Yan Ci, who woke up after sleeping for a long time, found himself in the hospital, with oxygen in his nasal cavity.

Shi Guangyan stood aside, and when he saw that she woke up without hindrance, he joked.

"Now none of the three of us should laugh at anyone, it's all the same."

Yan Ci probably knew what was going on, and when she ran to the bathroom and vomited, she already felt hopelessly stupid.

Drinking alcohol to dispel sorrows on the plateau, which is already prone to physical discomfort, is like pouring a bucket of oil on the fire, making the spark burn even more crackling.

"Thank you."

Shi Guangyan didn't dare to do anything, just reminded her.

"You have a bad face."

"What time is it?"

"At half past one in the afternoon, you fainted for five hours."

Yan Ci only heard the time, and the automatic filter behind him only thought silently in his heart.

It has been a full twelve hours since Shen Pingxiao said that he was going to go on a mission, and in twelve hours, he can do a lot of things.

"Can you lend me my phone?"

Shi Guangyan unlocked it and handed it over, and intimately called up the dialing interface for her.

He thought Yan Ci was going to call her boyfriend.

Yan Ci's reaction was very slow now, and he didn't think about these small actions at all, just swiped away at random and went to find a web browser.

Shi Guangyan saw it in his eyes, and he didn't know why he had to ask.

"Aren't you going to call him?"

She was attentive to searching the web for the latest news, and the military reports were carefully translated, especially focusing on words such as riots and armed conflicts.

But she didn't find what she was looking for.

She couldn't even find a trace of Shen Pingxiao.

"Why is there no ......?"

Shi Guangyan wanted to help her.

"What are you looking for?"

Of course, Yan Ci didn't say anything, and returned the phone to him.

"I want to be alone for a while."

Haoduan has to borrow wine to kill her sorrows, giving her mobile phone but not calling her boyfriend, Shi Guangyan can guess most of it through her actions.

Not only did he not leave, but his always kind and measured eyes gradually became angular and angular.

"Yan Ci, that's all he brought you."

Shi Guangyan didn't want to highlight his merits and hard work today, but his words were still getting more and more arrogant.

"You deserve to be held and loved, why did you choose this...... Endure everything alone like this? ”

"I'd love to."

Yan Ci replied without thinking, with an indifferent expression and a dark fire.

She tried to keep her peace and not let him get a chance.

"Shi Guangyan, I've heard similar things a long time ago, you're not the first person to say this."

"I know that in your eyes, he has too many reasons to be unworthy." She trembled and pointed to her heart. "But with me, he's the only one who makes my heart beat faster when I think about it, and whatever he brings me, it's not his fault."

Yan Ci really wanted to say that Shen Pingxiao clearly didn't do anything wrong, why do you all have to blame him in a roundabout way.

Even if she could understand that her father's advice and Shi Guangyan's questioning were all based on her interests and happiness, it made her even more heartbroken.

Because no one really cares about Shen Pingxiao's hardships.

Everyone only saw her waiting, her endurance, but they didn't know that all of this was double.

Every time Shen Pingxiao apologized to her without saying anything, every time he was reluctant to hang up her phone, he actually didn't want Yan Ci to suffer all this more than any of them.

"I'm not going to run away."

Thinking of Shen Pingxiao in her heart, her eyebrows and eyes didn't feel soft.

Shi Guangyan could clearly see her emotional transformation on her lips, the corners of her eyes, and the peaks of her eyebrows, which was something he had never seen on Yan Ci's face since they got along.

At that moment, he really understood how insurrectable he was to use some small tricks to get an axe from the class in a vain attempt to exploit loopholes.

"I'm sorry when I didn't say anything."

He got up and left the room, leaned against the railing of the hospital hallway, pinched his eyebrows, and his eyelids were so heavy that he couldn't lift them at all.

Yan Ci returned to the hotel from the hospital on the same day, but the doctor told him not to be in a hurry, to recuperate for a few days and then slowly resume his daily activities.

Even if Shi Guangyan didn't know the details, she was worried that she would be immersed in a bad mood all the time, but after a day of recuperation, she returned to her original mental appearance, and carried the sample box into the investigation, as if nothing had happened.

After such a period of time, Professor Sun has adapted to the relatively thin oxygen space of the plateau and devoted himself to scientific research.

The three of them left footprints on the Nusan Mountains and returned to Seoul with the results, and three months have passed.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, thousands of homes are lit up, and half of winter has passed.

Yan Ci opened the record page of the notebook, and there were many "positive" characters drawn on it, and she picked up the pen to make up for the missing "positive" character.

It was the day Shen Pingxiao left, and today happened to be the fiftieth day.

The letter tucked away from the back title page was still sitting there in good shape, untouched.

Today, after finishing this stroke, she turned to the end, staring at the letter and muttering to herself.

"It's been fifty days, Shen Pingxiao, I still don't want to open it."

She consulted with herself.

"Two months, Shen Pingxiao, I'll wait for you for two months, and you won't come back in two months, I'll open it again, okay?"

