The plot is a bit sluggish for the time being, maybe it's foreshadowing, or maybe, it's because it's not in the right state, and I can't write an interesting feeling.

That's how writing a book is.

Although there is an outline, the state is casual, and today you can't guess what will be written tomorrow.

Maybe today I was going to write like that, but tomorrow, suddenly Kavin, or I have a new idea, so I write it in a different way, and the plot is like the Yellow River being diverted and going in an unknown direction - maybe it will be better, maybe it will be worse.

Writing a book is always full of uncertainty, so every day is a tightrope walk, so every day suffers from gains and losses, and anxiety is uneasy.

Comment on this thing.

Sometimes it's useful, but sometimes it's misleading, and the reason is that you don't know who's in the majority.

Most people, tend to be silent.

Maybe you changed your mind for a few comments, but most people who are silent don't actually like the new idea, but prefer the original. They didn't bother to comment, so they silently abandoned the book.

Plus it's hard to reconcile.

And so.

Commentary for me is more lethal than comforting.

Sometimes I occasionally see a chapter comment in the background, and I complain, so I feel bad all day.

Sometimes, you can suddenly see personal attacks.

Writing this book, why is my heart so tired, I have never been so tired, I feel like I am going to be depressed, I am going to collapse.

Thereupon.

I suddenly became bearish.

I don't want to think about anything, grades, comments, I don't want to pay attention to it, I just want to fulfill my promise to everyone - finish writing.

I'm going to write this whole story at my own pace.

Just hope that everyone will not be disappointed.

In fact, every time I am questioned and my grades drop, my biggest fear is that I am afraid that the people who support me will be disappointed.

I felt like I had messed up.

Maybe it's not a matter of luck, it's not a matter of stepping on thunder, some things, no matter how twists and turns, there will still be a linear regression in the end - you have this ability and cognition for the time being, and it is difficult to do better.

That's right, ability and cognition.

In this case, why should we be anxious every day, why should we embarrass ourselves?

Just do your best.

But I'm still afraid that the people who support me will be disappointed.

What to do?

So, my lovely friends, if you like reading this book, keep reading it, and if you don't, don't push yourself.

Most importantly, don't be disappointed and be happy.

Life is hard, and we all have to be happy.

Tomorrow is still very good, come on!