"You know how I feel?"

Lu Yu asked her suddenly.

The feeling of liking but not being able to have it, and having to disguise your true emotions every day.

The kind of cowardice that I like this.,Don't dare to go any further and don't want to take half a step back.,Every night I think about it.,Forget it.,It's good to be by her side as a friend.,But when I woke up the next day and saw her.,All the decisions became clouds.。

The feeling of looking forward to the day when the other person can like you.

Shang Yi listened to Lu Yu's words, and he only felt uncomfortable in his heart.

Knowing that the person who has liked him for so long has the same feelings for himself, after that kind of joy, all that remains is sadness.

That feeling of being cautious, hovering back and forth between giving up and persisting every day, if he could, Shang Yi hoped that Lu Yu would never experience it.

Xu was influenced by Lu Yu's profession, and Shang Yi felt that Lu Yu should stand on the stage and shine to his heart's content, instead of becoming a mortal who was distressed by love.

She opened her mouth: "I ......"

She wanted to say something, but her mind was so confused that she couldn't say anything.

Lu Yu smoothed Shang Yu's curled fingers, then inserted his five fingers into her fingers, and then slowly tightened them, clasping her hand.

"I really thought about confessing to you, just block that once, if I win, I can like you openly, and if I lose, I will retreat to my original position and continue to be naïve."

Speaking of this, Lu Yu finally raised his head, his eyes were very dark, so deep that Shang Yi could fall into them if he was not careful.

"On the New Year's Eve of the second year of high school, I sent you a message, I read the weather forecast in advance, it will snow that night, and the snow scene by the Beicheng River is the most beautiful, I want to take you to see it, and then confess to you."

"I think this method is quite earthy, but Fan Jialu said, the most important thing to confess is the atmosphere, you like snow, it was the first snow that day, I thought that if I confessed to you that day, the chances of success would be a little greater, but ......"

"You didn't come."

After making up his mind to confess to Shang Yi, Lu Yu began to discuss with Lu Mingren and Fan Jialu how to confess, after all, this move is not successful.

Although none of the three of them have ever been in love, as the saying goes, three stinkers top one Zhuge Liang, and after muttering for nearly a week, the three of them really came up with a way to confess.

But the most important thing in this is the credit of Fan Jialu, they imagined the plan very beautiful, Fan Jialu even started to invite credit in advance, saying that he must invite him to dinner after success.

Lu Yu was somewhat influenced by him, and he also felt that he could succeed.

But the gap between reality and ideals is that reality will always give you a blow to the head when you are looking forward to the good, telling you to stop being delusional.

Lu Yu remembered that the weather was quite cold that day, and it did snow, and the snow scene by the river was really beautiful, and he thought, if Shang Yi was here, it would definitely be better.

He forgot when he went home that day, the next day was the New Year's Day holiday, and Shang Yi didn't contact him, and he didn't take the initiative to contact Shang Yi.

He was quite glad that Shang Yi didn't go over that night, anyway, the result was the same, she didn't go or refused in disguise, and it left some way for them to retreat between each other.