Chapter 174: I Miss You So Much
Just when the girl's warm fingertips touched her cold skin, Su Jingqian's eyes froze, and her heartbeat suddenly became rapid.
The cold and the heat suddenly connected, originally incompatible, but the delicate touch, like a ray of warm sun slowly blooming at her fingertips, covered the cold hot, and his heart began to heat up, and streams of warm currents ran freely in his body, as if they would be melted away at any time.
It was a long time before he found the rhythm of his heartbeat and stared at her.
I saw that Lin Wanwan's sparkling eyes were rippling with a shallow water color, wet, like melting a lake of spring water, which made his heart uneasy; And between her blazing eyebrows, it was like hiding a small hook, hooking his heart.
Su Jingqian's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and wisps of scorching light swept through his deep pupils, like a flying star that pierced the night, and in an instant, the brilliance was shining.
He tried his best to restrain the restlessness in his heart, suppressing the burning and strange feelings at the bottom of his eyes, and just as he was about to quietly withdraw his gaze, he heard her suddenly speak:
"You're right. I miss you so much, Ah Jin. ”
As soon as the words fell, there seemed to be a strong wind whistling in his ears, instantly engulfing the girl's soft voice, but her words still fell clearly in his ears.
The girl's words, like soft feathers, swept gently at the tip of his heart, and like a golden bell and jade chime, struck heavily on his heart, and the aftermath was stirred and rippling.
Su Jingqian froze, completely stunned. At this moment, the eyes that were as deep as the abyss finally showed a violent tremor, revealing the stunned shock of the girl's words.
His heart had never trembled so much, and the blood in his body seemed to be ignited at this moment, and there seemed to be a long-suppressed power surging in the boiling blood, converging towards the tip of his heart, and quickly spreading the blazing heat to the bottom of his eyes.
Su Jingqian paused for a moment, then slowly lowered his eyelashes, and the gaze that fell on the girl was burning but suppressive. He pursed the corners of his lips, as if he was trying his best to hold back, but the two burning flames in the depths of his pupils were still blazing, as if the next moment, he would devour the person in front of him.
At the moment when the four eyes met, Lin Wanwan clearly saw that something was being suppressed in the depths of his pupils, and that emotion seemed to be constantly struggling, as if it would break free from the shackles and burst out at any time.
Just as Lin Wanwan was looking forward to his response with a tense heart, he saw him raise his hand and tap lightly on his forehead: "It's just a trip to the palace, why do people become stupid?" For you to say this to me, it seems that you have indeed suffered a lot of grievances. ”
Hearing him divert the words without a trace, Lin Wanwan couldn't help but let go of the hands around his waist and straightened his back, wanting to see his expression more clearly at the moment. But when she looked at him again, she found that he had hidden all the emotions in his eyes in the depths, and it was difficult to peek into, as if the waves in his eyes just now were all her illusions.
But seeing him raise his eyebrows and smile, the lazy ruffian aura from before was already hanging on his eyebrows, and he said casually: "It seems that I have to go to the Xiangcui Building tonight to set up a table for you to celebrate your rebirth after the catastrophe, and by the way, I will also replenish your brain." ”
Lin Wanwan's heart sank, and she suddenly felt mixed feelings.
She didn't know what Su Jin was trying to hide, it seemed that since she reunited with him, he had always been avoiding his feelings intentionally or unintentionally. Just as that night on the painting boat, she clearly felt the throbbing in his heart, but the next moment, he did not hesitate to shatter the hope in her heart, and a few words made her full of joy disappear, and there was nothing left for bitterness.
And that night, she also saw forbearance and struggle in the depths of his eyes.
Thinking of this, Lin Wanwan slowly lowered her eyes, covering the fleeting loss under her eyes.
Su Jingqian lowered his eyes and stared at her, seeing her eyelashes fluttering one by one, like butterfly wings, trying to fan away the sorrow that had not yet dissipated under his eyes, and his heart also ached.
Even at this moment, he wanted to desperately hug her into his arms, shield her from the wind and snow, and smooth her eyebrows, but deep in his heart it was like an invisible shackle that tightly entwined him, bound his hands and feet, and suppressed his emotions.
In front of her, he was always used to hiding his innermost struggles, not wanting her to detect a clue, but he was never able to do it.
The two contradictory obsessions lurking in his heart were like two fierce beasts competing with each other, tearing each other apart, clashing with each other, and stirring his heart again and again. It's not that he doesn't want her to know the feelings buried deep in his heart, but he is afraid that when she knows, she will respond or not. The girl who was on the tip of his heart when he was young, why didn't he want to stay with her in spring and autumn and be with the white prime minister? But he knew he couldn't do it, but he still wanted to try his best.
In his life, he lived under the knife of killing, walked through the torrent of loneliness, never hoped to keep anything, and never clinged to anything, only her. But he understands that not everyone is capable of loving someone, and he has long since lost the qualification to love someone.
Life and death, this is an extremely cruel thing, everything he is doing now is just to whitewash, thinking about how to make this knife stab as shallow as possible when it stabs her. However, it still hurts after all.
Su Jingqian closed his eyes gloomily, and when he opened his eyes again, he saw that Lin Wanwan had raised his eyes at some point, and was staring at him for a moment.
In her sparkling eyes, there was a bright smile, which seemed to contain some kind of emotion, and with a little triumph after the success of the trick, he just glanced at it, and his heart beat a little uncontrollably.
Lin Wanwan keenly caught the panic in his eyes, the smile on the corner of his lips deepened, and he immediately "saluted" him: "Why is Boss Su embarrassed to tease me?" The injuries on your body don't hurt anymore? Or did Boss Su think that he had changed his clothes, so I didn't know about your injury? ”
Su Jingqian once again restrained his thoughts, and quietly looked into the depths of her pupils, his gaze was deep and powerful, as if he wanted to see through the cunning hidden in her eyes.
However, the next moment, I saw Lin Wanwan take a big step back, looked him up and down around him, raised his eyebrows and said, "What, Boss Su really thinks that with Luo Huaizhou's tone, he can hide your injury?" Or does Boss Su really think that I can be so stupid that I can fool you around? ”
Hearing the anger in her tone, Su Jingqian's eyebrows moved slightly, and he immediately withdrew his gaze, hooked his lips and said lightly: "I never expected Luo Huaizhou's mouth to hide anything, but it was just that my clothes were dirty and I changed it, but I didn't expect Miss Lin to have such a conjecture." Besides, I didn't intend to hide it from you, and I knew I couldn't hide it from you. ”
"Due to the number of words in the chapter, this chapter is not finished, and the next few hundred words are merged together in the next chapter.
Readers can wait for the next chapter to be released and read it together, so that the plot is more coherent.
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