Ah Lan didn't finish his words, Snow Bird directly interrupted his endless chatter, she couldn't know Ah Lan better, his way to escape the problem is always first-class, he still hasn't grown up for so many years, he doesn't have enough perseverance, he doesn't have enough courage, he doesn't have enough determination, he always uses irrelevant topics to escape the problems he should face, Snow Bird sighed, and said: "No need, I saved you from the perspective of a friend, just say thank you, now that you are alive, Then I'm leaving. ”

"But where are you going?" Ah Lan finished dressing, looked at the indifferent snowbird in front of him and hurriedly asked, he had no logic in front of the snowbird, timid like a child, worried that she would leave him again;

"You have your calling, I have my life, you know, I don't love you anymore." Xueniao didn't want to play Tai Chi with Ah Lan anymore, so he said directly.

"But I love you, snowbird." Ah Lan tidied up her clothes, got up and walked towards the snowbird;

But every time Ah Lan took a step forward, the snowbird slowly took a step back, and the two kept a distance between them.

Snowbird looked at Ah Lan's hot gaze, sighed and said, "But I don't love you anymore, Ah Lan, I don't love you at all, Ah Lan, do you know?" ”

Ah Lan looked at the snowbird that looked at him with a weak and decisive gaze, and finally slowly stopped his urge to rush up and hug the snowbird, and the snowbird looked at Ah Lan like that, and said seriously and firmly: "Do you know? Ah Lan, how many nights I have been separated from you, I can't sleep, I hide in the quilt and recall the sweet bits and pieces of our past, tears, can't stop flowing, I don't know why I fell asleep every night, I got up early during the day, my hair fell out one by one, I don't know if I did something wrong with leaving you, I wanted to go to you countless times, tell you that I miss you, but I stopped, I knew we had no results, I knew I loved you, I also knew that you loved me, But I feel more and more that leaving you is a right decision, you can't grow up, Ah Lan, I can only be hurt with you, you grow up, the person next to you must not be me, do you know, waiting for a boy to grow up is too tired, I am too tired, I can't wait, I don't want to be hurt anymore......" said a line of tears from the corners of the snowbird's eyes.

"Don't I have a chance? But I want us to live happily together, we are so happy together, we talk about everything, simple and happy, we struggle together, inspire each other, just tell me, don't you want to be like this? Saying that, Ah Lan took out a pair of plain rings out of nowhere and held them in the air, which was given to the snowbird by Ah Lan when they were together, and now this pair is in Ah Lan's hands;

The snowbird walked forward slowly, stretched out his hand to take the pair of plain circles, looked at the pair of plain circles and said: "Yes, I do want to be like this a little, but what I need now is a ripe fruit, a stable future, a sunny man, a man who can warm me like the sun when I am pessimistic and sad, instead of being pessimistic with me to the end, but also a man who needs me to illuminate, I am so warm, I also hope that you can warm me, Ah Lan, I also hope to ......" Speaking of which, The snowbird couldn't cry anymore, Ah Lan looked at the girl crying in front of him with pear blossoms and rain, heartache and suffocation, indescribable discomfort, unstoppable trembling, he felt that his tears kept falling, silently roaring, but couldn't make a sound, he wanted to keep hammering his chest to relieve the pain in his heart;

Snowbird wiped a handful of tears and continued: "Actually, to be honest, I don't know what I want, but I know it's not you, you have to let go, you have to let me go, you need me to forget about you completely, I need you to do it for me, Ah Lan, your life is complicated, but your light can't cover it, you are sincere and moving, but you don't belong to me, Ah Lan, the love between us is not a beautiful thing, the love between us is impulsive and reckless destruction, it is two ice picks, stabbing each other's hearts fiercely, It was a real feeling that couldn't be avoided, I did love you recklessly at that time, but I was in pain, I couldn't stand the pain, so I let it go, and you now, you have to let go, Ah Lan. ”

After speaking, Xueniao let out a long sigh, his lips trembled, and he said word by word: "Ah Lan, you only live for yourself, Ah Lan, you only love yourself, take care of yourself, Ah Lan." ”

