In the carriage, the phoenix wax is not gone, the soft light is swaying, and the warm halo is reflected on the curtain, and the shadows are full of shadows, like a warm room of soft waves.

Su Jingqian quietly stared at the person in the dream, and his eyebrows were soaked with the hazy tenderness of memories.

"Ah Yue, in fact, I didn't play tricks on you that time, there is indeed a secret hidden in my heart for a long time, and I have always wanted to tell you."

At that time, he only felt that she was still young, and he was afraid that telling the secret in his heart would surprise her, and he was also afraid that she would not be able to distinguish between love and affection, and make some promises in ignorance that she would regret in the future.

At that time, he only hoped that time would go faster, and when she grew up, he could tell her the secrets hidden in his heart little by little, and let her choose to judge for herself, even if her heart was no longer towards him at that time, he felt that it was not very fearful, anyway, he still had a lifetime to make her change her mind.

It's just that he never expected that Liyun dreamed far away, the stars were separated from the rain, and he held on to the unspoken secret in his heart at the beginning, and I am afraid that he will never have the opportunity to say it again in this life.

At the bottom of Su Jingqian's deep eyes, it seems that a rain of smoke has fallen, desolate and lonely, but it is doubly persistent, and there is a deep attachment to the past that cannot be annihilated even after the vicissitudes of time.

When he was ten years old, under the red leaves in the sky, he met a girl, smiling in fresh clothes, with a jade face and a light bun, just like a shocking guest in the world, stained with smoke and smoke among the trees, and after many years, his heart could no longer tolerate others. With her for four years, the morning and twilight are pounding, the love is hidden in the heart for a long time, I once thought that the years to come will be safe, and I can stay together in spring and autumn, but I regret that my fate is tossing and turning, and I am sad.

"Ah Yue, I suddenly understood a truth, fate is unpredictable, the world is impermanent, if you admire someone, you should tell her immediately, otherwise when you want to say it in the future, even if she is close at hand, some words may not be able to be said again."

At this time, the people who are familiar with the sleep are dreaming of it, and they don't realize his heartfelt words, and there is little room to prepare for it, and all that responds to him is the long wind and snow outside the window and the melting candlelight in the compartment.

He raised his hand to brush the hair from her sideburns as he had done before, but it stopped abruptly just as his fingertips were about to reach him. The candle shadow flickered, and the long blue eyelashes cast a shadow under his eyes, and the warm light gradually faded under his eyes.

Time flows between the fingers, tossing and turning is like a different world, as if after holding it, it falls into vain.

He slowly withdrew his hand, and gently clenched his loss and regret into a fist.

Cangshan bears snow, and goes back together, it seems that the years are still quiet. There was clearly still a burning residue of the past in his palm, but now the distance between him and her, even reaching out to touch it, had become a luxury.

Bright and bright. The two ends of life form each other. They look at each other from afar, but they can't beat the underworld.

His gaze slowly crossed over her face, lingering on her scattered green silk, as if a hand had reached out from the depths of his eyes, and the fingertips fell lightly, carefully holding up one of her green strands and tying them into a knot with his own hair.

If the spring breeze has mercy, can he be allowed to be young again?

If he had known that his fate would be unfortunate, then on that day, he would have told her his intentions clearly and completely.

But on the contrary, the flowers have a reblooming day, and no one is young.

Dreaming of a thousand mountains at noon, an arrow from the window. Let those things that can't be poured out be put into candles, burn in the heart for a long time, hide regrets and love in the eyebrows, hide in the lips and teeth, bury in the bottom of the heart, and hide in the years.

"Ah Yue, you once told me that don't lose your thoughts, everything can be expected, I think so. I am not willing to have a beginning and no end, and I can't compromise with fate, all these years for the sake of my heart, every step I have taken, is playing against fate, but I know that when a person walks in the dark for too long, he is no longer qualified to expect light to fall on him, and I also know that even if some light falls, it does not belong to him after all. ”

The sadness in his eyes, under the warm halo, seemed to melt the broken ice when it was warm and cold, faintly shining with a moist luster.

——"The monarch of Dongchen is naturally the best among the people, not only will attack people's hearts and cut down their feelings, but also is very good at making the best use of their talents and materials. ”

Her words today echoed in his heart over and over again, as if a voice was asking: If there is only a mess left in the beautiful years, do you still have to cling to your heart?

His gaze fell on her sleeping face again, and there were countless unspeakable thoughts hidden in his eyes, which were clearly so lonely, but his eyes seemed stubborn and firm, as if with a lonely heart, burning with an obsession that would be difficult to resolve for endless years.

As early as that year, on the snowy mountain, he had already made a choice. If he had the opportunity to predict the future, he thought, he would still choose to do so.

Looking back at the road he had walked behind him, it was stained with blood and mud, he had walked one journey after another in the bloody wind and rain, waded through the endless sea of blood, slashed through the wind and clouds, even if he was scarred, he never took a step back.

The people respected him and praised him as the ruler of the world; The courtiers were afraid of him, and they all knew that he was ruthless and unscrupulous in order to achieve his ends; Even she felt that his strategies were all ambitious and obsessed with power. But only he understands that the scars left on his body over the years have never been the warp and weft on the chessboard, but the scorching medal he engraved for the original choice without regrets.

He once looked at the bright moon in the abyss, and melted away the frost and snow.

Even if the world doesn't understand, he doesn't care how to comment on the words left on the sweat and blue, whether it is black or white, good or evil. At least there was a round of bright moonlight, which really shone on him, and this warmth will stay with him for a long time, with him for a long time, and will never be extinguished.

The person on the couch moved suddenly, his eyes were closed, his eyebrows were frowned, as if he had fallen into a nightmare, and his ten fingers were raised in the air, as if he wanted to grasp something.

He looked at her with a complicated expression, his eyes were dim, and he hesitated for a moment, but finally passed his hand over and held her hand tightly.

As if feeling the warmth, the person on the couch quickly quieted down, and the frowning eyebrows were also stretched.

Seeing her rubbing her face against his sleeve like a kitten, he couldn't help laughing, and the darkness in his eyes faded, and Danxi shone brightly.

Being able to guard her so closely, without estrangement, without disputes, without suspicion, is an incomparably precious moment for him.

It's just that she is no longer the little girl who relied on him and needed him back then, she is the bright moon hanging high in the sky, shining brightly at night, bright and incomparable, and the glow is enough to fill the world and shine on the world.

"I sent you to Beiming, not because I didn't want to keep you, but because you were safer there than by my side, I was afraid that if you were busy in the future, you would be in danger and put you in danger. I did my best to teach you power and strategy, not so that you could open the way for me, I just hoped that in the future, when I was not by your side, you would have enough ability to protect yourself, and maybe one day, you would have to use it. ”

He cautiously dissected the heat in his heart, as if he wanted to warm her cold dreams.

"You always blame me for not telling you anything, but Ah Yue, there are always many things in this world, whether heavy or graceful, unspeakable, I think you can understand, just as I think I can understand you."

The snow is long, the wind is thin, and the phoenix candle tears are silent. It's hard to express the heart, and it's still thousands of miles away with a sigh.

The candles shake the light, the light drags the wall, and the figures are both reflected. Shaoguang is easy to rest, and the empty arms are reminisced.

Who says that teenagers are fearless? I still remember the tears when I said goodbye.

Today, the dust is sinking, the old dream is difficult to continue, and the hatred is left in vain.