19. What about those who say yes and don't send knives?

Time continues to beat back to yesterday.

Hiroshi Furukawa went to the scene of the accident according to the recorded time.

Around 11 p.m.

Sure enough, after this, a plot was triggered.

In the TV, the screen switches, and a middle-aged man with gray hair is standing waiting for the traffic light, but his face is slightly red, and he seems to have drunk a little too much.

This is the father of the male protagonist, Masaharu Yamashita.

[The car approached, and my father's side face reappeared in my sight.] 】

[I haven't seen my father in 7 years. 】

[At this moment, it was as if it was violently struck by fate, and the whole soul trembled. 】

[Although my father is not necessarily a qualified father, and he has rarely been able to get much warmth from him since he was a child, but after losing him, that time was really difficult. 】

[It wasn't until I saw him again, and saw him standing alive in front of me, that I realizedβ€”

Anyway, I still miss him]

Bang!

The car roared by, and at the last moment, the actor flew and pounced on his father.

However, he was hit hard by the car and flew backwards.

The father's face, illuminated by the headlights, was stunned for a moment and finally reacted, and most of the wine woke up, and ran over to take the male protagonist into his arms.

While pressing his hand on the bleeding area, he shouted loudly, "Ambulance! Call an ambulance! ”

[Great, really great. 】

The male protagonist laughs with satisfaction, reaching out to stroke his father's gray sideburns.

Seeing this scene, the corners of Furukawa Hirosza's eyes were slightly wet.

He wiped his cheeks with his hand, and his heart was so uncomfortable that he was dying.

Hiroshi Furukawa missed his father.

Seriously, if there is such a chance in the world to go back to the past and start over again, he is also willing to exchange himself for his father's life like the male protagonist.

At this moment, when the male protagonist was dying, the previous memories flashed like a marquee.

When he was a child, his father took him to play golf, and he also carried him to ski, play football, and ......

These scenes flashed one by one.

White light.

[No matter how many injuries I suffered, the next day as time jumps, I will still look like I am recovering.]

No, to be precise, it's the way I was yesterday.

If I had a cold yesterday, I'm still in a cold.

Time is like a traction line, pulling me forward and moving forward. 】

The next day, the characters in the scene also changed.

When Hirozawa Furukawa manipulated the male protagonist to return home, Masaharu Yamashita had also come back to life.

To be precise, this was the day before the accident.

So of course the father is still alive.

It's justβ€”

When this father saw Yamashita give birth, his eyes were full of fear and coldness, and perhaps there was a trace of regret in them.

As soon as they got home, the two of them quarreled over some trivial matter.

["Please drink less in the future."] "When I saw him, I couldn't help but think of the car accident tomorrow.

But more, dead memories come back to life.

I just remembered-

It turns out what his father was like before the car accident. 】

The father of the male protagonist Yamashita was an alcoholic, and he was short-tempered, and often quarreled with the male protagonist because of some trivial things, and the two even had a sabre-rattling at one point.

However, it is often the male protagonist who is beaten unilaterally, and after he gets angry, his father will be extremely annoyed and regretful, but he insists on not apologizing, and will only walk on the street alone.

Seeing such a father, Furukawa Hirosawa was angry.

If it weren't for the game, he would have really wanted to beat him up.

Do you know?

Your son saved your life.

It's justβ€”

Those things happened in the future, and it was impossible for my father to have such a memory.

[When did my father, my missing father, my loving father, become an alcoholic, short-tempered man? 】

[Probably when my mother died, right?] 】

Yamashita said, looking at the photo on the table.

In the photo, it is a photo of Yamashita and his parents when he was a child, and the family looks very happy.

From the clues sorted out, Hiroshi Furukawa learned -

Yamashita had a very warm family when he was a child, his father worked hard outside, and he was very protective of his mother and him, often buying him toys or something, and taking him to the playground to play.

However, one day, my mother got cancer and became ill.

All the family's savings were used to treat her, but it didn't last long.

In less than half a year, my mother died.

Since the death of his mother, his father has changed as a person, drinking heavily all day long, becoming extremely depressed, and he has not cared much about other things except paying tuition for the male protagonist.

Only when the male protagonist is rebellious and causes trouble in school will he be called by his father and beaten severely.

In such a situation, the relationship between father and son is extremely cold.

……

Time beats, and the male protagonist slowly becomes younger.

Going back to the past day by day like this, it is like going retrograde in the long river of time, and the actor falls into an incomparable melancholy.

What is the meaning? 】

[I suddenly became confused. 】

[If this world, everything I have experienced, will be reversed and jumped to the past because of time, then what is the meaning of what I do every day?

After all, what we do now affects the future, not the past.

But my future is in yesterday.

As a result, my life has lost the greatest meaning of life.

Because every yesterday is a reality that I have ever experienced. 】

……

Playing this, Hirozer Furukawa's mood is terrible, just like the male protagonist in the game.

The game design of P Club is really love-hate at the same time.

You're not just watching the whole story as a spectator, you're actually participating in it, and time goes back, but the experience is repetitive, and it's a little frustrating.

In such a situation, corresponding to the words of the male protagonist, Furukawa Hirosawa can deeply understand such a desperate mood.

Suppose your future, every day is fixed, you already know the answer.

Everything you do won't change tomorrow, so you're going to go crazy, right?

