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The two have been tossing and turning for decades, and finally they still return to this question, can the two swingers finally be together? Shiyue's half-joking words ten years ago have now been raised by Shiyue again, but Ah Lan knows that ten years have passed, and this time the same question is not a joke.
Ah Lan looked at the persistent Shiyue, he opened his mouth several times to answer seriously, but finally shook his head and said, "I still don't know, this kind of thing, you will only know if you experience it." ”
Seeing this, she smiled and teased: "Still unwilling to answer this question head-on, escape from the master, then again, what are you going to do next?"
Ah Lan pondered, and sighed after a while: "Suddenly I received so much information indirectly, I really haven't thought about what to do, I wanted to live for myself once, everything is as I like, but this thing happened, I can't treat it as if I didn't see it, although I don't like the style of the agency, and even hated and disgusted for a while, but I at least know the truth of forbearance for the country, if this day has to change, I can't stand by and watch, I just felt before, I took away the Tiandun Sword to transfer the contradiction to me, so that I can keep the Yanyu Jiangnan that I have always loved, I love this community, I love when we lived in Yanyu Jiangnan as residents, but I have lost the Tiandun Sword now, and I have just heard about part of the general's new force plan, I really don't know what to do for a while, Shiyue, what do you think I am going to do now? ”
Shiyue looked leisurely, and asked in a gentle tone: "Ah Lan, let me ask you this, what do you think of the relationship between the so-called new human beings or capable people and ordinary people?" ”
Ah Lan was silent for a long time, shook his head and sighed: "Shiyue, you really asked the point, this is also what I have always wanted to tell, it is so, my own contradiction happens to be here, I know that the contradictions between the new human beings and the modern people are irreconcilable, and their contradictions are inevitable, I am not a great philosopher of thought in this world like Marxism-Leninism-Mao, so sometimes I can't figure out what to do in a way to convince myself, as a new human being, if I stand in the perspective of the new human beings to fight for them, But I also know that some of the people who have evolved this kind of evolution have only evolved in ability, and there is still no progress in the ideological and moral level, just like a person who is a fool, he will not create any value for the society, but he will not endanger any social security, but if he suddenly grasps the power, but does not have such a high level of moral cognition, the result can be imagined, some people's human nature is like this, within their own ability, try their best to embarrass others, But if I fight for them from the perspective of modern people, as the essence of modern people's rejection of the new humans, call us sick people, call us aliens, implant microchips for the modern people who serve them in the way of caring for animals, control their life and death in a word, and attack and suppress the new humans who do not defend their interests, and strangle the new humans who oppose their practices and the modern people who have insight and pursue peaceful coexistence, this is not the scene I want to see. So I don't know what I should do, if this evolution is inevitable, then there is nothing wrong with it, the wheels of history are rolling in, modern people are eliminated after all, but the thing you and I both know very well is that at present in this world, the number of new human beings in this world is less than one thousand, so the ruling class still has to live in order to protect the interests of modern people, and their maintenance methods are not anything wrong, so this is also something that has always confused me, and it is also the reason why I can't save myself for a long time. ”
After listening to Ah Lan's story, Shiyue lowered her eyes, couldn't hide the sadness on her face, slowly moved to Ah Lan's side, stretched out her hand to caress Ah Lan's melancholy face, she hesitated for a moment and said: "Ah Lan, you should know, you are not a saint, of course, I am not, you and I are not saints, but what you have to know is that Ah Lan you are an individual, an independent noble individual with your own free soul, you can ask yourself to be a noble person, but you can't ask others to be a noble person, which is unreasonable in itself." People always like to stand on the moral high ground and condemn others. You can ask yourself to save the world, but you shouldn't, everyone in this world makes mistakes. In the final analysis, we are all ordinary people, ordinary people who can only accept this world, we are not the reborn male protagonists in urban cool novels, and we don't have the ability to change the world. Realize that it can be carried out vertically and horizontally, and the Tao is extreme. 'Ah Lan, knowing that some things are helpless, so calmly accept the arrangement of fate, inaction is not a negative bearing, but knowing his own ability, some things can not be changed by manpower, he is a foregone conclusion, calmly accept his mission, Ah Lan, you have to do the right thing, to do a truth that you have already identified. ”
