The interval was a bit long, and Lu Yu didn't ask her anything if she wouldn't be in the future, but squeezed her hand: "Okay." ”

Shang Yi breathed a sigh of relief, and suddenly thought of a question: "Then what will you do if I don't come back?" ”

Lu Yu replied quickly: "I haven't thought about this question. ”

"Nope." Shang Yi didn't give up: "Then you think now." ”

In order to show his dedication to this issue, Shang Yi also pulled his hand out of Lu Yu's pocket: "If you don't say it, don't hold me." ”

Lu Yu found that Shang Yu was now more and more able to spill in front of him, and he was even more able to threaten him, he was originally a master who was not easy to dismiss, but now he was used to it, and he swore not to give up.

He took Shang Yi's hand again and put it in his pocket: "If you don't come back, then I'll wait for you to come back, if you don't come back, I'll keep waiting." ”

"Then you never thought of looking for me?" Shang Yi asked him.

"I've thought about it." Lu Yu turned his head to look at her, and after touching her inquiring eyes, he squinted with a smile, retracted his gaze and continued: "But I don't dare." ”

"Why don't you dare?" She asked again.

"Because I don't know if you want to see me." Lu Yu said easily: "If you don't want to see me, I'll go to you, how rude it is, and if you come uninvited to see you talk about your boyfriend, then I'm not asking for guilt." ”

In fact, Shang Yi's address abroad Lu Yu has always known, and the reason for his continued work has also flown to her place several times, and the most recent one is only ten minutes away from her, and it is still on foot.

But he still didn't go to her, he didn't know why Shang Yi suddenly went abroad and cut off all contact with him when he agreed to go to the same university.

He was just afraid, afraid that Shang Yi didn't want to see him, afraid that Shang Yi would pretend not to know him after seeing him, and even more afraid that he would see her and another boy intimacy at that time, because he was afraid, he simply didn't look at it, out of sight and out of mind, so that he could deceive himself, deceive himself that Shang Yi was not in love, and it was not that he didn't want to see him, but he didn't care about contacting him because he was busy with his studies.

“……”

After Shang Yi listened, her head hung lower, she suddenly felt so guilty, she always thought that she liked Lu Yu for so many years, during which she also witnessed him fall in love with other girls several times, in this long youth crush, she suffered a lot of grievances, even after exchanging hearts with Lu Yu, she still felt that she had been wronged, no matter what the starting point was, in Lu Yu's love history, she was not his first love, but he was her first love.

She agreed to him so easily just based on his confession, and she always felt that she was a little lost, but now, she couldn't tell whether it was her more grievances or Lu Yu's more.

"I want to see you......" Shang Yi muttered quietly, "I missed you too......"

She has typed Lu Yu's phone number on her mobile phone countless times, even if she deleted it, she could already recite that string of numbers backwards, and searched his WeChat countless times, but she didn't make a call, and she didn't add a friend once.

Lu Yu noticed Shang Yu's depressed mood, stopped, hugged her up on the steps to the side, ripped off his mask and dragged her scarf at the same time, when the lips were close to each other, Lu Yu said: "But not necessarily, in the end, I may not be able to help but go to you." ”