230. Bitter Meat Meter

Under Jiang Yun's persuasion, Ling Xing still went to the hospital to see Ji Yan.

Ji Yan was lying on the hospital bed, with a drip still hanging on his hand, his face was a little pale, and he would close his eyes as if he was asleep.

Even when Ling Xing walked over, he didn't wake up.

Ling Xing stood on the side of the bed and stared at Ji Yan quietly for a long time, she had been with Ji Yan for more than ten years in the past, although she didn't have any thoughts about Ji Yan, but she really regarded Ji Yan as a good friend.

If Qiu Yilin hadn't appeared, Ling Xing felt that she might be good friends with Ji Yan for life

But since Qiu Yilin appeared, everything has changed.

Ling Xing didn't know when Ji Yan's mentality changed, but it was true that Ji Yan didn't resist Qiu Yilin's strategy.

Qiu Yilin's strategy is easy for him to attack.

His protection of Qiu Yilin was also true, at that time, it was actually difficult for Ling Xing to understand, why the friendship between the two of them for more than ten years was not as good as the few days he met Qiu Yilin?

Later, when he said tough words again and again, in fact, when he forgave Ji Yan from the bottom of his heart, Ling Xing finally understood, first compromised, first soft-hearted, the person who was the most reluctant to give up the old love would always be dwarf no matter what kind of feelings.

Ji Yan clearly grasped her fatal weakness.

Maybe Ji Yan thought that their friendship for more than ten years could not be faked, no matter what he did to her, the friendship between the two would not change.

But Ji Yan is still too well protected by his mother Jiang Yun in the end, he doesn't know that people's hearts will change with time, and as things happen, they are changing little by little, and Ji Yan's friendship with her is actually very easy to dissipate.

In terms of any feelings, there is never any one-sided giving.

If a friendship wants to be maintained, it can never be maintained unilaterally.

But it's a pity that Ji Yan didn't figure out these things until after experiencing so many complete losses.

And who is to blame?

The sun was just right outside the window, and there were still water droplets hanging on the flowers at the head of the bed, Ling Xing stared at the flowers for a moment, until Ji Yan's faint mosquito snort came from beside him.

"Star, Star, Star......"

Ling Xing looked sideways at Ji Yan, the young man's lips were pale without a trace of blood, and even a few wounds had cracked on his lips, and red blood flowed from the wounds, dyeing his pale lips with brilliant colors.

Ling Xing returned her gaze to the flowers, and she asked softly, "Why did you toss yourself into the hospital?"

Ji Yan didn't speak, Ling Xing could feel it, Ji Yan's eyes kept staring at her.

After a long time, a slight sobbing suddenly sounded in the ward.

Ling Xing once again set his eyes on Ji Yan, Ji Yan was indeed crying, crying suppressively and forbearingly, and large tears slipped down the corners of his eyes and onto the pillow.

His peach blossom eyes, which usually look at everything, were full of red bloodshot at the moment, and he sensed that Ling Xing was looking at him, so he stretched out his arm that was not dripping and gently attached it to his eyes.

Even so, he didn't want Ling Xing to see his embarrassment.

Ling Xing didn't speak.

The ward was so quiet that only Ji Yan's silent tears remained, and he didn't know how long it took, he asked, "Xingxing, you say, why did the two of us become like this......"

Without waiting for Ling Xing to speak, he muttered to himself again: "How did I become the one you hate?" Why am I ......?"

The rest of the words, he could no longer speak.

Look, in fact, Ji Yan also knows that the things she did are sorry for her, and Ji Yan also knows that if he does that kind of thing, she is very likely to break with him, and it is very likely that she will not forgive him.

But he did it anyway.

One by one, one by one, none of them fell.

No one knows better than Ling Xing that Ji Yan has some feelings for her, but the two have been together for more than ten years and are familiar with each other's habits and hobbies, and no matter how heavy their feelings are, they can't compare to his freshness towards Qiu Yilin.

Ling Xing also knew that Ji Yan wanted her to come to the hospital so much, but he just wanted to win her sympathy and forgiveness in this way that was almost self-harming.

Ling Xing stared at Ji Yan for another moment and smiled slowly.

"Ji Yan." She whispered Ji Yan's name.

Ji Yan immediately raised his eyes to look at her, his dark and bright eyes seemed to still contain the innocence of his youth, but the next moment, the half of the joy that had just surged in his eyes was shattered by Ling Xing's next words.

She said: "Ji Yan, there is never anyone in this world who is inseparable from anyone, everyone has to grow up under the pressure of the general environment, you must know that everything that happened this time is an important link that you must experience when you grow up."

It doesn't matter if Ji Yan can't figure it out now, he will figure it out sooner or later in the future.

After a moment of silence, Ling Xing asked again: "Ji Yan, you didn't take the college entrance examination this year, you definitely have to repeat it when you go back, right?"

Ji Yan didn't speak, only nodded slightly.

The magnitude of his nod was too small, Ling Xing may or may not see it.

Ji Yan actually understood the meaning of Ling Xing's words, she was going to go to college when she started school, and he stayed in F High School to repeat his studies for a year.

In a year's time, everything can be forgotten, after all, time is the medicine that heals everything.

……

Out of the ward door, Ling Xing was suddenly stunned, she saw a tall figure leaning on the wall next to the ward door.

Xu is hearing the movement coming from the side of the door, the young man slowly opened his closed eyes, and when he saw Ling Xing, the corners of his mouth slowly rose, outlining a pleasant arc.

Su Qingluo straightened up and took two steps towards Ling Xing.

Probably in a hurry, his clothes were a little wrinkled, his hair was even more messy, and there was a clear gray under his eyelids, especially on his fair skin.

It seemed like he hadn't slept well in a long time......

"Stars," Su Qingluo said, "We haven't seen each other for a long time......"

As he spoke, he actually opened his arms, as if he wanted to give Ling Xing a hug.

Ling Xing hurriedly took a step back and distanced himself from him: "Long time no see."

Su Qingluo was stunned by her evasive action, his expression deliberately revealed a trace of injury, and he glanced sideways at the ward again, and his eyes had an indescribable meaning.

How smart is Su Qingluo? Of course, I can guess what Ji Yan has to ask Ling Xing to come to the hospital for.

Illness can be used as a bitter meat meter.

Ling Xing asked him, "Why did you come back at this time?" Are things done? ”

Su Qingluo nodded, and rubbed his eyebrows a little tiredly: "I just finished the matter in hand, and I rushed back as soon as possible."

The first thing he did when he came back was to go to Ling Xing's house to find Ling Xing, and as soon as he arrived at Ling Xing's house, he learned from Shi Shu that Ling Xing had come to the hospital to see Ji Yan.

How can he endure this?

He immediately took a taxi to the hospital, and only after arriving at the hospital did he know that he was in a hurry and didn't ask for the ward number at all, and the mobile phone was automatically turned off when it ran out of power.

He could only look for it from ward to room, but fortunately he found it quickly.

Ling Xing couldn't help but ask, "Qiu Yilin......"

Su Qingluo interrupted her: "I'll talk to you about this matter when I go back."

Ling Xing nodded: "Okay."

(End of chapter)