Yan Ci slapped his notebook, and the frequency of such self-deceptive discussions was probably every day, from ten days to fifteen days, and then from fifteen days to thirty days.

Now that the time has accumulated to fifty days, she is still looking for a reason to delay.

The time boundaries that were stacked little by little were built up by her patience brick by brick, and she herself didn't know when it would be a head, when it would run out of bricks, and at what moment it would suddenly collapse and bury her in it.

In the deserted campus, most of the teachers and students have gone back to their respective homes, and only a few work-study students have left early and returned late, and they have not left this shelter.

Yan's father and Yan's mother had already invited her to take Shen Pingxiao back for the New Year, but she didn't dare to tell her parents the truth, so she simply chose not to go back under the pretext of making up for professional classes.

She walked alone under the yellowish street lamp, and apologized for the New Year's greetings to her parents.

"Dad, Mom, I bought some New Year's goods for you online, you should have received them all, right?"

"Received, it's not that there is nothing at home, what are you doing with so much, Xiao Ci, you are alone outside, and you can get something good, and Xiao Xiao is too, no matter how busy you are with your studies and work, you have to take care of yourself."

The weather was a little cold, Yan Ci sniffed.

"Well, don't worry."

"What do you eat at night?"

She looked at the dumplings she was carrying, and she was embarrassed to say it, so she made up a lie temporarily.

"I made an appointment to go out to eat with friends, your daughter can still wronged herself, Dad, Mom, you have to be good, I'll call you later."

She knew that she would have to wear a gang if she said more, so she hung up the phone, looked up and let the light shine on her face, and the shadow reflected by the light and shadow on the side exhaled for her.

She should have been used to being alone for a long time, why did she feel so difficult now.

The mobile phone vibrated in her hand, and as soon as it was connected, Zhong Pei scolded and scolded.

"I said, who are you talking to? I'm calling you for the fourth time! ”

Yan Ci felt strange, shouldn't she be eating Chinese New Year's Eve dinner at this point?

Without her questioning, Zhong Pei reported to his family.

"Hurry to the door to pick me up! flew all the way to Seoul, but was stopped outside and was not allowed to enter, and froze to death! ”

Yan Ci held up the phone and looked back, and sure enough, there was a small shadow at the door beating uneasily.

She said as she ran back.

"Why didn't you tell me in advance?"

Zhong Pei said arrogantly.

"Because I also made a temporary decision, I haven't been crazy at my age, and I have been on track since I went to school, and I don't have many opportunities to go crazy when I go to work."

"Hey, I see you."

Yan Ci welcomed her into the door, and when she saw the meal Yan Ci was carrying, she said disdainfully.

"You're going to eat this for the New Year?"

She raised five or four large and small bags in her hand, "Bell, bell!" Then he divided two bags to Yan Ci, "You carry this, this one is too heavy." ”

Yan Ci took it, it was actually wine, she accepted it quietly, and took her back to her dormitory.

"The tables, chairs and benches are all for one person, you can make do with them."

Zhong Pei sat on the edge of the bed, looked at the room, and quietly sighed, "It's so good." ”

"What's good, there is no one like me who loves to toss."

When she was in school, she went out to collect wind and work, and when her career was booming, she pulled out the valve plug and returned to campus for further study, she herself felt that this trajectory was ridiculous.

Zhong Pei wandered leisurely and shook his feet.

"Yan Ci, if I were like you, I wouldn't be so forward-looking, and I would do whatever I wanted......"

It's another assault, and it's wine, Yan Ci knows that she is not so simple.

"Tell me, what's going on?"

Zhong Pei picked at his fingernails.

"It's not much, I'm hungry, let's eat."

Half an hour later, the bottles collided with each other, and the box could not be closed if it was opened.

"I'm going crazy this time, I'll go to Yuan Jun tomorrow ......"

Zhong Pei raised his head and drank loudly.

"The New Year's Eve is still on duty, you talk about it, ah, you talk about it, is this like a word, there is no such thing!"

She didn't get a response, rubbed her eyes, and crawled on the ground looking for someone.

"Yan Ci? My words...... What about people? ”

Zhong Pei found Yan Ci leaning against the corner next to the bed, holding a letter in her arms, and she was silently shedding tears at the moment.

I couldn't stop my tears, and I was reluctant to stain the envelope, so I had to wipe it on my clothes.

Zhong Pei crawled over and hugged her.

"There is a saying that it is not a good man who makes us cry, this is not good, it is a big deal to change one, change eighty! I don't believe any crooked-necked tree can hang me! ”

She still wanted to pour, but was stopped by Yan Ci waving her hand.

"Drink less, you won't be able to get up again tomorrow."

Zhong Pei was defeated, and obediently put the wine bottle in the corner of the wall.

"Yan Ci, do you think he will hold a grudge, I dumped him for no reason."

"Then why did you break up in the first place?"

"Because of this relationship, I can see the head, but I can't see the head."

Yan Ci's eyelids fluttered, and she was stunned to repeat her words.

"Yes, you can see the head, but you can't see the head."

The ending is a guess, but everyone is blindfolded and walking forward against the wind.