She never needs to hide the moon, she is similar to Ah Lan but different;

Shiyue originally thought that this was something that only she knew, but now she found that the boy in front of her, who was less than twenty years old, could understand her step by step, and unconsciously, she found that Ah Lan had entered her heart, you know, the door of her heart has been closed for too long, too long;

"Then, I began to think, what am I living for, what are you living for, what are we all creating, what are we seeking, I have been exploring, but I have found that I have been blindly immersed in the past, and found that I can never move forward, and then just now I suddenly understood, picking up the moon, the reason why you are picking up the moon, because you are cause and effect, what you ask for is yourself, you have not proved that you are lonely, or rather, you have not proved that you are in the mire, you can't live, I knowYou want to break this curse in general, right? Ah Lan stepped forward and gently supported Shiyue's shoulders with both hands.

Shiyue looked at Ah Lan, let Ah Lan hold herself, she still recalled her most painful memories after all, she didn't want to recall, let alone tell people about the past that made her heartbroken, so no one will know about that past, sometimes even she will forget it, Shiyue looked at Ah Lan and said slowly: "Do you know? Alan, someone once said to me that when smart people become happy, they will not recognize themselves, and when you realize that everything is meaningless, you will find that it is not beneficial to you, he has changed me, and he has made me who I am now. ”

"So, he's been your nightmare?" Alan asked.

"So you took your dear Cher for your nightmare?" Shiyue asked with a smile as if she had grabbed Ah Lan's handle;

Ah Lan smiled and did not refute, and replied with a little recognition: "Yes, sort of, since she left me, I can dream of her leaving me every day, so repeatedly, in the end, I can't tell whether it is a dream or reality when I wake up, I often fall into this and can't extricate myself for a long time." ”

"I seem to have had this experience, but it doesn't seem to last long, compared to you kid, I came out of a painful past quite easily, that time was short but painful, but it really existed, he made the previous me into the current me."

Ah Lan looked at the girl with confusion in her eyes, the goddess who should have stood on the top of the mountain and looked down on everything, unexpectedly revealed a pitiful posture that was regrettable to deep pain, he was upright, hugged Shiyue, his arms were so soft, obviously a little boy who was not so majestic, he actually made Shiyue unable to break free for a while, maybe she didn't want to break free, she could feel the heat, a person who didn't have much tenderness gave Shiyue full of softness, Ah Lan said slowly: "It's all over, It's all gone, what I want to say is that everything we have experienced has meaning, I don't know what happened to you, and I don't want to know what happened to you, because even if the soul fits, I can't do you, I can't really empathize, those painful pasts, those that make us fall into the quagmire, picking up the moon, in my opinion, this is our last struggle against falling into the cliché fate, you think that if you yearn for the sea, you can't want an ocean without storms, then it's not the sea, It may be another swamp, we have all been confused, but this is what we all have to experience, it is the only evidence to prove that we were alive when we were young, even if the darkness swallows everything, pick up the moon, you also have to know, I am not actually talking to you, I mean to myself, the sun will rise as usual tomorrow, the road of life, the meaning of life, we all need an answer, maybe happy, maybe broken, but we can't settle, you see the moon, whether it's cloudy or sunny, it's there. ”

Shiyue just wanted to say something, but found that she was already confused, she would never get drunk, so she knew that it was Ah Lan in front of her who played tricks, her eyelids became heavier and heavier, and her thoughts became more and more turbid, so she had to fall into Ah Lan's arms and listen to what Ah Lan said with all her might.

"I'm sorry, Shiyue, the time is coming, I won't show up again, they'll come, I have to leave here, but you can't go, at least not now, you have to prove that you are alive, don't let the past kill you, you have to go out as bravely as I am, and make a conclusion with the past, you know, there will be cloudy days in this world, there will be rain, there will be no moon, if there is no point in holding an umbrella, then you have to remember that there is always a me, a Lan to accompany you in the rain, promise me, you can't settle, sleep, Let's come back to life tomorrow. ”

Shiyue's eyelids became heavier and heavier, and her body didn't obey the call, she wanted to hold on to Ah Lan firmly, she couldn't let him go, because Ah Lan hadn't been cured by himself, but he had lived so long by himself, and he was healed by a little boy who had just become an adult, she tried her best to squeeze out a sentence, and asked slowly: "Bastard, what's your name, how can I contact you!" ”

"If I die, I will naturally come back to you, if you have already come back to life at that time, as for the name, I will forget, my name is Jiang Yifan, Jiang Yifan, smooth sailing!"

After Ah Lan finished speaking, Shiyue had already fallen asleep.

Woke up the next day, Shiyue found himself lying in his room, next to an old-fashioned PHS mobile phone and a note, the note read: If there is any trouble, just dial the first number in the address book, and then throw away the phone, I will rush to accompany you in the rain, although I don't know if you will use technology supplies, and then the back is marked how to use a PHS mobile phone, and the payment: your confidant.

Shiyue looked at this nonsensical message, thinking about how he found it because he had never brought him to his house, and muttered: "I really look down on people, our Wuqi Kingdom has just passed the era of using technology, and we don't need to use it, and it's not that we can't use it." ”

After scolding, he looked at the sun rising outside the window, dazzling but warm, and said slowly: "You have to come back to life, Jiang Yifan, Ah Lan, lizard, which is your name, obviously I am the one who needs to be saved, if I warm my words, who will save you!" ”

reality

There is no kingdom of enlightenment

Bonus rooftop

"Oh, I just want to live recklessly for once." Ah Lan looked at Shiyue and replied firmly.

"Are you alive?" Shiyue asked after taking a sip of wine.