Zheng Xuyan sat on the chair and thought for a moment, feeling that since one person can succeed, it means that there is still hope, even if the hope is small, it will be very painful to live like this, Zheng Xuyan still wants Jing Linying to live, although I don't know if Jing Linying is willing or not, but Zheng Xuyan wants to make a decision for Jing Linying for selfishness.

But I was afraid that I would not succeed in trying, so now I am very distressed, and I don't know how to choose.

Zheng Xuyan didn't want Jing Linying to suffer at the same time, but she couldn't live yet, so she had to try it first to see if she could succeed, so she was sure, if she succeeded, she could let Jing Linying try, and if she didn't succeed, she could only take one step first.

Zheng Xuyan hesitated for a while, feeling that he could only do this, so he stood up firmly and walked outside the guest room, pushed open the guest room and looked back at Jing Linying, who was lying in a coma on the bed, and then slowly closed the door, walked to the first floor, came to the door of the inn, and rode his horse, without caring about galloping outside the capital.

Zheng Xuyan rode a horse and soon came to the place where Jing Linying was received and jumped off the horse, and did not take a step to walk in, but stood in place and took out the tattered book, turned to the page of the introduction of cyan ling, looked at the blurred portrait on the page, looked up at a similar flower in the distance, and then scanned the plain, and found that all the flowers here were the cyan flowers recorded in the book, and I didn't know if there were any cyan worms in it, I was afraid of being bitten by the cyan worms, and I was killed on the spot. He also did not hesitate to squat down next to the nearest cyan squill flower, and also kept a certain distance, afraid of being scratched inadvertently, if he was scratched here, he would definitely not be able to return to the capital, and he would die halfway.

Zheng Xuyan took out a very long and large cloth from his pocket, carefully wrapped the cyan slinghua, and after wrapping it, gently broke the root of the cyan, and then jumped on the horse on his back and returned to the capital.

The whole way was not too delayed and went smoothly, and arrived in the capital early the next morning, Zheng Xuyan first returned to the inn, returned to the guest room and put the wrapped cyan flowers on the table, and came to Jing Linying's side to check the situation, and found that Jing Linying was still the same as there was no change, Zheng Xuyan was also relieved, he didn't sleep all night, and he was a little tired, but he didn't choose to rest, but took a sip of tea to refresh himself and walked out of the guest room, and walked out of the inn without even eating anything, rode on horseback, and ran towards the pharmacy in the capital. But every pharmacy he went to didn't sell poison, Zheng Xuyan was sad all the way, thinking about where to sell poison in the capital, he asked every pharmacy and didn't know, even if he knew, he didn't want to tell, because he was afraid that Zheng Xuyan was going to buy poison to do something unconscionable, so no one dared to tell Zheng Xuyan.

Even if there is no poison to sell in the pharmacy, even if no one wants to tell where the poison is sold, Zheng Xuyan still did not choose to give up and walked into a pharmacy, but unfortunately there is still no poison for sale, but it is fortunate that the shopkeeper told Zheng Xuyan that the poison was sold, and Zheng Xuyan was ecstatic and walked out of the pharmacy after thanking him.

Rushed to the direction told by the shopkeeper, and soon came to the door of the Qinglou and stopped, first looked at the plaque of the Qinglou and was stunned for a while, looked around, felt that he had not come to the wrong place, jumped off the horse and tied the horse to the pillar on the side, and walked in, because the first time I came to the Qinglou in the capital, I also knew that the Qinglou was a place to sell art, many people and officials like to come to this kind of place for recreation, Zheng Xuyan also did not understand a place of performance, the servants of the Qinglou are basically women and do not like trading people, I didn't know who to trade with, so I had to look around.

The little maid in the Qinglou also saw Zheng Xuyan looking around, and knew that she was here to make a deal like this, so the maid came to Zheng Xuyan and asked in a whisper.

"This young man, is he here to make a deal!"

Zheng Xuyan looked at the maid in front of him, nodded, and said what deal he was going to make.

"Come with me!"

After the maid found out, she took Zheng Xuyan to a guest room on the second floor.

"Young man, wait here for a while, and the person who will trade with you will come!"

"Then there's Miss Lao!"

After the maid finished speaking, she closed the door, changed into a black cloak, and left the green building.

After a while, a woman in black pushed open the door and walked in.

"I heard, you want to trade poison with us?"

Zheng Xuyan stood up and nodded repeatedly.

"Yes!"

The woman in black sat on the chair directly opposite Zheng Xuyan, and Zheng Xuyan also sat down one after another and poured a cup of tea for the woman in black in front of her.

"How much do you want!"

The woman in black didn't ask Zheng Xuyan what the poison was for, and she didn't care very much, nor did she drink the tea that Zheng Xuyan poured.

"Different poisons, the more the merrier! The more poisonous, the better! ”

Zheng Xuyan had no scruples and blurted out, without even thinking about it.

The woman in black was also stunned for a moment, and glanced back at Zheng Xuyan's dress.

"We have as much as you want, but ......"

"Looking at what you're wearing, it seems that you are also a son of a family, but I don't know if you can trade!"

Zheng Xuyan also understood, and put all the savings and valuable things he brought with him when he went out from his pocket on the table.

"It's all the valuable stuff on me, you see how much I can trade!"

The man in black glanced at everything on the table, hesitated for a long time, sighed, and took out five bottles of the same size from his sleeve, with different patterns and shapes, and the poisons contained in them were also different, and the toxicity was also different.

