Chapter 548: Contradictions

Xu Lingyi still didn't agree to raise the sixth princess in the end, and the queen naturally couldn't force her, so she had to go back and think again.

Tian Mo said in a low voice, "Xu Lingyi just didn't have her own children, and there are children who don't want to raise others for a while, and now the six princesses are in Yun Baolin, Hu Lingyi hasn't turned over yet, and Niangniang doesn't have to rush to make a decision for the time being." ”

"It's because this palace can't stand her." The queen narrowed her eyes, "But since you have entered the palace, there are always a lot of last resorts, do you know Tianmo, this palace now feels that it is becoming more and more contradictory." ”

The queen looked up at the window, her eyes full of chaotic thoughts.

"Niangniang, you are also for the Lu family and the five princes." Tian Mo said distressedly.

But the queen shook her head.

"Not exactly, I was a contradictory person, when the emperor was the crown prince, my father was the prince, and I knew that I was going to be the crown princess since I was a child, so I was strict with myself, and the whole family was also strict with me, I wanted to be sensible and courteous, abide by my own responsibilities, be dignified and virtuous, generous and gentle, take care of the emperor's back house, take care of the heirs, and persuade and remind the emperor of the inappropriateness."

"But this palace is also very eager to be free and free in my heart."

"Of course, the emperor respects the palace, has always given the palace decency, the emperor has always been a Ming monarch, there is no need for the palace to persuade anything, the concubines below, now there is no trouble in front of the palace, even the most favored Zhao Guifei, has always respected the palace, so it stands to reason that those who ask the palace, the palace can do it, and the palace has been working hard to get close to the standard of the virtuous queen, but the palace is now more and more difficult."

"I'm afraid that Concubine Zhao will be too favored, affect the holy will, and influence the position of the prince in the future, my Lu family is loyal to the monarch and patriotic, and all the people from top to bottom serve the emperor wholeheartedly, if my son can't inherit the unification, I am afraid that the Lu family will be destroyed in the future, it will be my guilt, but Concubine Zhao has always been courteous, respects me and respects me, so I can't be ruthless and use vicious means to deal with her."

"Besides, I was taught from a small family that the queen should not be jealous, my Lu family style should be a clean and kind person, but I can't be so generous, I'm also afraid."

"The imperial heirs were born one after another, and I didn't like any of them, but the queen's duty told me that I had to tolerate them and raise them, and I thought I couldn't do it, so what I could do was not hurt and let them grow."

"I have too many concerns, too many calculations, entanglement and contradictions, not confident enough, I don't want to do evil, but I can't do all goodness, probably, I can't become the kind of virtuous queen that the world hopes for in this life."

The queen has never said this to anyone, and when she heard her words today, Tian Mo was also very distressed.

But she didn't know how to comfort her, so she silently handed over the veil.

The queen didn't answer, only hooked her lips and chuckled, and raised her hand to wipe away her tears.

"Okay, I'm just complaining, let's go see the five princes, yesterday he said he wanted to eat jade cakes, remember to let the small kitchen make some today."

"The slave obeys."

Tian Mo nodded and helped the queen to get up.

Yuzhang Palace.

Fang Yu heard Ruoyu say that Xu Lingyi went to Fengxuan Palace, and she already had a guess in her heart.

"Probably for the sake of the six princesses, and now I can get the qualifications to raise the six princesses, that is, Xu Lingyi."

However, Xu Lingyi didn't just have a miscarriage, and now she is raising her body, Pei Yao will not consider raising the sixth princess for her, and Xu Lingyi's temperament is not stable enough, and she is not suitable for raising children.

But if Xu Lingyi took the initiative to speak, Pei Yao would not give her this face.

