Chapter 173: There is a kind of love called letting go
"Then why are you coming back?" Yuan Shaowen felt distressed and pity when he saw her tears, so he wanted to squeeze her into his arms and help her wipe away her tears with his fingers.
However, her words drove him mad again, and he couldn't help but shout, "Then why are you coming back?! After a long time, I will naturally forget about you!"
"I don't want you to leave Jiahua, I don't want to lose your relative...... Liu Hanyan said, grabbed Yuan Shaowen's arm, and shook it with tears in his eyes, "Can you forgive me?"
"Impossible!" Yuan Shaowen shook his arm indifferently and ruthlessly, "Your request is too much! Either you come back, or we will be passers-by from now on! ”
Liu Hanyan grabbed his arm with both hands again and pleaded firmly: "I choose you to still be my uncle, and you will always be my relative!"
"It can't be done!" Yuan Shaowen's face was dark, and he resolutely peeled off her gripping hand like a hell judge, and dodged away.
She is really too greedy! she refuses to give herself love, and cruelly confines herself to her side.
Liu Hanyan was weightless for a while, and he fell on the coffee table: "Uh......"
"Bang!"
Liu Hanyan's snow-white slender hands supported the coffee table, moaning in pain, while Yuan Shaowen's fine porcelain teacup fell to the floor and fell to pieces, and the tea splashed.
"Xiaoyan, how are you?" Yuan Shaowen was stunned at first when he saw this, and suddenly remembered that she was pregnant, so he hurriedly rushed over to help her up and asked anxiously, "Does it hurt?"
Seeing the anxiety and guilt on his face at the moment, Liu Hanyan couldn't help but throw himself into his arms: "Uncle, if you forgive me, stay in Jiahua." Then even if it was a miscarriage, I would admit it. ”
It turned out that she was worried that she was wandering around!
Yuan Shaowen couldn't help but hug her delicate body tightly out of control: "Okay, I promise you not to leave Jiahua." As he spoke, he closed his eyes in pain.
After all, he couldn't help but not pity her.
Knowing that Liu Hanyan did not hit his abdomen, Yuan Shaowen felt a little more relieved, so he let go of her to clean up the water stains and teacup fragments on the ground. "Let's go have lunch together. Seeing that it was almost noon, Liu Hanyan, who quickly helped him fold his clothes, said.
"Is it with Kong Haoran?" Yuan Shaowen, who had cleaned up the living room, wiped his hands and asked hesitantly. Even if he agreed to stay in Jiahua, he didn't want to have anything to do with Kong Haoran for the time being. Anyway, I still have a pimple in my heart about him.
"No, just the two of us. Liu Hanyan shook his head and said, "He has a lot of things that he can't eat." It's rare to come to Jiahua, let him check everywhere. Yuan Shaowen's face suddenly darkened, in fact, he was just using words to test just now, but he didn't expect Kong Haoran to accompany her to Jiahua.
The blue-haired Ling Haoran did not go directly to the general manager's office to find Robert before coming to the office building, but put on a black wig cover, covered most of his face with bangs on his forehead, and the scarf around his neck was also pulled up high, so that basically no one could see his true face. Then, after adjusting his usual posture slightly, he swaggered towards the office building. Because the production workshop is held in 24-hour shifts all year round, except for the Spring Festival holiday, the staff of the following company office building can only take one day off a week -- half of them will rest on Saturday and half on Sunday. As a result, the building is occupied every day. The blue-haired Ling Haoran just wanted to raid the office situation of these employees.
The personnel department next to the staircase.
"Hello, I'm Liu Qing, a newcomer to the report. The girl with short hair and a shrewd and capable girl handed over her resume and said to the beautiful woman at the desk with a respectful attitude.
The female assistant with her ten fingers painted with bright nail polish glanced up at her and nodded nonchalantly: "Well, you sit down first, and wait for the manager to come." ”
"Okay. Liu Qing walked slightly stiffly to the bench in the corner.
It's hard to find a job now, and it's even harder to get into a big company with better pay. She really couldn't get along in her hometown in the north, and she heard her old classmate He Rongjing say that their Jiahua company under Larry was going to recruit people, so she immediately rushed over.
Even in the suburbs, even if it is a large enterprise of the group company, if it is not for the general manager secretary of the brother company - Jin Xing to help greet her, she may not be able to hire it.
The waiting time is long, not only long, but also boring and powerless.
Liu Qing silently looked at several other employees in the personnel department, one was on the phone, two were chatting about the TV series at eight o'clock last night, and three got together to study the welfare lottery that was about to be drawn.
The blue-haired Ling Haoran walked into the personnel department at this time, and he asked with a cold face: "Who is the manager?"