"I can't estimate the value of all the things you have here, but I can only give you five bottles of poison, and this is my exception, because we have always traded money, never traded items, and if you don't think it's worth it, you can bring enough next time!"

Zheng Xuyan smiled and took the five bottles of poison and kicked them into his pocket, in fact, five bottles are already very good for Zheng Xuyan, better than nothing, and Zheng Xuyan is going back to get the money now, I'm afraid Jing Linying can't wait, and there is no other way but to do this.

"Five bottles is five bottles!"

The man in black put away all the luxuries on the table, then stood up and walked out the door.

After the man in black left, Zheng Xuyan also stood up and walked outside the house, pushed open the door and saw the little maid waiting for him at the door, Zheng Xuyan signaled, followed the little maid and left here, Zheng Xuyan did not stay in the Qinglou for long, walked out of the Qinglou and rode a horse to the inn.

Soon returned to the inn and walked into the guest room, first checked where the toxin in Jing Linying's body had spread, the toxin had spread to the corner of the eye, and it could not be delayed, Zheng Xuyan came to the chair and sat down, took out five bottles of poison from his pocket and placed them on the table, and then unwrapped the cyan squill flower on the table, stretched out his finger and put it on the cyan squirt, closed his eyes and scraped it violently, a very long and deep hole appeared in his finger, his brows furrowed, and the pain came to his face, I didn't expect the pain to be so strong after this scrape, Zheng Xuyan opened his eyes and withdrew his hand, he didn't feel anything yet, but he felt that his fingers were in sharp pain and unbearable.

Just now, because Zheng Xuyan had his eyes closed, he didn't see a very small cyan stingworm quickly entering the wound and shuttling quickly in the body, because the sharp pain brought by his fingers had spread throughout his body, so he couldn't feel the cyan stingworm shuttling in the body.

Zheng Xuyan then opened a bottle of poison and drank it in one gulp, only half of it was drunk, and half of it was left, and this half was also reserved for Jing Linying.

Suddenly, Zheng Xuyan felt that his neck was bitten by something, and patted it with his hand, but nothing was photographed, and soon the toxin began to expand rapidly, and the cyan bloodshot did not expand from the fingers, but expanded on the neck that had just been bitten, and Zheng Xuyan couldn't see it, and thought that it was caused by the poison of the half bottle of poison he had just drunk was too strong.

Zheng Xuyan already felt uncomfortable, wanted to vomit but couldn't vomit, hot all over, as if he had drunk strong wine, his nerves were blurred, and his breathing began to become short, Zheng Xuyan raised his hand with difficulty and stared at the blurred bottle of poison in front of him, but he grabbed an empty one, and he grabbed it many times before he grabbed it, unscrewed the bottle cap and drank it in one gulp, this time he drank it all in one gulp, and there was not a drop left, this is not that Zheng Xuyan didn't want to stay, because he was no longer able to master the control of his hand, so he could only drink it all in one gulp.

A stronger toxin came to his face, Zheng Xuyan lay on the table, his whole body was convulsed, panting with his mouth, shaking from time to time, and suddenly a mouthful of blood spit out, the blood that spit out was still bubbling, his eyes began to become trance, his face became extremely hideous, and his face seemed to have lost the flow of blood and became extremely pale.

In the process of Zheng Xuyan's shaking, his hand touched another bottle of poison, Zheng Xuyan still had some consciousness to control his hand to grasp the poison, slowly moved it to his mouth, bit the cap of the bottle with his teeth, poured it into his mouth, and swallowed the poison with difficulty.

This time it was even stronger, and suddenly it became difficult to breathe, Zheng Xuyan pinched his neck with his hand, collapsed from the chair and fell to the ground, his head felt swelling pain again, he smashed it with his hand, pinched his neck with one hand, knocked his head with one hand, and his heart also felt a tingling sensation, a mouthful of blood spit out, this time the blood spit out was no longer bright red, but cyan, Zheng Xuyan felt that his whole body was stinging like being cut by a knife, which was intolerable, and he wanted to scream, but his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't make a sound, The cyan poison had spread to the left side of his face, and his eyes began to flow blood, and soon Zheng Xuyan was tortured and passed out.

Time passed little by little, and it was the early morning of the second day, I was honored that Zheng Xuyan survived, Zheng Xuyan woke up and got up, feeling that his body was intact, except that his eyes could not see, his body was no longer in trouble, and his spirit became very full, Zheng Xuyan crawled to Jing Linying's bed on the ground little by little, Zheng Xuyan didn't know how long he crawled around in the guest room, until he met Jing Linying's hand and slowly stood up, sat on the edge of Jing Linying's bed and held it tightly.

Zheng Xuyan has tried this kind of pain, although he can survive, but the process is very painful, he is afraid that Jing Linying will not survive in this process, even if he wants Jing Linying to survive, but he doesn't want Jing Linying to bear this unbearable pain, it is better to live in such pain than to die in such a chic manner, Zheng Xuyan didn't understand what the last sentence in the book meant, but now that he has experienced it, he finally knows, Zheng Xuyan finally showed a helpless smile.

Zheng Xuyan sat on the edge of the bed and held Jing Linying's hand tightly, time passed little by little, day after day, until the temperature of Jing Linying's hand slowly disappeared, Zheng Xuyan also knew that Jing Linying had left, tears unconsciously flowed out of his eyes, Zheng Xuyan choked up, couldn't say a word, could only burst into tears on the side, although he didn't want to accept the reality, he could only accept the reality.