Walking into the familiar campus, Xiaojing looked at the familiar class and classmates, but his heart had a completely different emotion from before.

The school days before I met Brother Cheng were gloomy. Since she entered school, she has been influenced by that counselor, so that her already shy personality has completely disappeared from "social fear".

Unconsciously, she became afraid of "others", did not dare to look directly at others, did not dare to face others anymore, and even gradually lost the ability to speak to others.

She couldn't remember how much time she had... Didn't look up at the classroom, the school, or even her classmates.

So when she returned to this familiar place again today, and finally looked at everything with the courage to regain it, she felt that everything was extremely strange... It's so fresh and it's so new.

Yes, she once lost even the courage to see, to observe, to understand. How cowardly was he to give up the courage to be a man because of the words of a counselor he didn't know?

At this time, there was still some time before class, and the students in the classroom were chatting in twos and threes.

Of course, no one will take the initiative to talk to Xiaojing. Because the students' impression of her is probably that she is a "foreign student with a wooden personality and is not good at communication".

"Excuse me, Keiko-san." A bespectacled female classmate walked up to her desk with a stack of homework books in her arms:

"That. Please give me your summer vacation homework, and I will submit it uniformly. ”

This is their squad leader, and Xiao Jing remembers her surname Sena. Sena-classmate is a girl with a wide range of personal popularity.,Personality and study are very good.,The class president is also competent.,And she has always had no prejudice against international students.,I've repeatedly talked to Xiaojing.,Want to help her integrate into the class group.。

However, at that time, Xiaojing had been completely led into the abyss by the counselor, and he didn't dare to accept the kindness of others at all, and he couldn't communicate with others. Even the cordial accosting of Sena squad leader made her tremble.

Sena's squad leader tried to communicate with Xiaojing several times, but all she responded to was Xiaojing's evasive gaze and silent silence. In the end, even a good kid like Sena class president gave up on Xiaojing, and only said a few words to her when she was needed to cooperate with the class work.

But today, Xiao Jing clenched his fists slightly, and took the initiative to look at Sena squad leader.

Sena squad leader's kindness to her, she actually knows it, and she feels guilty about Sena squad leader because of this.

But Brother Cheng told her that the past is not everything, and the most important thing is to create a future.

Sena squad leader is a person who deserves to be friends, and Xiaojing has always wanted to have a good chat with Sena squad leader, telling her that he is very grateful to her and has never hated her or disliked her.

And now she no longer feels fear of "others".

"This is homework, please check it." Xiaojing generously folded the homework book and handed it to Sena squad leader.

"It's all there, thank you." Sena squad leader checked and made sure that the number of workbooks was okay before leaving.

Xiao Jing thought about it for a while, and then asked, "How are you doing during the summer vacation, squad leader?" ”

"Huh!" Suddenly accosted by the initiative, Sena squad leader was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but start looking at Xiaojing.

Compared with before, the breath of Xiaojing's body that no one should enter has disappeared, and his temperament has become down-to-earth and generous, and his eyes reflect clarity and confidence.

Although Sena squad leader could vaguely perceive that Xiaojing was just barely maintaining this state of "self-confidence", he was still very timid in his heart, but such a big change was still like two people.

After hesitating for a moment, Sena class president replied seriously: "It's not bad~ August and the classmates of the wind club went to Kyoto to participate in the competition, although I didn't get a good ranking in the end, but I was also very happy. That, what about you, Xiaojing? ”

"My words, it shouldn't be as exciting as the squad leader." Xiao Jing pursed his lips and smiled, trying to control his breathing, so that he could communicate fluently: "But I have made great friends, we have done a lot of meaningful things together, and we have a great time." ”

"It's amazing." Sena squad leader also squinted and smiled: "Keiko, I feel that you are more cheerful than before." ”

"Of course, it was all thanks to the help of friends." Xiao nodded and said, "All in all, I have to ask Sena class president for a lot of care in the new semester, and I'm very happy to continue to be classmates with you." ”

As soon as the words came out, Xiao Jing blushed a little and was ashamed.

It seems to be too hard, and it's too sensible to say. She thought worriedly.

Sena squad leader looked very moved, and smiled even brighter: "Well, if you need help, just bother me, after all, I'm the squad leader~"

After a few simple chats, Sena squad leader left with his homework book.

