"No, I can't eat that much." Shu Yan said with some embarrassment.

Her meal itself is small, and she can't even eat this box lunch, let alone eat a lot of snacks before.

"It's okay, eat hard, you can give it to me if you can't eat it." Chen Shuo said as he took out the steamed buns from the plastic bag and ate them, and after a while, the dishes in the lunch box were obviously missing.

The speed of eating immediately stunned the two of them.

"You, have you always eaten so much?" Zhao Hongfei hesitated and asked.

Although they have eaten two meals together in the past two days, they are basically with everyone, and the two of them really don't pay much attention to his amount of food.

After all, when Chen Shuo was eating, he didn't gobble up like others.

If you don't pay attention, you won't notice how much he's eaten.

"It's fine." Chen Shuo didn't stop, but he didn't delay him from speaking clearly.

"Basically, I ate a lot at every meal. If you don't have the conditions, you won't go hungry if you have such a box lunch, or even less.

When you are very hungry, you can eat more than that. ”

"I can't eat these, why don't I give you some first?" Shu Yan saw that he hadn't moved his chopsticks yet, and Chen Shuo's meal had gone down a lot, so he picked up his lunch box and dialed half of it into his lunch box.

"Alright, alright." Seeing that she was still going to dial, Chen Shuo hurriedly stopped and said, "Don't you don't have enough to eat for a while."

You're so skinny, you still have to eat when it's time to eat, and snacks are just snacks. ”

When a person eats very fragrant in front of you, and the food is not unpalatable, then he will inevitably be affected and have a great appetite.

After Zhao Hongfei and Shu Hao finished eating their own meals, they still had a feeling of unfinished business.

However, the two of them were indeed full, and Shu Xuan even felt a little stretched.

"I don't even feel like I want to move." The two of them sat on the fence of the gazebo and said lazily.

Chen Shuo cleaned up the table, threw away what should be thrown away, and sent his lunch box back.

Pick up some preserved fruit and say, "Here, some more after-dinner snacks." ”

"No, I can't come." Shu Yan shook his head.

"Can you still eat?" Zhao Hongfei said and picked up a dry talk plum, sweet and sour, and it didn't seem to be so supportive.

His eyes lit up, and he persuaded Shu Xuan: "Taste it, I don't feel so panicked after eating." ”

"These things are all digestive aids." Chen Shuo also persuaded.

Shu Hui took one of the suspicious letters, and found that he ate a sour mouth full of saliva, and after swallowing the saliva, he really felt that he didn't hold it so much.

After resting for a while, Zhao Hongfei continued to shoot the afternoon scene, and Chen Shuo and Shu Wei continued to talk to each other.

Until the evening, the two faced off at the scene where Concubine Dong E died.

“……”

Shu Xuan said with a faint breath: "I just want to know, if you don't take a breath, where will you go... ......"

With the last breath exhaled, slowly put down the script.

"Like! Like!! ......" Chen Shuo went from cautious temptation, to disbelief, to grief-stricken, and every time he called his name, his emotions changed and progressed.

Until in the end, my heart was like ashes, and I didn't say a word.

Then the two of them sat quietly like this, and after a while, Chen Shuo raised his head and saw Shu Xuan burst into tears.

With a sigh, he pulled out a tissue from the side and handed it to her.

Seeing that she was still blinded and unconscious, he touched her and said, "It's just a scene, wipe your tears." ”

Shu Yan took the tissue in his hand, looked up at him and asked, "You say, will Concubine Dong E grow old with Fulin in the next life?" ”

"Yes." Chen Shuo comforted, took two more tissues and wiped her tears directly.

Shu Xuan suddenly took it and wiped the tears from his face.

Chen Shuo said: "Although it is said that entering the play can better shape the character, a good actor should be able to control the role, not be controlled by the role."

You can show Concubine Dong E's wonderful life to the audience through your performance, but you don't have to carry it on yourself.

A play is a play, a person is a person, she has her life, and you have your life. ”

Shu Xuan paused and said, "Maybe I have some empathy with her, right?" ”

"You're in love at this young age?" Chen Shuo asked in surprise.

"What?" Shu Yan couldn't cry or laugh for a while, stretched out his hand to hit him, and said, "I'm talking about life experience."

My parents divorced when I was younger, leaving my mom to raise me.

Later, when I was ten years old, my mother fell ill and died, and I went to my father, but he didn't want me, so I had to live with my aunt.

My aunt ...... me

Very good.

But their family is not rich, and it is difficult to support themselves, and it is even more difficult for me to drag the oil bottle.

And the feeling of sending people under the fence is very similar to the situation of Concubine Dong E being cautious in the palace.

So in the words of Concubine Dong E's death just now, I felt in a trance that maybe there would be the same ending as her waiting for me. ”

After finishing speaking, he sighed melancholy, and a tear couldn't help but slip from the corner of his eye.

"Maybe girls are more sentimental, I said, there is no need to forcibly carry the fate of a plot character on yourself."

Chen Shuo tore open a new packet of calcium milk biscuits, deliberately made a stinging sound to disturb her emotions, and brought it to her and motioned for her to take a piece.

Seeing that she smiled reluctantly and took a piece, she said: "I have a similar background as you, I was born with dystocia and my health has been bad, and my mother also fell ill because of giving birth to me."

When I was six years old, my mother was gone, when I was eleven years old, my father was gone, and my grandfather, who was with me last year, was gone. ”

Seeing that she was listening carefully, Chen Shuo smiled and said, "Listen, do you think I am like a lone star, born with a disaster, and then my relatives leave one by one?" ”

Shu Yan hurriedly shook his head and said, "No, absolutely not. I can understand that you should be the most painful when your loved ones leave one by one. ”

"yes, so I'm not a lone star, am I?"

Shu Xuan nodded hurriedly.

"You see, I don't think I'm either, and I was confused when I was a child.

If it weren't for me, wouldn't my mother and father be doing well?

They should have a healthy child, and then they don't have to work so hard, and the family can live happily.

But then I figured it out, maybe this is our fate, but our fate is not as happy as we imagined.

My mother, my father, my grandfather, they never complained about me, so why do I have to bear the name of 'Heavenly Evil Lone Star'? ”

Chen Shuo looked at her and said seriously: "So, you don't need to carry the hardships that don't belong to you."

You suffered a lot when you were a child, but there must be a lot of memories for you.

Forget the bad, remember the good, and look forward. ”

Shu Xuan looked at Chen Shuo a little distracted, and then nodded seriously.

(End of chapter)