Chapter 210: Suddenly Released
Every word Lin Wanwan said fell into Su Jingqian's ears and made his heart tremble violently, like a hot fire mark, burning into his heart inch by inch, carving indelible marks on it.
Rise and fall, honor and disgrace, life and death. There are many decisions in life that may be the most suitable choice for the moment, but it does not mean that there are no regrets.
Breaking the old and creating the new is what he has always done, this road is long and obstructive, and there are few people who can persevere, and there are few in the history books. But even though the process is rugged and dark, difficult and long, but after the flow, it is raining and passing the sky, just like Jin Ge stabbing out of the water and drawing an arc rainbow in the air.
She was right, for the original choice, if he was given another chance to choose again, he would still take this step. Even if there are regrets, there are no regrets. As for how the history of Khan Qing Barnyard is commented, and how black and white are decided, he doesn't care. What he wants is never the name of his body before and after, but whether he can give the world and her a peaceful and prosperous world.
Bear the charge of a lifetime and exchange it for a lifetime of open fire, why not.
The thousand autumns that the world cannot understand will have years to explain; And what he wants will also break through the sky in this life, shining like a flying star.
In troubled times, the wind and rain are like a curtain, ups and downs a few degrees, the canopy is covered overnight, and the wheel grinds the white bones. How many people have been fierce and fierce, and how many people have died in disgrace. He once thought that the end of the road was loneliness, and he was always walking alone to the end of the road, but he never thought that there were still people on this road who were willing to understand him, accompany him, and support him.
The crystal that rolled down from the corners of her eyes, like a pearl falling from the night, lit up his world, and smashed it on his heart drop by drop, smashing his heart to the bridle.
She has always been strong and never wants to show her weakness in front of others, but she has never shied away from herself. Do the math, today has been twice, and this is not a kind of trust and dependence.
He stared at her for a long time, and the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time in the depths of his eyes seemed to be struggling to break free from the shackles, and his gaze became hot and turbulent.
Finally, he slowly raised his hand to touch the corners of her eyes and gently wiped away the tears for her. The burning heat seemed to soak into the fingertips, melt into the blood, and flow into the bottom of the heart. It wasn't until this moment that he realized that there were tears in this world that would burn people's hearts.
When Su Jingqian's cold fingertips fell on her eyes, Lin Wanwan was stunned at first, and then raised her eyes to look at him, the bottom of her eyes seemed to reflect the light of a flying star, as if surging with a thousand words, and her eyes were fierce and intense.
In the past, hibiscus has not stopped.
When the eyes met, all the barriers and distances were reduced to millimeters. The unbearable loneliness in those vicissitudes of life, and the regrets that have been deposited over the years, seem to have come to naught at this moment.
Outside the window, the qiongzhi hangs on the ice, and the red plum is adorned with snow. Xiao Xiao's snow shadow, although everything is rendered into a bleak, but the scorching red plum is white, but it is like washing away the lead, and finally warms the desolate and snowy night.
The two looked at each other for a long time before they suppressed the restless feelings in their hearts.
Su Jingqian slowly withdrew her hand, her eyes wandered between her eyebrows, and after a while, she spoke: "Don't you blame me?" ”
Beiluo Shimen has always practiced the way of benevolence and righteousness, which is somewhat contrary to what he has done. He thought that she would blame him for being ruthless and cold-blooded, and that he would dislike and hate him, but he never thought that he would be able to get her understanding and approval.
"What do you blame?" Lin Wanwan tilted her head, and the corners of her eyes seemed to reveal a hint of playfulness and cunning.
In fact, she didn't understand that he personally uncovered a scar in his heart, that is, he didn't want her to blame herself for what she had said in the past.
His eyebrows moved slightly, and before he could speak, he saw that her eyes suddenly sank, becoming resolute and deep, as if she could penetrate all the fog and see the essence of things.