"Fortunately, I did it, I hope it can be maintained in the future" Xiao Jing couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief: "As long as it continues, it will definitely not disappoint Brother Cheng, right?" ”

In the future, too, we must overcome our fears and communicate with others bravely. Because this courage is the best gift that Makoto Kyushu has given her, and she definitely doesn't want to give it up.

But there is still a hurdle in Xiaojing's heart, like a dam blocking the progress of flowing water, and it also hinders her progress, making her feel afraid from the bottom of her heart, and even her heart is beating faster and faster.

As Brother Cheng said, if you want to cross this hurdle, today noon is the decisive moment.

Soon, the class bell rang.

First of all, the class meeting class, the campus radio played the new semester mobilization speech of the outstanding student representatives, and then the bell rang in turn for the start and end of class.

“.”

"Jingle Bell ——!"

After waiting for an unknown amount of time, the lunch break bell rang, followed by the lazy noise of students.

Plop ——!

Xiao Jing's heart also beat heavily and dullly again.

She took a deep breath and sent a text message to Makoto Kyushu: "Brother Cheng, the time I agreed with the counselor is almost up. ”

[Coming right away.] After a while, Makoto Kyushu replied.

It's time for me to go, I'm still worried, no, Xiaojing, who has nothing to be afraid of, got up from his seat and left the classroom.

The counselor gave her the first half of the lunch break, which she had to pass as soon as the lunch break bell rang, and the second half of the time should have been scheduled for the other students.

Across the hallway, Xiao Jing came to the counselor's guidance room.

At the same time, Kyushu Cheng also happened to come out of nowhere: "Xiaojing, this is it, right?" ”

Makoto Kyushu has been staying at this Starlight Pavilion Academy this morning. He did not wear a school uniform and did not have a student ID, and once he was suspected and questioned by school personnel, he was found and then expelled from the school.

He's still here now, apparently well hidden.

"Brother Cheng. You're here, you didn't have any trouble at our school, did you? Xiao Jing asked in a low voice.

"It's okay, it's better to say that this school is very wary of strangers, and I don't even need to do any pretense." Kyushu Cheng took out his mobile phone, as if he was flipping through and checking something: "I've finished everything I want to do, are you going to see the counselor?" ”

"Hmm" Xiao Shui nodded, and his heart sank again.

It's just a normal conversation with the counselor, but there is a sense of pressure to face the final boss of the game.

"Don't be nervous, it's just a normal conversation." Kyushu Cheng patted Xiaojing's shoulder and saw her anxiety:

"Of course, I also understand you, it is indeed very difficult to suddenly ask you to rebel against an elder who has caused you a psychological shadow."

Xiao Jing looked at him uneasily: "But. . . Brother Cheng will support me, let's say okay. ”

"Of course, it's been said a long time ago." Jiuzhou Cheng took out a voice recorder from his pocket, quietly stuffed it into Xiaojing's hand, and ordered:

"A moment you open it before you enter the door and stuff it in your pocket. I'll be on the lookout at the door and break in as soon as there's a situation. ”

"Do you want to get to this point?" Xiaojing was surprised, thinking that this is going to evolve into some spy war drama?

"Be prepared, believe me." Kyushu Makoto replied with a mysterious look.

"Hmm" Xiao Jing stuffed the recorder into his pocket and pursed his lips: "Then I. Got in. I'll do my best."

With that, she walked towards the office with wandering eyes and stray steps.

"Xiaojing, there's one more thing." Makoto Kyushu stopped her again.

"Huh?" Xiao Jing paused.

"I've said this to you before, and I'm sure it can be said to anyone." Kyushu Cheng crossed his hands on his hips and once again showed his smile as gentle as the sun:

"Remember, no matter where you come from, who you are, and who you are, you should be proud of who you are. Only if you are proud of yourself, others will be proud of you. ”

"As for the cowards who are ashamed of themselves and want to persuade others to become as inferior as them, you don't have to pay attention to them. Because they'll just end up stuck where they are, and you'll be able to go far. ”

"Brother Cheng." Xiao Jing's eyes suddenly flashed with a faint light, his heart was warm, and his little fists couldn't help but clench a little:

"Thank you, really~ I'll take it to heart."

She smiled sweetly at Makoto Kyushu and walked into the office resolutely.

(End of chapter)