Ah Lan appeared behind the snow bird in a flash, his hands tightly wrapped around the snow bird's body from behind, the snow bird desperately broke free but found that Ah Lan's arm strength was amazing, for a while she couldn't break free no matter what, Ah Lan hugged the snow bird behind his back, because he knew that if he was holding the snow bird head-on, the snow bird would definitely not hug him, so it was the best choice to hug the snow bird from behind, Ah Lan said slowly: "Don't move, snow, just for a while, just for a while." ”

"Xue, I don't know if I loved you at that time, but I wanted to love you, but, I really want to be your sunshine, the years you left, I was drunk and dreamed of death, I was a decadent mess, I once thought you were my sunshine, the only light that illuminated my bleak life, after you left, I didn't know what I wanted, to be honest, before I met you, I didn't even know how to get along with myself, let alone get along with others, to take care of others, I couldn't even learn to love myself, How dare I love you again? ”

Snowbird gave up struggling, she was listening quietly, she didn't cry anymore, she knew that she couldn't cry for the man behind her anymore, she gave up that identity, and also found the perfect love she was pursuing, she didn't know if that kind of love existed, but she didn't want to settle, she just listened to Ah Lan's next words quietly;

"I think you shouldn't go, you shouldn't avoid me, it's me who should leave, Xue, it's me who should leave, it's a lucky thing to meet you, it's a pity that we can't be together, so let me say goodbye." Ah Lan hugged the snowbird, sniffed her hair, and said affectionately, he was very familiar with this smell, he liked the smell of the snowbird, he had lost this smell for too long, and finally he smelled it again, but he knew that this was the last time, he sniffed greedily, like a child who had been suffocating for too long and longing for air;

The snow bird slowly turned around, looked at Ah Lan, stroked Ah Lan's cheek, and finally she slowly hugged Ah Lan, the two hugged each other, not warm but slightly sad, the snow bird said: "Ah Lan, Ah Lan, how to tell you, love someone in time, I have waited too long, I am tired of waiting, no one will wait as long as me, your love for the next person must be timely, promise me, weak people are not worthy of love, vigorous love is what you expect, this is what we both know, You said that you are a pessimistic romantic, but you should know that romantic people are always full of hope, this is not to say you, I mean when you find the person you love deeply, that is your hope, but you have to be timely, you have to tell your hope in time that you need her, you love her, don't suffer from gains and losses, don't worry about it anymore, just do your best to express your overflowing love, tell her, you love her, answer me, don't let others wait for you anymore, Alan. ”

Ah Lan finally let go of the arm that was tightly surrounding the snow bird, looked at the snow bird's eyes with red eyes, and said: "Snow, ten years, I don't know how much time it will take me to completely forget you, maybe I will really forget you completely if I die a few more times, or maybe I will forget everything, but I still remember you, I know that we may never have any intersection in the future, maybe one day I will let go of the past and obsessions, and start a new life with this regret, if someone asks in the future, I would say that this girl is the best girl she has ever had, but it's a pity that we can't go to the end together, in fact, some people have enough to have, I'm very lucky, you once loved me unreservedly, appeared in my life, and illuminated me for a long time, but some people are born to be missed, you will be someone else's pearl in the future, someone else's perfect lover, someone else's virtuous wife, someone else's child's mother, someone else's goddess on the altar, but you are in my eyes, Forever that floral skirt girl with grapefruit peel head, you are my eternal youth, I have forgotten a lot of what you said to me, but I will always remember that you have loved me, and I have loved you unscrupulously, and that's enough, I hope you are all right, I hope you shine where I can't see, you are not wrong, and you don't need to be sorry for your departure, it's my problem, I didn't let you choose me firmly, I don't have the ability to keep you the courage to love me......"

Ah Lan smiled and picked up the snowbird leaning on him, he smiled ugly, more ugly than a bitter smile, but he was still laughing, he let go of the hand that helped the snowbird, and said: "I know you like the little prince very much, but between the two of us, only the two of us know, I am the rose, you are the little prince, I have listened to so many opinions, but I have not listened carefully to your heart, there is a person who can empathize with me is a gift from God, I know, when you are with me, you are in control, Control those bad emotions that come and go, you have worked hard, you are perfect, what does it matter, you are gentle and strong, cold and warm, even if you are lonely, it is brilliant, why should I worry about you, there are so many roses in the rose garden, why should I worry about you! ”