Chapter 085: Hell and Heaven (Part I)
After a few clouds and rains, Jiang Feng got out of bed and left the room satisfied.
At this time, the video that had been broadcasting continuously in the room was gradually coming to an end.
Li Jia was lying on the bed, her body would twitch a few times constantly, she wanted to kill herself, but now she didn't have the strength to do it at all, and her body felt that it was difficult to move.
Soon after Jiang Feng left, a young woman in a work uniform entered the room with a set of clean clothes.
The young woman glanced at Li Jia on the bed, with some pity in her eyes, but only sighed softly, and the young woman stepped aside, picked up the air conditioner on the ground, and covered it for Li Jia.
Then, the young woman first turned off the TV, then went to the bathroom again, and began to put hot water, apparently for Li Jia.
The hot water soon filled the bathtub, and the young woman took advantage of the time to return to the room, slowly helped Li Jia up, and led her slowly to the bathroom, and then to the bathtub.
The young woman began to wash her body, during this period, Li Jia's body would tremble a few times from time to time, but the movements in the young woman's hands were also a lot softer, and she slowly used warm water to clean the stains on her body, the dry blood stains on her private parts and legs, etc., little by little.
Half an hour later.
Under the cleaning and clothing of this young woman, Li Jia put on the clean clothes, as if she had changed back to her past self.
It's just that through her empty and boring eyes, you can know that the Li Jia in the past will never come back.
"You have been brought here until now, so long has passed, and you have been tossed so many times in the middle, and now you are very weak, I will take you to eat something first, and then take some anti-inflammatory drugs and birth control pills, some things, you have to look away, don't think about doing anything stupid." The young woman looked at Li Jia, who was neatly dressed, and couldn't help but comfort.
"Thank you."
When Li Jia heard this, she turned her head and glanced at the young woman seriously, her consciousness became clear again, and she was cleaned up with warm water and clean clothes, which made her feel much better and her strength recovered.
However, the severe pain that faintly passed on her lower body did not relieve half a point, but tended to get worse and worse.
"Hey, women like us, only each other can understand the pain in each other's hearts, and only we will feel sorry for ourselves, and no one will really feel sorry for us." The young woman sighed.
When Li Jia heard the young woman say these words, the first people that came to mind were her parents, followed by Huang Yu, the handsome and versatile college brother, her boyfriend, and her lover.
Her eyes, which had long lost their brilliance, regained a hint of brilliance.
Because, in this world, she is not without anyone who loves her and loves her.
She knew that she was lucky compared to the vast majority of people in the world, even if that luck expired yesterday.
"But, now that I am, do I still deserve Huang Yu's love and love? Does he know what happened to me, and will he still like himself, love himself, and care for himself as he always does? Me, is there a future? Li Jia kept asking herself this in her heart.
The answers to these questions, she didn't dare to think about it deeply.
Because, she knows that she no longer deserves Huang Yu's love, Huang Yu's love, and Huang Yu's caring care.
The two of them are no longer possible in this life.
Because even if Huang Yu can accept her and accept everything that happened to her, she can't pass the hurdle in her heart and can't accept herself.
For she loved him as much as he loved her.
Under the leadership of the young woman, Li Jia eats, takes medicine, and behaves very obediently and peacefully, which makes the young woman who has always been careful to pay attention to her heart breathe a sigh of relief.
During this period, Li Jia also knew what kind of place this was through getting along with this young woman, and also knew that it was already more than 11 o'clock in the evening.
At the same time, she also knew that the young woman's name was Peng Min, and she was one of the princesses who invited guests here.
Peng Min's temporary job is to arrange her accommodation and teach her the rules of work here.
Li Jia has always behaved very obediently and cooperatively, because she has put the idea of suicide aside for the time being, she still has concerns in her heart, she can't worry about her parents, I don't know what their current situation is, and I can't worry about Huang Yu, because I haven't contacted him for a whole day, presumably he is worried about himself at this time.
Peng Min told her that she couldn't leave here for the time being, her personal freedom was restricted, and she had to work here for a period of time and get the approval of the manager above before she had the opportunity to go out freely.
And, the so-called job is to be a princess here, like Peng Min, to receive guests and meet all the needs of guests.
What Li Jia has to do now is to familiarize himself with the environment here, and the specific work will start from tomorrow night, which can be used to have a good rest.