"Breaking the cocoon becomes a butterfly, Nirvana becomes a phoenix, the maple leaves are frosty, and the plum blossoms are fragrant with snow. The establishment of a new era must be tempered before it can stand; It must go through the fierce melting and casting to be eternal. What's more, this mountain and river are vast, you hold the lamp and guard it, why is there anything wrong? ”
As soon as she finished speaking, she saw that there seemed to be a momentary tremor in his eyes, and every word that overflowed from her lips and teeth was like the cup of hot tea in her hand when she sat by the window on a snowy night. To him, she is not only a person of admiration, but also a bosom friend who can be united with his thoughts and beliefs.
His heart softened for a while, and what was hidden deep in his heart was frantically struggling, trying to break free.
He half-lowered his eyelashes, rolled his Adam's apple unconsciously, and there was a hint of imperceptible tension in his voice, "Then you don't blame me if I didn't say goodbye back then?" ”
This time, when he took the initiative to mention that year, he thought that she was so persistent about the things in the snow mountains back then, and she still needed an explanation after all.
Just when he thought she was going to get to the bottom of it, he heard her sigh faintly and replied: "I did blame you for what happened back then, and I was very angry, but now that many years have passed, you planted the cause, and I have returned the fruit, right?" At least in this game of chess in Nanling, I also gave you a headache so many times, which can be regarded as a flattening, let him pass in the past. ”
If it were in the past, when Su Jinken took the initiative to mention the events of the year, she would definitely get to the bottom of it, but after experiencing some things in the past few days, the scenery in front of her has long been different from before.
Realize that the past is not admonished, and those who know the future can be traced. It's not far away, and I feel that today is but yesterday is not.
She doesn't want to dwell on the past anymore, even if she has regrets, it is also the past; She doesn't want to worry about the success or failure in the future, and the ups and downs of honor and disgrace are just a moment of red dust. She just wants to cherish the moment at the moment, and as long as he is still around, everything is fearless.
After listening to her answer, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and the corners of his lips were pursed with some restraint, and then he slowly raised his eyes to look at her, and the bottom of his eyes seemed to be covered with smoke and rain, but a touch of danxia was smeared at the end of his eyes, which made the peach blossom eyes more and more colorful.
"You...... Nothing you want to ask me? ”
"Didn't Boss Su say that the less I know now, the better it will be for me." She raised her lips and smiled, the light of light dancing on her eyelashes, and a soft color fainted from between her eyebrows, "When Boss Su feels that the time is ripe, he will naturally tell me everything, won't he?" I'll be happy to hear that. ”
The corners of her lips swirled slightly flattened his eyebrows, and he obviously understood.
She was telling him that she believed that all he had hidden from herself was for her own good, and that instead of asking him questions and hearing the insincere answers from him, she would be the listener when he was willing to tell her everything.
It's just that he didn't expect that even though she knew that he was hiding a lot of things from her, she was still willing to trust him.
He looked at her steadily, his gaze deep, and this moment of warmth was the delusion of how many midnight dreams he had dreamed back.
Even though he knew that he shouldn't sink into it, just like the moth greedy for the afterwarmth, the mayfly hugged Pinggen, knowing that this game of chess was a dead game, an unchangeable fate, but he was still willing to be in prison, bent on the fire, and indulged in the warmth in her eyes.
After a long time, a thin layer of mist appeared under his eyes, like a gentle mist, and inside was a strong affection that no matter how bright the sun was, it could not penetrate.
He pursed his lips lightly and asked the same words as back then: "You trust me like that?" ”
"Nature."
She answered without hesitation, just as she did back then. And now, between her eyebrows and eyes, she is no longer as ignorant as before, and now her eyes are firm and bright, like fireworks, bright and bright like spring.
Hearing this, he smiled lightly, and a pool of spring water seemed to be blowing by a breeze, rippling with a trace of ripples, just like the eyebrows and eyes that looked at her under the flowers in the idle garden back then.