248. I'm here to help you get out of the situation
After a few moments, Makoto Kyushu came to the wall of his bedroom and knocked lightly.
Xiaojing also came as promised, and responded with a few taps.
For the next half hour, Kyushu Makoto quietly listened to Xiaojing's confession.
Xiaojing said that before she came to Tokyo, although she was shy and introverted, she did not fall to the level of "social fear".
But when she came to this new environment, she became a little uncomfortable.
Although she is quite proficient in Chinese, she is not good at using various social honorifics, and often accidentally says the wrong thing, so she feels inferior, and occasionally makes jokes and misunderstandings.
In addition, since she came to Tokyo, she has hardly met any good people. Neither the locals nor her compatriots showed kindness to her, and everyone was selfish and harsh, which made her even more afraid of the land.
Of course, these things alone are not enough to completely make her the pitiful person she is now.
"In addition, the most troublesome thing in our school is the international student counselor in the school." Xiao Jing seemed to have found a tree hole where he could talk with peace of mind, and said in a hurry:
"Our school will arrange special counselors for international students to help them integrate into school life. My counselor is an overseas Chinese who immigrated from Yanhuang, but she is an old witch who looks down on Yanhuang people. ”
"She always spoke to us in a very condescending manner and in a mean tone. Because she feels that she is an overseas Chinese who has obtained the status of a resident of Wano Country, she is one level higher than us. ”
"Every time I made a small mistake, she would sneer at me and say that a child like me would definitely be hated by the locals. And I've heard her say bad things about me to other teachers and classmates, which makes me embarrassed when I get along with other people. ”
"I guess it's because of her that I gradually started to talk to people in school less, and I always felt that others would look at me with a derogatory attitude. Until now, I have become afraid of talking to people in person, and I am afraid to talk to the cashier when I go to the convenience store to buy something. ”
Listening to Xiaojing's narration, Kyushu Cheng felt a wave of anger ignite in his heart.
"Why did she do this to you?" Kyushu Cheng asked in a deep voice: "Since you are from Yanhuang, you should help each other with your compatriots when you go abroad, shouldn't you?" ”
Although Kyushu Cheng said so, he also knew in his heart that not all Yanhuang people were single-minded. After many Yanhuang people went abroad, they forgot their ancestors and betrayed their bloodline. grovels to outsiders, but swords and guns are used against their own people, and they are more ruthless than one by one.
In his previous life, he had also heard some people who went abroad say that the most untrustworthy people in foreign countries are compatriots. When the fellow sees the fellow, he will not have tears in his eyes, but will only be shot in the back.
"She should think that's how to fit in." Xiao Jing said aggrievedly:
"I was once lectured like this by her. She said that the Yanhuang people are a despicable race, and if you want to integrate here, you must put yourself in the most humble position, have a sense of reverence for the people of He, and please you as much as possible, so that you can get closer to you. ”
“.” Kyushu Cheng had already clenched his fists unconsciously, his eyes were hideous.
After a few seconds of silence, he asked, "How the hell did someone who can say such become a school counselor?" ”
"Eh" Xiaojing was frightened by the other party's angry tone: "But I think. She might have a point, too."
"Listen, Xiaojing! Stop listening to the counselor's unsuspecting trash talk! Kyushu Makoto's tone became sharp:
"Let me tell you, currying favor with the people of the country will not be respected by them, and it will only make them more squeezed out and bullied! If you want to get their respect, you must first learn to respect yourself and stand up straight! ”
Kyushu Makoto is now an authentic Yanhuang person lurking in the country of Wano, and he has the memory of his predecessor "Kyushu Makoto", so he knows the people of Wano very well.
The people of Heguo may be happy to accept outsiders who are obedient to them, but they admire foreign powerhouses who have the strength to make them submit.
Kyushu Chengneng quickly gained a foothold after crossing into this foreign land, making so many friends and going through so many grievances, but it was all by relying on hard spirit and fists.
Xiao Jing was very surprised, "Eh! "For a moment, my mind didn't turn at all.
It is clear that Brother Cheng is from Heguo, but his tone just now sounded more inclined to Yanhuang. What the hell is going on?
After a while, Xiao Jing seemed to chuckle helplessly: "Brother Cheng, you are so strange~ You are obviously from Heguo, but you said this kind of thing to me." ”
"But what I say is from the bottom of my heart, it doesn't matter what nationality I am, the important thing is that I don't want you to go astray because of that kind of nonsense." Makoto Kyushu couldn't help but laugh, and then asked, "Did you listen to me or your counselor?" ”
"I, I listen to Brother Cheng!" Xiao Jing thought for a while and replied, "Brother Cheng saved me, and you are from Heguo, you must know more about this place than my counselor!" ”
Kyushu Cheng couldn't cry or laugh after hearing this, but he also breathed a sigh of relief: "However, you have seen people who can't even speak now, is it really good to go on like this?" ”
Hearing this, Xiao Jing became weak again: "Eh, it's me. I'm still used to it."
"I'm used to it. I understand. Kyushu Makoto raised his head, thought and asked:
"Actually, being introverted is not a bad thing that needs to be corrected, but if I want to force you to correct it, I am too selfish. So I want to ask you a question, what is your own idea? Do you really want to keep it like this? ”
"I" Xiaojing was entangled: "My own thoughts."
"If you really want to be a lone person who cherishes words like gold, I don't think there's anything wrong with that. But I hope that this choice was made by you, not because you were forced to choose this path. "Kyushu Cheng continues to follow the good path:
"If you don't want to communicate with someone in the future, I want you to do so because you're subjectively unwilling to communicate with them, not because you're afraid to communicate with them."
"So I want you to ask your heart, do you want to make a change? Do you want to be a little more cheerful, a little bolder, and be able to communicate with people normally? ”
"You can take a deep breath, take a few more breaths, just think calmly and slowly, and you don't have to make a decision right away."
Makoto Kyushu's voice gradually softened, he had learned a little bit of mental miscellaneous techniques such as mind reading and psychological counseling in his previous life, and he knew how to make others relax and open up.
Xiaojing had already entered the rhythm he had set, and a slight gasp of a girl could be heard from across the wall. After a moment, she replied hesitantly:
"I don't want to go on like this. Every day at school, I can only keep my head down, and I always feel like my throat is stuck when I want to talk to everyone. Walking on the street, I can only keep my head down and dare not look at others, and I dare not go to convenience stores and restaurants. It's hard to live this life, and I've had enough. ”
There was a little crying in her words, and it seemed that she had been holding back for too long and was wronged.
"Looks like you've figured it out." Kyushu Cheng nodded and said cheerfully: "In that case, I'll help you get out of the current situation." ”
(End of chapter)