Ah Lan raised her dull and dull eyes because of contradictions and inaction, and looked at Shiyue;
Shiyue stretched out her hand and hugged Ah Lan, she hugged Ah Lan tightly, she used all her strength, as if she didn't use all her strength to hug Ah Lan tightly, he would dissipate like the wind blowing in his face, she hugged her tightly for a long time, until she had no strength but still didn't want to let go, she said: "Ah Lan, some people are willing to be frogs at the bottom of the well because they know too much, he doesn't want to know everything outside, he just wants to live his life quietly, but you are different, you have your knowledge, You have your ability and the lofty ideals you pursue, you just found that your ability is temporarily not worthy of your ambition and desire, even if it is noble and beautiful, but you will still fall into this invincible abyss for a short time, which is full of anxiety, fear and endless regret, but this is only temporary, as long as you hold on, you only walk on the right path, you will see the light, people in this world, throughout their lives, can not control their own life, you just live is you, I believe you, I believe in you more than I believe in myself. ”
This is a girl's love for a boy, a senior lonely girl's love for a boy is naturally also advanced, Shiyue's complex feelings for Ah Lan make her never say easy-to-understand words such as 'I love you', and Shiyue's love is to appreciate the boy's qualities, tap his potential, save his soul, affirm his uniqueness, and inspire it. Take this boy to experience the beauty and sweetness of love, to moisturize and influence him, even if he is not by Ah Lan's side one day, he will understand the love expressed by Shiyue, and the high-level love that Shiyue gives her, Ah Lan will be more powerful.
The high level of love must be mutually fulfilling;
Ah Lan is grateful for picking up the moon, facing the pickup moon who hugged him tightly and did not let go, Ah Lan raised his hand several times, and finally picked up the moon, hugging each other under this moonlight, at this time, they only had each other hugging each other in their hearts, all the previous words became hugging, only the moonlight can prove their previous feelings.
If in the past, Ah Lan lived a messy life, living only for revenge all his life, and only living for the people he felt guilty about, he felt that he was sorry for anyone, and he was deeply trapped in the quagmire and couldn't extricate himself, then now he has changed, and he is now at least walking on a broad road, and there is at least sunshine on this road.
The road was still full of thorns and swamps, and occasionally foggy, but he was sure that the road under his feet was the way he was going, and he was like a traveler who trekked alone, over the mountains and mountains, experienced the wind and snow, and finally saw the way home;
In fact, Ah Lan thought that he was suffering, but he was actually lucky, when he had no home, the gentleman took him in Yanyu Jiangnan and taught him how to use his abilities and knowledge flexibly, he was traveling through the rivers and lakes, understanding the objective things that exist in this world, to entangle his own view of love, to entangle whether he can love, whether he should love when he met Shiyue, Shiyue used a few short words to teach him how to love, taught him love, although he made a big mistake in Yanyu Jiangnan, When he made a big mistake, he had a girl who was deeply in love with him at that time and he was also deeply in love with the snowbird who saved him, he was deeply immersed in the journey of guilt for his mistakes and could not extricate himself, and he met Shiro again in the journey that he was deeply immersed in the mire of guilt for his mistakes, and Shiro's cheerfulness and friendship soothed his wounded soul, and on the way to escape, when he was alone, he met the golden bull again, and during that time they fought side by side, The subtle influence of Taurus's bravery and fearlessness changed Ah Lan's cowardly character due to guilt, and the contradictions between the too many personalities formed by Nan Lanling because of his own illness intensified, and he almost fell into a dream and couldn't extricate himself, and the black witch Chai Xin sacrificed his more than ten years of experience this time to save himself from falling into a dream, and saved the lesion of his chaotic personality, he was lucky, he fell into trouble again and again, but there were always nobles around him to help, thinking of this, Ah Lan couldn't help but show a smile of relief on his face;
Shiyue was keenly aware of Ah Lan's smile, and she also smiled slightly, no matter what the reason, she had been waiting for ten years for each other, and the bright moon that Ah Lan owed Shiyue to her was also returned on the rooftop of the same red mud building ten years later;
Something that is unobtainable when she is young will eventually be trapped in her life, fortunately, she has only waited for ten years, but she is greedy, she wants to wait for more than that bright moon in these ten years, and more than this hug;