"If I hadn't taken them to the Luo River. If I hadn't been hiding for fear of death, they wouldn't have died. A thousand mistakes, all of them are my fault. Zheng Junli lowered his head, covered his face with his hands, and sobbed softly.

His lips were pale, and the wound on his chest tingled more with each sob.

Jiang Buwan said in a mournful voice: "You meditate and recuperate, if it weren't for the sternum blocking your knife this time, you wouldn't be alive now." The deceased is gone, so why should the living be embarrassed by themselves? ”

Jiang Buwan leaned forward and hugged Zheng Junli into his arms.

"That flower is a monster, and you can't help it, so whether you hide or not, the outcome of their death will not change. And you and Yang Mingdong can live, not because you hid in the trench for fear of life and death, but because you don't have the intention of killing in your hearts, so you can't attract that flower. Jiang Buwan said to Zheng Junli.

"No, if I had saved a few more people into the trench instead of not being there and not moving, everything would have been different." The events of that day were a knot in Zheng Junli's heart, which could not be unraveled.

"Junli. Nine times out of ten, life is unsatisfactory. We can't control everything. Jiang Butai now somewhat understands why Zheng Junli fell into the magic barrier. His moral bottom line is too high, and he has performed miracles again and again to save one of their team members. So when the miracle bursts and the bubble floats, he simply can't accept the strong gap.

The knot of his illness lies in the feeling of powerlessness after looking at the mountains of corpses and the sea of blood up close, knowing that people cannot be resurrected after death.

"As long as they have killing intent in their hearts, no matter where they hide, they will be killed by Nianhua. You can't stop it. So, it's not your fault. "Nianhua who can't feel the killing intent should shrink to a normal size like before.

Jiang Buwan comforted Zheng Junli softly.

Zheng Junli was hoarse, he lay on Jiang Buwan's shoulder, hugged Jiang Buwan back, and tears in his eyes were like broken beads.

It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, but they haven't reached the sad place.

After appeasing Zheng Junli, Jiang went to see Zhuo Feibai again without a long time.

Jiang Feitai told Zhuo Feibai about Zheng Junli's situation one by one.

Last time, Zhuo Feibai asked her to find the knot of Zheng Junli's illness, and now that they have found the knot of illness, Zhuo Feibai should have a way to cure Zheng Junli.

"What medicine should Zheng Junli take for this disease? Or what desensitization therapy will be done? Jiang Butai asked Zhuo Fei Baidao.

"You still know about desensitization therapy?" Zhuo Feibai smiled.

Jiang Buwan pursed his lips, his eyes were dim, and he did not respond to Zhuo Feibai's sarcasm.

"It is true that desensitization therapy can be used." Zhuo Fei is white and straight, and no longer jokes with Jiang Butai. "Zheng Junli is sick because he feels powerless about certain things, and if he uses desensitization therapy, then let him face more things that can cause him a sense of helplessness."

"For example?" Jiang can't kill people in front of Zheng Junli until late, let him exercise desensitization, right? How innocent are others?

"There's no need for example, and there's no need to make special arrangements." Zhuo Feibai chuckled. "Nine times out of ten, life is unsatisfactory. Zheng Junli is not a superman in the end, it is impossible to solve everything smoothly, and life is a blow to him. ”

Jiang Bu was silent when he heard this.

Does Zhuo Feibai really want to be a psychiatrist in the future?

"When he is hit, it is best to have relatives and friends by his side, so that he understands that it is not a big deal that something cannot be solved, but an ordinary daily life that everyone will experience." Zhuo Feibai said again.

"I see." Jiang is not too late to reply.

Zhuo Feibai looked at Jiang Feiwan's troubled appearance, and his face changed.

"Jiang is not too late, you don't want to go back to modern times. You don't really want to live with that mentally ill guy for the rest of your life, do you? Zhuo Feibai frowned. Let me tell you, mental illness is very difficult to completely cure, although Zheng Junli's case belongs to post-traumatic stress disorder, which can theoretically be cured in modern medicine, but after all, this is Jincheng a hundred years ago, and there are many drugs that do not have it. If you live with him for the rest of your life, you will probably pay a great price. ”

"He's worth it." Jiang said lightly.

"Worth it? I know Zheng Junli is good to you, but he is not only good to you, he is good to everyone, what is there to deserve? Zhuo Feibai couldn't understand.

"Love and love." Jiang Buwan muttered.

"What?" Zhuo Feibai didn't really hear it.

"Time will kill all love and hate. A person who is not good to others, but only good to you, will he still be good to you after the love wears off? Jiang Butai asked Zhuo Feibai rhetorically.

Zhuo Feibai was stunned when he heard this.

"Zheng Junli is a very good person. All the pain that made him sick came from his supreme moral limits. Everything he does now is in the hope of making the country more country and the family more home. Such a person, even if he doesn't love me, even if we are not husband and wife, I am willing to protect him. Jiang Buwan's heart is like a mirror, and every decision she makes is not a whim, let alone an instant subversion.

Zhuo Feibai smiled helplessly. Maybe Jiang Butai didn't know that she was actually the same kind of person as Zheng Junli, with a firm mind and an unwavering stone.

