Chapter 149: The Storm in the Palace (17)
An inexplicable panic came to her heart, and for a moment, she felt as if she had lost something extremely important, but at that time, she didn't know what it was, she only felt that her chest was clogged, and she was wronged and sad.
She looked out the window full of grievances, tears rolling in her eyes.
He knew that as long as he coaxed her a little, she wouldn't mess with him anymore, but why didn't he want to coax her again this time?
She clearly ...... I already know it's wrong......
Just when she was extremely depressed, she suddenly felt that something behind her seemed to be gently brushing through her hair, she subconsciously turned her head, and she smelled a burst of flower fragrance and the unique cliff cypress fragrance on Su Jin's body, she stared at it, only to see that person holding on to a cluster of flower branches, dangling in front of her eyes.
"Don't be angry, okay?"
His voice is low and pleasant, like a guqin pluck, gently twisting slowly, like a pet and coaxing; It was like a gentle breeze, rubbing the thick night and soothing the resentment in her heart.
As he spoke, he plucked a flower from the branch and pinned it lightly in her hair, a light smile like green smoke bloomed on his lips, and the cold moonlight fell on his eyes, becoming inexplicably soft.
She pursed her lips, but she was not polite, she took the flower branch from his hand, and while playing with it, she pretended not to care and said, "Aren't you leaving, what are you doing when you come back?" ”
He looked at her fixedly, with a smile in his eyebrows, as if he had already seen through her disguise, and bent his index finger to gently scrape the tip of her nose, and a low laugh escaped from his throat, "If I really leave, won't someone have to cry again?" ”
His fingertips are stained with a faint fragrance of cypress, revealing a cool and hidden sweetness, clear but not devoid of richness, which can always make people addicted to it, as if it will be addicted, but it looks like him.
Even though the complaints in her heart had already disappeared when he appeared, she still refused to accept it: "Who, whoever cries his nose, I don't want you to come to me." ”
"Lin Wanwan, do you know what I'm angry about?" He sighed softly, smiled suddenly, his eyes fell on her face, and there was a kind of fierceness between his eyebrows, "You are really too nonsense this time, how can you go into the tiger's den alone without caring about your own safety, if it weren't for me not being able to rest assured of you halfway, and turned back, you ...... Do you know what the consequences will be? ”
She thought that he had snubbed her for so many days, and at least he should reconcile with her first, and then preach, but she didn't expect this person to be as mean as ever, and he began to lecture himself as soon as he disagreed.
As soon as she thought of this, the grievances accumulated in the past few days were like a flood that burst the embankment, surging up, and she suddenly felt extremely aggrieved, "You go, I don't want to pay attention to you anymore...... You won't say anything to me, how do I know what you're angry about...... Besides, I've already apologized to you...... Why do you ignore me......"
Once the sadness in her heart goes upstream, it is difficult to suppress it, and while she admits her mistakes, she accuses him of indifference to her these days, and unconsciously, her face is already moist.
It's just that she didn't expect that the arrogant and unruly person would be a little at a loss at this moment, even though he hid it very well, she still caught a trace of panic in his eyes.
He didn't refute her accusations, but just kept wiping the tears on her face, his movements were gentle, and his voice was soft: "It's me who is not good, I shouldn't ignore you for a few days, if you annoy me, scold me or beat me, don't get along with yourself anymore." ”
Seeing that he finally softened his attitude, coupled with the fact that she was already at a loss, she knew that she should no longer be willful, so she couldn't help but sniff and muttered: "In the future, if there is anything wrong with me, you can tell me, but you can't ignore me like these days." ”
He looked down at her, with a faint red at the end of his eyes, and the moonlight was clear in the lacquered pupils, but he couldn't penetrate the layers of fog inside.
"Okay, I promise you, but you also have to promise me not to be as reckless as this time in the future." He paused, but the gaze that fell on her suddenly became dark, as if with an extremely strong force, as if it was about to sweep her into a bottomless whirlpool, "Do you know, I thought at the time...... I'm about to lose you. ”
His jaw tightened, and despite his best efforts to control his emotions, she could hear an imperceptible light tremor in his voice.
She was stunned, the tip of her nose suddenly sour, and then looked at his eyes seriously, through the layers of mist, and saw an emotion called "fear" in the depths of his pupils, this emotion was like a beast, repeatedly biting him, almost tearing the peace under his eyes.
She suddenly remembered the scene of his mother and royal brother dying tragically in the palace, and she only felt that her heart suddenly twitched, as if a sharp claw was scratching her heart, and it hurt inexplicably.
At that time, she didn't know what kind of emotion it was, but with her heart, she subconsciously hugged him, tried to stand on tiptoe and rested her chin on his shoulder, and gently patted his tense and trembling back like her aunt usually comforted her.
She said word by word, as if promised, solemn and solemn: "Ah Jin, no, you will never lose mine." ”
The moment he spoke, he wrapped his hands around her waist and hugged her hard. He buried his head gently in her neck, and she could even feel his burning breath, his heartbeat, and the trembling of his lips and teeth.
"Lin Wanwan, no matter what you want to do in the future, as long as it is related to your own safety, you must tell me in time, don't put yourself in danger alone, and don't wronged yourself, I won't stop you, but you must tell me. Remember, no matter what you do, I will stand behind you, and I will be your retreat anytime and anywhere. ”
He lowered his voice, but he still couldn't suppress the tenderness and firmness inside.
He hugged her for a long time, until he had finished all his emotions, and until her toes began to tingle, he gently let go of her.
I saw that the red at the end of his eyes became more and more intense, and it was clear that it should be a shocking face in the world, but she choked up for a while, and her heart was distressed and unspeakable.
She will never forget the fragility of such an arrogant and unruly teenager in front of people, when he unloaded all his disguises in a no-man's place; I can't forget how hot the burning heat that dripped from his neck was on her neck; I can't forget how firm and stubborn every word that overflowed from between his lips and teeth.
The obsession in this world is indescribable. Raising your eyes, it is a world full of lights, and closing your eyes, but it is a dream of the past, year after year.
Lin Wanwan blinked slowly, the cold wind in front of her reflected the snow, but her face was already cold, and she didn't know whether the snow had turned into water, or the water had turned into snow.
Her gaze passed through the wind and snow, looking into the distance, her eyes were filled with a layer of water, and the snowflakes fell into her eyes, as if something had quietly melted into it.
A few frosts and snow fell in order to get rid of stubbornness, and the past was recalled by the column, how could he ever be alone? The thought is endless, the intention is difficult to break, tossing and turning, even if there are dripping joys and sorrows, there will finally be a moment of perfection.