Chapter 192: The Dark Tide Surging (11)

Seeing her favorite youngest son questioning herself so much, the Queen Mother felt both disappointed and sad, she didn't expect Luo Huaizhou to regard these outsiders so important, and even she, the queen mother, could not care anymore!

Even if she wanted to deal with Lin Yuewan, she was afraid that he would be deceived and used, everything she did was for his sake, but not only did he appreciate it, but he also refuted and questioned himself several times. Now that Lin Yuewan has left the palace unharmed, he is still so unrelenting, she doesn't dare to think, if yesterday's plan is successful, how will Zhou'er treat her, the queen mother?

The more the Queen Mother thought about it, the more resentful she became, and the more uneasy she became, and even a trace of panic flowed out of her heart secretly.

Before the queen mother could calm down from her thoughts, she saw Luo Huaizhou take a deep breath, and then said: "Erchen went to the imperial temple to pray for the queen mother in line with filial piety, and only hoped that the mother would be happy in the future, but I never thought that the son's move actually gave the queen mother an opportunity to take advantage of, and almost put the son's friends in danger." You have tried your best to test and deal with the people around your son, have you ever cared about your son's feelings for a moment? ”

Luo Huaizhou's mournful voice echoed in the hall, and his tone revealed endless loss and sorrow, like the remnant of late autumn, withering in the cold wind, or scattered all over the ground, or floating and dissipating in his heart, only to increase the sadness.

Emperor Dehui's eyes flashed slightly, and a sadness passed through his eyes.

But Luo Huaizhou's words were like a sharp knife cutting a hole in the queen mother's heart, and the cold wind suddenly poured into her heart, making her heart tremble.

The Queen Mother didn't expect Luo Huaizhou to say these words to herself, let alone that he would be so sure of his motives, and for a while, many complex emotions such as anger, panic, unwillingness, heartache, and disappointment filled her heart.

Even if she can do anything to others, she has a clear conscience about Luo Huaizhou's son. Since he was born, she has cared for him in every way, giving him all the best things in the world as much as possible, she thinks she has given 100% sincerity, but now she is questioned and blamed by this son, which undoubtedly makes her feel sad and resentful.

The Queen Mother's eyes suddenly filled with a few wisps of mist, and her hands that were originally well-maintained became blue due to clenching, she tried her best to restrain her emotions, and pressed back the fragility of her eyes, but the anger and disappointment in her heart were like waves beating on the most vulnerable position in her heart, making her difficult to suppress.

The Queen Mother suddenly raised her hand and pointed at Luo Huaizhou, and scolded angrily: "Okay, good, I can't imagine that the Mourning family has taught such a son as you, it's really good!" Her heart gradually became cold under Luo Huaizhou's sharp gaze, and her eyes couldn't help but become fierce, "Today, you not only repeatedly contradicted the mourning family, but also resented the mourning family because of outsiders, this is your so-called filial piety?!" ”

The Queen Mother's angry and sad eyes were deeply imprinted on Luo Huaizhou's eyes, making his heart feel like being stabbed by a knife, and he actually gave birth to a trace of unbearability and guilt, but when he thought of what the Queen Mother had done and her attitude that was still obsessed, he suppressed the surging emotions again.

Luo Huaizhou froze, but subconsciously avoided the Queen Mother's sight, just as he was about to speak, but Emperor Dehui on the side suddenly chuckled, and said quietly: "Why does the queen mother speak so harshly, Huaizhou, did he say something wrong?" ”

As soon as Emperor Dehui said this, the palace fell into a short silence.

Luo Huaizhou was slightly stunned, and seemed to hear some clues from Emperor Dehui's tone, and the gaze that fell on Emperor Dehui couldn't help but have a hint of inquiry.

Luo Huaizhou originally thought that after the dispute between the imperial brother and the queen mother, he was already in a bad mood and had no intention of paying attention to other things, but he didn't expect him to speak again for himself, and listening to his tone, it seemed to contain some deep meaning.

When the Queen Mother heard this, she turned her eyes to look at Emperor Dehui, and a trace of vigilance crossed her sad and indignant eyes. She stared at Emperor Dehui tightly, and a trace of coldness burst out from the bottom of her eyes, as if she was warning and figuring out Emperor Dehui's intentions.

