Broke up, just on Valentine's Day.

I'm just a very ordinary student, the kind of freshman dog who walks in college and is bound to be drowned.

The novel hasn't been updated for four days.,I'm really sorry for the readers who are still reading it.。

But I really tried my best, and after she told me about the breakup on Valentine's Day, I took the night train from thousands of miles away to her city.

Xuzhou - Changzhou.

I'm just an ordinary person with my own family and friends.

I went to her and only left a phone call home, the family was worried about whether they were worried, I really didn't want to discuss this issue with anyone.

But I know that I am very sorry for my family.

Fortunately, I have two friends who accompanied me to Changzhou.

Otherwise, maybe I would really cry in Changzhou for a day and a night.

As a college student from an ordinary family, I am poor, and I live poorly, but I dare say that I am very ambitious.

In my freshman year, I used my mobile phone to code more than a million words. On my own, I made a little money. All this money was for her, and it was all spent on her in the end.

I'm so happy to get to know her and it's a pleasure to be with her.

I thought that I could go to the end of my life with her in the future.

Even if I can't support her now, I will definitely work hard to code words, work hard to make money, I am willing to pay for her, I am not afraid of tiredness, I am not afraid of hardship.

I have told everyone I know that in the future, in the wedding hall, the person who will hold my hand and be put on my ring finger will definitely be her, she will definitely be.

I have told everyone I know that I will definitely be good to her in this life and this life, and I will never let her be wronged in the slightest.

I told everyone I knew that on my own, I would be able to buy her a house and a car in the big city, and let her have everything she wanted.

Can...... All this, starting on Valentine's Day, was all shattered.

I asked her best friend if she would cry when she broke up with me.

Her best friend told me that she was laughing and saying that she didn't like you, and she wasn't sad at all.

I bought a standing ticket and stood for seven hours.

At that time, I was on the train, and I was wondering if everything in the past had ever happened, and what had I done wrong to let her hurt me like this.

I really, really don't know, the reason why I broke up with her.

When I went to Changzhou, I wanted to hear her say the reason for the breakup.

But I didn't sleep for dozens of hours, so I changed her to my friend: "Who does he think he is, he can see whoever he wants." ”

I didn't see her.

I went to Changzhou, and when I got there, I cried for a morning, and then I was in a daze, and I remembered her, so I continued to cry again.

But she didn't feel ...... at all

I can't be a boyfriend and girlfriend, and I won't even be given the opportunity to be an ordinary friend.

She deleted my QQ, deleted my WeChat, blocked my mobile phone number, and everything about me disappeared completely in her world from that moment on.

She just kept telling me not to expect her to change her decision, let alone get back together.

I've never been in this situation, and I've never experienced this kind of blow.

Break up for no reason at all, and then do things absolutely without leaving any room at all.

What a person I am, let her do this to me.

She knows how I feel when she does that.

Now I'm starting to get scared, I'm afraid I'll encounter this kind of thing again in the future.

With this happening, I even began to think about what I should do if the girl I fell in love with in the future was like her?

My heart was completely disrupted by her, and all the vows I had made, the illusions I had had, everything I had ever had, were all shattered at that time.

I was in a relationship once before, and after a year, I told myself that the next time I fell in love, I had to get married. Why did this happen when I met her......

What the hell did I do wrong to let her do this to me, to hurt me like this.

A trip to Changzhou.

I stood for nearly seven hours at night, and when I arrived at Changzhou Station, I quickly transferred to Changzhou University in Wujin District, Changzhou.

At Changzhou University, I stood for nearly a day, and I had to wait for her, but I waited for her there until after eight o'clock in the night, but I still didn't see her.

At ten o'clock that night, I chose to leave Changzhou. I arrived in Xuzhou at four o'clock the next day, traveled several times, and returned to my hometown.

It's tired, it's tired, it's tired.

I love her and love her very tired, and I am tired of being hurt by her, really tired.

For her, this time, maybe I'm really crazy enough.

Is this irrational?

I think it's not irrational, it's because it's youth.

After a day and a night's rest, my spirits are much better, my mood is much better, and I don't have the heartache that day.

It's just very indifferent, I'm indifferent, and my heart is very calm.

I know, she and I missed it.

One miss is a lifetime.

But perhaps, that's life. A life that has not been missed is an imperfect life!

Valentine's Day is not counted, today is the third day of my breakup.

I think I really need time to adjust my mood. Now I don't dare and don't want to go to school anymore, I'm afraid to see her, I don't know in what capacity to meet her.

Thank you, friends.

Give me a week to face the world without her.

See you in a week.

【Free Lunch】2015. 08。 23