"Whatever you want." Zhuo Feibai sighed lightly.

A week later.

After Zheng Junli finished recuperating from his injuries, he immediately collected one million to Yang Mingdong.

The two took the money and went to Lin's house to find Lin Cheng.

It's a pity that Lin Cheng is sick in bed and delirious, and now Lin Xu is already in charge of the Lin Family Iron and Steel Plant.

Lin Xu used to be a frequent visitor to the Drunken Moon Painting Boat, and he always stayed in the painting boat and played with prostitutes, and it was rare to see him get off the boat.

After the decline of the Drunken Moon Painting Boat, Yang Mingdong thought that Lin Xu would change the painting boat and continue to have fun, but he didn't expect that he actually walked out of the Fengyue Field and took over the Lin Family Iron and Steel Factory.

Could it be because his father Lin Cheng was sick, so he suddenly opened his mind and understood the truth of taking on family responsibilities, and he willingly rolled back to help his father take care of the industry?

Yang Mingdong and Zheng Junli held the money and opened their mouths to Lin Xu, saying that they wanted to buy back the Yang family's small steel factory.

One million, it should be more than enough to buy a steel mill of such a specification, or even much higher than the market price. Lin Xu had no reason not to agree.

But......

Lin Xu, who is so impetuous and loves money, actually rejected the ready-made huge amount of money that Yang Mingdong and Zheng Junli received.

"A million want to buy your family's steel mill back?" Lin Xu and Yang Mingdong laughed mockingly, with some cynicism in their words. "Young Master Yang, have you forgotten what was written in our previous contract? If there is a breach of contract and the goods are not handed over within the specified time, there will be liquidated damages of 1.5 million, and if the liquidated damages cannot be paid, the factory will be mortgaged. Even so, Young Master Yang, you have to come to see me with at least one and a half million yuan now, right? ”

"You're a lion's mouth!" Yang Mingdong was angry.

The lawsuit is over, and his family's steel mill has been used as collateral. The process in front of them has been completed, and now they are talking about buying and selling business, one yard is one yard, this Lin Xu actually confused these two things, and the lion opened his mouth.

"Then do you want your family's steel mill?" Lin Xu saw that Yang Mingdong was anxious, but he became happy.

"Don't do it!" Yang Mingdong overturned the tea bowl and got up to leave.

Zheng Junli grabbed Yang Mingdong and shook his head at him.

Yang Mingdong calmed down and sat down again.

"One and a half million, that's one and a half million. As long as we give this money, you will return the Yang family's steel mill to us, right? Zheng Junli asked Lin Xudao.

"Yes. One and a half million, that's enough sincerity. Lin Xu stepped forward and patted Zheng Junli on the shoulder, calling him a brother. Little brother, you still know each other. ”

Zheng Junli turned away without a trace, and only smiled at him.

"That's it, tomorrow, at this time and place, you bring money to me." Lin Xu laughed.

Zheng Junli smiled politely, and then left the Lin family with Yang Mingdong.

"Junli, are we really going to 'ransom' the steel mill with 1.5 million? 1.5 million, which is three times the market price. As soon as Yang Mingdong came out of the door of the Lin family, he asked Zheng Junli.

"That's right." Zheng Junli replied.

"Junli, you don't have to do this for me." Yang Mingdong was moved to death. Zheng Junli is really righteous.

"It's not just for you." Zheng Junli said.

"What do you mean?" Yang Mingdong was a little puzzled.

"I don't know why, I have a hunch that we must buy the Yang family's steel factory." Zheng Junli replied.

When Yang Mingdong heard this, his eyes suddenly dimmed. "You rely on hunches to make judgments? One and a half million is not a small amount of money, after spending this money, what should I do if I can't earn it back in the future? ”

"Then you can only admit it." Zheng Junli said helplessly.

The two went back and scraped together the money again, and finally got 1.5 million cash tickets, and went to the Lin family again to redeem the small steel factory of Yang Mingdong's family.

Yang Mingdong and his father worked together to rebuild the steel mill.

It's a pity that the good times didn't last long.

The Linjia Iron and Steel Plant has increased the commission of the order introducer to 20 percent, and as long as the introducer sells the Lin family's steel, he can get an outrageous 20 percent commission. Jincheng's people who specialize in steel business introductions have been attracted by this high commission, and almost all the introducers are promoting the Lin family's steel.

This phenomenon directly compresses the living space of the small factories next to it. Small manufacturers simply can't afford to pay 20% commissions, and people who specialize in introductions naturally don't want to focus on these small manufacturers. This caused the Lin family steel to cover the sky with one hand, and for a time the scenery was incomparable, and no one could match it.

Jung Jun-ri helped Yang Myeong-dong's steel plant when it was on the verge of bankruptcy.

"Since they've raised the introducer's commission to 20 percent, we're going to increase the commission to 25 percent." Zheng Junli gave advice to Yang Mingdong.

"Twenty-five percent? Junli, are you crazy again? Our steel mills can't afford it! Will go bankrupt! Yang Mingdong said to him excitedly.