"The slave and maid see that it has not been negotiated." Ruoyu said in a low voice, "When Xu Lingyi left the Empress Mother's Palace, there was no smile on her face, and after she left, there was no movement in the Fengxuan Palace. ”

Fang Yu narrowed his eyes, "I think about it, Xu's temperament, I just didn't have my own child, I'm afraid I haven't had the heart to adopt someone else's child." ”

But unfortunately, the Xu family probably won't have any more children of their own.

Thinking of this, Fang Yu asked.

"After Xu Lingyi returns to the palace, will the queen send a doctor to recuperate for her?"

"Never." Ruoyu shook her head, "I just sent some supplements, and continued to let that Mama Feng serve by Xu Lingyi's side, saying that she had been cultivating in Qinhe Garden for a month, and it would be okay to go back to the palace for another month." ”

Indeed, Xu Lingyi is young and healthy, and when she had a miscarriage, the month was still shallow, but now she looks like usual, so she doesn't have to worry too much.

However, even if this is the case, it will not be completely unconcerned, just let Mama Feng serve by the side.

Is it unnecessary, or don't dare.

Thinking that when he was in Qinhe Garden before, he didn't find any clues, but now that he has returned to the palace and the sixth princess has also sent him away, Fang Yu has a little more thoughts.

"Bengong has been feeling a little hot recently, so please ask Imperial Doctor Zeng to come and take a look at Bengong." Fang Yu said in a low voice.

People can't be confused.

Whether you hold a knife in your hand or not, and whether you don't have a knife in your hand to defend against the enemy, are two different concepts.

So check.

Ruoyu didn't quite understand Fang Yu's thoughts, but she also responded neatly and sent someone to ask for a doctor.

At the same time, in the imperial study, Pei Yao had just finished meeting the minister, and he was a person from the household department and the military department.

After the ministers left, Hong Zhengcai made tea again.

Pei Yao took it and took a shallow sip, in a good mood.

"I didn't expect that Concubine Yan returned to Shangyang Kingdom, and she did things neatly, and it has only been half a year, and there has been such great progress."

"In the final analysis, it is still that Shangyang Guojun himself is not strong-willed, and he believes in the words of the Taoist priest, immortality, if there is really such a good thing, those Taoist priests have been alchemy for many years, why haven't they become immortals?"

Hong Zheng also sneered.

"It seems that the things I found for her are indeed good, and the Shangyang Monarch is very useful." The corners of Pei Yao's lips were slightly hooked.

When Emperor Chengjing was alive, people became obsessed with pills to nourish their bodies when they reached middle age, and those Taoist priests who were recruited to serve in the palace still had two brushes.

The refined elixir, the first year after taking it, the effect was really outstanding, making people feel energetic and vigorous, so Emperor Chengjing was very useful at that time.

And what Pei Yao gave to Lin Chan has been improved by famous doctors, which will naturally make people feel more and more effective.

On the side of Shangyang Kingdom, Prince Ping, who was controlled by Lin Chan, dedicated this longevity-prolonging elixir to the monarch of Shangyang Kingdom.

Prince Ping is young, and because he was almost pushed to the throne by Concubine Yin Guifei back then, he finally saved his life, and he has been very timid and humble in recent years, and he has always been respectful in front of the monarch of Shangyang, and the monarch of Shangyang will naturally not be afraid of him.

It was because of the good effect of this elixir, and he praised him a lot, and met those alchemy masters, and now he is following the prescriptions of those Taoist priests, ordering people to search for rare materials all over the country and start alchemy.

Prince Ping deliberately took over this job for the sake of performance, and now he is searching everywhere to find materials for the king of Shangyang to alchemy.

And Pei Yao knew in his heart that this elixir could indeed make people look energetic and healthy, but it was all overdrawn.

As time goes by, the body is overdrawn from the inside out, and the person collapses completely.

Now, Pei Yao has begun to prepare for what may happen next year.

Soldiers and horses, food and grass, and weapons were prepared.

Thinking of this, Pei Yao was also in a good mood, and after drinking a cup of tea, he got up and went to Yuzhang Palace.