The eyes of the two looked at Emperor Dehui at the same time, only to see Emperor Dehui throw the blood jade wrench he was playing with in his hand on the case, and then raised his eyes to look at the Queen Mother, with a light smile of unknown meaning on his lips, "I did hear that the Queen Mother summoned a woman to the palace yesterday, but since the Queen Mother invited people to enjoy the plums, why didn't she summon people into the palace early in the morning, and why did she wait until the palace gate was under the key to summon people into the palace?" The queen mother's move is really puzzling. ”

As he spoke, he couldn't help but sneer, and there seemed to be a haze shrouded in his eyes, which made the already slightly cool eyes look even colder, and then said, "But I understand now." ”

The corner of the Queen Mother's eyes jumped, and her color changed suddenly, and her eyes flickered, and a trace of panic and uneasiness flashed.

"Emperor!"

The Queen Mother was about to open her mouth to stop it, but Emperor Dehui didn't give her this opportunity, he raised his eyes to look at her, and said to himself: "No wonder the Queen Mother specially sent someone to invite me to the imperial garden to enjoy the plum blossoms yesterday evening. Fortunately, the left minister entered the palace to discuss matters, so this trip was put on hold, otherwise I am afraid that there will be another newcomer in the harem. ”

Emperor Dehui's voice fell, and he saw Luo Huaizhou Huo Ran raise his head and look at the Queen Mother in a daze, his eyes full of shock and anger.

Emperor Dehui narrowed his eyes slightly, a smile on his lips narrowed, and a cold light suddenly condensed in his eyes, and his next words were like ice cubes under the eaves, both sharp and cold, as if he wanted to stab it into the body of the Queen Mother.

"The queen mother has stuffed enough people into my harem, and now she has even hit Huaizhou's friends with the idea, has the queen mother ever thought about Huaizhou's feelings? How do you ask him to deal with his friends in the future, and how to deal with himself?! ”

The Queen Mother didn't expect that Emperor Dehui would not care about the relationship between mother and son, and told the matter unreservedly in front of Luo Huaizhou, the blood on her face faded instantly, and she seemed to be so shocked that she didn't even have time to hide the panic in her eyes.

Luo Huaizhou saw that the Queen Mother was distracted for a while, revealing such a look, and knew that what Emperor Dehui said was probably the truth.

Luo Huaizhou's heart was shocked, he only felt that love and hatred were intertwined, resentment, full of grief and indignation, he was shocked and disappointed by the Queen Mother's actions, both angry and helpless. His clenched hands trembled faintly from the exertion of force, as if a monster had sprung out from the depths of his heart, tearing at his heart with all its might.

Although he had already guessed that the queen mother had summoned Xiao Yuewan into the palace while he was away, and he didn't have any good thoughts, he thought that at most it was a warning and a threat, but he didn't expect that she would harm Xiao Yuewan. In order to prevent the dislike between their mother and son, the queen mother did not hesitate to use this despicable means to keep Xiaoyue Wanqiang in the palace, so that she could stay away from her. He really didn't dare to imagine what would have happened if the imperial brother hadn't been delayed by the incident last night and really went to the imperial garden? How should he face Xiaoyuewan and Jingqian? And if Xiao Yuewan is tortured by the queen mother today, will the queen mother take advantage of the situation to kill Xiao Yuewan, or does the queen mother plan to put Xiao Yuewan to death?

Thinking of this, Luo Huaizhou clenched his trembling hands tightly, as if to vent all the suppressed emotions in his heart, and his eyes were full of despair and pain.

Seeing Luo Huaizhou's eyes red and his expression sad, the Queen Mother couldn't help but feel compassion, and just wanted to ease her attitude and try to maintain this mother-son friendship, but she heard Luo Huaizhou yelling at herself hoarsely: "Why do you want to do this? Where do you put your sons in this way? What is Erchen in your heart, have you ever cared about Erchen's feelings in the slightest?! ”

"The last two chapters are the most difficult to write, and they have been revised many times in order to explore the multifaceted nature of human nature as much as possible. is like the Queen Mother, she loves her son very much, but the more she loves him, the more she wants to control him, and she can even ignore his feelings, such feelings are undoubtedly a bit deformed. If you want to show such a character, you need to try to figure out her mood, including every subtle expression, you need to think and dig over and over again. Therefore, it has to be a little slow, I hope you will forgive me."