”
Luo Chengan looked at her back and sighed silently, but she turned her head again and said, "Oh, by the way, if the eldest sister teaches Huahua a lesson, you will stop me at that time." ”
What does this mean? Luo Chengan's heart trembled suddenly, and he realized something, he ran over and grabbed her, and said sharply: "Do you have to go?" ”
Yan Qing was a little sobered up by his yelling, and she looked at him with a frown and confusion: "What kind of nerves do you have in the morning?" ”
Su Minghua woke up in a daze, jumped off the back of the falling dust, and looked at the two of them with angry faces in a little confusion.
Luo Chengan ignored it, pulled her into the room, and locked the door: "I don't care, you are not allowed to go." ”
Yan Qing has two big heads, she calmed down for a long time, to be honest, in so many years, it was the first time she saw Luo Chengan's unreasonable appearance, and she was a little suspicious that he was actually drunk.
Yan Qing pulled a stool and sat in front of him: "I ask you, they don't care, do you really not plan to take revenge?" ”
Dusty was shaken, and he lowered his eyes, unable to speak.
When he fell into the mansion, because he said a few words for Zhao Chuyun in the court, he was framed for colluding with Xinshenmen, and hundreds of people up and down were killed, leaving him alone in the dust, if he hadn't escaped in order to save Yanqing, he would have returned to his hometown a long time ago.
I thought that Luochen was more urgent than her, so why could he let go of all the blood hatred?
The tip of her nose was sour, and she took a step forward for the relationship between them, and asked very seriously and sincerely, "What do you think?" ”
Dusty Dry's throat tightened, and he continued to be silent.
Yan Qing sighed: "The dust is dry, I really put up with you for a long time." ”
"We have fought side by side in the past few years, and we have lived and died together many times, but you never express yourself, I don't know if you are tired, sleepy, happy or sad, you wear your mask to face everyone, I often feel that you are a cold and hard stone, neither can see through nor cover the heat."
From beginning to end, he showed a relationship of interests, so Yan Qing also guarded that boundary and never crossed the distance: "I know that it is difficult to open your heart, since you really don't want to, then keep your own boundaries and don't cross it!" ”
Luo Dustian is a smart person, he clearly perceives the meaning of Yanqing's expression, if he erects a high wall again, it will add a wall to this relationship, but sometimes the feelings are too deep, and he seems to have forgotten how to express it.
Luochengan clenched his trembling hand, he snorted, his voice dry and hoarse: "Sometimes the mask is worn for a long time, and I really forget how to take it off." ”
Luojia is a big family, there is never a shortage of young talents, he has a second uncle who became a master at a young age, and a father who manages the entire family, so Luochengan has been pinned on high hopes since he was a child, and he can't afford to make a mistake.
Business was what the government needed at that time, although he didn't like it, but they chose Luochengan, he was to catch the ducks on the shelf and also to top, Luochengan knew, they all said that he was unprofitable, cold-blooded, ruthless, if not, how could he provoke the big beam of Luojia?
He sighed softly: "Xiaoqing, whether you believe it or not, but you are very important to me, very important, and the life that I have come from now is not easy, I am very scared, even you have been lost." ”
Sometimes relationships between people are like this, you may get along for a few years but are still as plain as water, and some people don't see each other a few times but get along hotly.
Yan Qing breathed a sigh of relief, but it can be regarded as a fraud, and the co-author is because of himself, so he wants to give up the blood feud? I don't know and I think he likes it......
Wait a minute!
She suddenly realized that Fang Cai's performance downstairs, as well as all the clues before, said that Qingfu was to her heart, could it be that Luochen Gan really liked her?
She looked at the dust and sighed secretly, she didn't expect this guy to be a love brain!