"The manager went to the bathroom. The female assistant who was chatting about the TV series at eight o'clock last night raised her head, frowned and replied, "If you are also new to report today, just wait." Their company happened to recruit two new employees this time, it is said that they are a man and a woman, so she subconsciously thought that the blue-haired Ling Haoran also came to report today.
"How many people are in your personnel department?" the blue-haired Ling Haoran stood up and said in a cold voice, "There are still so many people working on Saturday?" "We have a Sunday off, so everyone is here today." The long-faced man who was pleasing the beautiful woman was very unhappy, "Who the hell are you? The newcomer is so wide? Believe it or not, Lao Tzu turned around and asked the manager to tell you to get out of the way immediately?!"
Very good! The blue-haired Ling Haoran was so angry that he couldn't cry or laugh. How the hell is this Robert managing his employees?!, he turned around and walked out of the personnel department. "Wow, you're so scared to go by yourself?" After the long-faced male staff member was stunned, he couldn't help but laugh and laughed, "It's hard for our Jiahua to enter, so it's so dragged?" After all, the female assistant had seen some of the world, and she felt wrong, so she immediately got up and followed out of the office. Not far away, the blue-haired Ling Haoran was calling someone with his mobile phone: "The people of your personnel department, this month's rewards have been deducted." The male clerk with the face of a horse immediately fired me for squid!"
"What?" the female assistant's pupils shrank, and her jaw almost dropped in shock, "Who is this? Even more arrogant than Vice President Yuan?" Are you Vice President Yuan stern? We can all stay away! But today, this ...... Anyway, the headquarters sent a new vice president, right? Could it be that it was a surprise inspection at the end of the year? That's really bad!
It's already past eleven o'clock, and the sunshine of the early sunshine after the rain outdoors is dazzling, and the trees are like washing, swaying and curling mist, just like the misty years.
Covering this period of time, as if that qiē had never happened, it is not impossible.
Holding Liu Hanyan's little hand, Yuan Shaowen's heart ached. The temperature of her palms is the same as it was back then, but her fingertips have a little more vicissitudes. She is no longer the simple and happy girl she was back then, her life was broken into by a man with a thunderbolt, turning her from a girl to a woman, taking away all her purity and youth, but suddenly left her and left, changing the trajectory of her originally beautiful life. And another man was going to put her to death...... It was he who cared for it carefully and on thin ice...... But more than five years later, he still can't win her once wounded heart...... For him, love is an unforgettable firefly in his left hand, and his right hand is a long meditation in ten years.
The only thing he could do now was to hold her hand like this, and silently said to her: "Xiaoyan, time didn't wait for me, I forgot to take me away." It's really hard to want me to let you go. ”
They went to the small restaurant they used to go to, ordered the dishes they used to order, and ate slowly. Everything is the same, except that the mood is different. Is this the legendary breakup meal? Yuan Shaowen is really heartbroken and extremely sad. Seeing him like this, Liu Hanyan could only force a smile a few times and said, "Uncle, eat vegetables." "Uncle, the food is in the nose. "Uncle, are you picking the sand in the meal? Why don't I have it in this dinner?"
A meal dragged on until the afternoon, and God knows how reluctant he was in his heart. Hopefully time will slow down, and slower again. I don't know when Xiaoyan will come over next time, or if he will come to see him and eat with him. Even if they eat together, he can only be a serious uncle, right?
Finally, Liu Hanyan answered a phone call and said to Yuan Shaowen with an apologetic face: "Uncle, I have to go." Next time, I'll come and see you. "Okay. Yuan Shaowen pushed away the chair and stood up, "Don't make me wait too long." "No, it won't. Liu Hanyan shook his head half-astringently and half-sweetly, "For the New Year, let's go back to Jianghai's hometown together." "Forget it, I'm not going back. Yuan Shaowen shook his head slightly, "Anyway, there are no more of my relatives anywhere." My only loved one is you. ”
When Liu Hanyan heard this, his eyes were red, and he wanted to cry, and then he resolutely turned around and left: "Uncle, goodbye!"
"Goodbye!" stretched out his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, which I didn't know whether they were happy or sad, and they were also half astringent and half sweet.
Meeting the right person at the right time is a lifetime of happiness;
At the right time, meeting the wrong person is a heartache;
Meeting the wrong person at the wrong time is absurd;
Meeting the right person at the wrong time is a sigh.
Some flowers bloom to thank you, and some come to go. Some times are destined to be burned to ashes, and some traces are destined to be commemorated and abandoned.
"There is a kind of love called letting go, and there is a kind of love called not caring about the eternity, just wanting to have it. ”
Love is beautiful. But when love becomes a burden, you should let it go.
Yuan Shaowen understands these truths, he understands them all, but they can't convince his heart, they can't calm his heart.
Watching her back fade away, he finally knew what it meant to be in deep love, but why was it shallow......