Moreover, at this stage, all communication with the outside world is cut off.
From the time Jiang Feng left the room to the present, Li Jia had not seen him again in the past half a day, as if this person had disappeared.
She also asked Peng Min about who Jiang Feng was, but Peng Min said that she didn't know, she only knew that this person had a very high status here, and even the manager was respectful to him, and some people rumored that he might be the big boss of this nightclub.
"Xiaojia, if you are really uncomfortable at night and you can't bear it, this thing can help you, but this is the only one, if you want to get it stably every day in the future, at least you have to entertain one guest every day." Peng Min explained everything he should have confessed, sent Li Jia to a separate room, left a syringe and a small bottle of medicine, and told before leaving.
Li Jia took the syringe and the vial of medicine, and immediately knew what it was, and after seeing Peng Min leave, and after closing the door, his hands began to tremble a little, and then he directly threw these two things into the trash.
She slowly slid down and sat on the ground behind the door, crying in a whisper that she couldn't suppress any longer.
On this day, the tears she shed felt several times more than all the tears she had added up from being sensible to growing up.
Minutes and seconds passed.
When the wall clock in the room reached three o'clock in the morning, Li Jia slowly stood up from the ground under the door.
She slowly opened the door and walked out into the hallway.
It was a corridor about a hundred meters long, and most of the small single rooms on both sides were the same as her room, and there were forty or fifty rooms on both sides combined, which were specially used for the accommodation of young ladies and princesses.
Li Jia moved slowly in the corridor, and the doors on both sides were closed tightly.
She quickly stopped a short distance at the end of the hallway, because on the other side of the end, not only was there a special security guard at all times, but there was also a camera on the left and right.
She made a brief observation, and didn't find any chance to leave, so she turned around and walked back, went to the toilet halfway, and it didn't take long for her to come out with a disappointed face, and it was a completely sealed environment inside, not even a window.
Li Jia returned to the room, upset for a while, maybe the medicine she took after the meal began to work, she began to feel a little sleepy, so she lay on the bed and slowly closed her eyes.
When she woke up from physical discomfort, the only small window in the room was the same as when she was asleep, with only a faint city light, indicating that it was not yet dawn and it was night.
She sat up, turned on the only light in the room, and glanced at the wall clock on the wall, which showed that the time was 5 a.m., that is, she had only slept for more than an hour.
Li Jia found that she was very uncomfortable now, and she was inexplicably flustered, always feeling that something was missing, and at the same time, she was suddenly very uneasy, and then it became a little difficult to breathe, and the area in front of her chest began to feel strong discomfort.
With all kinds of physical discomfort, she has realized that it may be the first time that her drug addiction has attacked.
Li Jia curled up in a corner of the bed, hugged the quilt tightly, her body kept trembling, she only felt that she was extremely uncomfortable, life was better than death, and her eyes would unconsciously look in the direction of the trash can, as if she was longing for something.
Then, she turned her gaze and forcibly suppressed the desire in her heart, pinching the flesh on her body with her fingernails, trying to dispel her discomfort with the pain.
Little by little, time passed.
Li Jia only felt that a long time had passed, whether it was hours or days, but when she looked up at the time on the wall clock, it was actually only a few minutes.
At this time, the sensations in her body just now showed no signs of abating, and new symptoms began to appear, such as watery eyes, runny nose and other signs.
Moreover, she seemed to hear all kinds of noises, which made her not quiet for a moment.
Another few minutes passed.
Li Jia already had a strong sense of longing in her heart, but in addition, her heart became more and more impetuous, anxious and restless, and at the same time there was a firm, stubborn, and uncontrollable tendency to seek.
During this period, she looked in the direction of the trash can more and more often, as if a voice in her heart kept telling her that in the past, use, all this discomfort would disappear, and the whole world would be quiet immediately.
At the same time, the voice would give her all sorts of reasons, each of which was very high-sounding, to tell her this, or that it was not her fault.
However, then another voice told her that she couldn't pass, and once it passed, she would only fall deeper and deeper, and there would be no way back, and it would be a kind of submission and admitting defeat.
People's willpower, or the willpower of ordinary people, can't withstand any tests at all, not that you can really be fearless without fear of death, there are too many things in this world, which are more terrible than death.