At first, Furukawa Hirozawa thought that time retrograde was quite good, and he could spend all his time drinking and stealing other people's little secrets to do something, but now, he doesn't think so at all.

If this continues, people will be tortured to the point of madness, right?

……

In this state of despair and discomfort, the whole world changed.

The male protagonist meets the female protagonist.

Yamashita meets Aizuki Tanigawa.

At first, I didn't notice anything unusual, but after a few encounters, Hiroshi Furukawa found that-

This girl named Tanigawa Aizuki can actually keep the memory of tomorrow

To be precise, if you experience an incident with Tanigawa Aiyue today, this incident does not belong to the real timeline, but a memory that only retrograde people can exist, and it should be erased after the time jump.

But Aizuki Tanigawa still remembers.

When the two of them realized this, they began to run in each other's direction desperately.

The setting sun stains the sea and the beach red.

Two black shadows ran wildly on it, then fell, and continued to get up and run towards each other.

As the BGM behind sounded, Furukawa Ozawa was excited in his heart.

In the midst of stumbling, the male and female protagonists finally came together.

The two men stood on the beach, looking at each other as if they were seeing themselves.

He pursed his lips and smiled, but the tears couldn't stop flowing.

"Huh? You actually ......" The actor tried to restrain himself, but his chest rose and fell.

"You actually ......" The heroine clutched the hem of her skirt tightly with her right hand, looking at each other tenderly.

"I thought I was the only ...... in this world"

"Me ...... too"

"Great, I am not alone in this world."

"Me ...... too"

Then, the two stepped on the sand and embraced.

At this moment, the male protagonist cried like a child.

Hirosawa Furukawa's eyes were filled with tears, and he was deeply moved by this scene.

If it is said that in Pokeni's "Mermaid Heart", the encounter between the hero and heroine is the meeting of two isolated islands of human beings.

Then at this moment, the encounter between the male protagonist Yamashita and Furukawa Aizuki is like half of heaven, and when they meet the other half, the whole life becomes complete.

Cry with joy.

Furukawa Hirosawa muttered.

It was the first time he had experienced such a complex state of mind.

……

"It's agreed that we'll meet here every day from now on."

"Okay." The heroine smiled happily with tears in her eyes.

At this moment, Hiroshi Furukawa in front of the screen also laughed.

Damn, P Society is too sensational, right?

It's a really amazing feeling.

If there is not so much foreshadowing before, if you can deeply feel the sense of loneliness and despair in the reverse flow of time, then the encounter in this scene will definitely be greatly reduced emotionally.

If, like other galgames, the hero and heroine interact and fall in love at the beginning, then there will be no shock at the moment.

It is precisely because of the period of boredom designed in the game that you can deeply feel the despair, and at this time you can look up with matches to light up the night sky.

The small flame that burns, although faint, warms people's hearts.

In the vast universe, because of you, you are not alone.

Furukawa Hirosawa couldn't help but feel wet inside.

……

The next plot unfolds is really sweet and funny.

The actor returns to the day when he first confessed to his current cuckold girlfriend.

Already knowing the future direction, he chose not to confess.

On the contrary, because [girlfriend] couldn't hold back and asked the male protagonist to meet after school, he took the initiative to confess.

"Hmph, I have Tanigawa Aizuki, will I still want you, slut!"

Hiroshi Furukawa pressed the button hard and chose [Reject]

I don't know why, when the male protagonist rejected this cuckold girl fiercely, Furukawa Hirosawa had an indescribable sense of pleasure in his heart.

After [returning] to be single again, the hero and heroine naturally came together.

Although it is retrograde in the long river of time, there is someone to talk to and look forward to every day, and the two of them share the joys, sorrows and sorrows of each day.

Then gradually close the distance between each other.

"I remember tomorrow there was a really beautiful fireworks display."

"Well, let's go and see." The actor said with a smile.

……

The fireworks that bloom in the air one by one are very beautiful.

The colorful colors color the whole sky colorful, and the light slowly falls from the sky like a waterfall, illuminating the faces of the heroes and heroines extremely beautifully.

"Love Moon." The actor called.

"Huh?" The heroine turned around.

"I like you!" The actor mustered up the courage to shout.

The heroine nodded and responded with a smile, "Hmm." Me too. ”

In such a romantic atmosphere, the hero and heroine kissed together.

……

Yes......

It's so sweet.

Hirosawa Furukawa couldn't help but let out a sigh.

Sure enough, falling in love makes people happy.

But when I looked up at the window, in the silence, I could catch a glimpse of the little couple holding hands and strolling down the street.

Furukawa Hirosawa frowned, completely unable to imagine what it would be like to fall in love with a girl.

Ah, it's better to fall in love in the middle of a game.

However, seeing this, Furukawa Hirosawa only felt that his nose was a little sour.

Damn,In real life, I have to be abused by other couples.,How come I should be the male protagonist in the game.,But now I feel abused by a game couple?

Furukawa shook his head, discarding this heretical idea.

……

The game continues.

To put it simply, when the male protagonist confessed successfully, the two lived a life without shame.

The sweet and greasy in the small days is like soaking in a honey tank.

But time is still passing fast.

Walk in the established direction.

From the high school of the two people, all the way to the junior high school, the bodies of the two people gradually became smaller and smaller.

I don't see many adults anymore.

This year, the actor was 10 years old.

The heroine is 6 years old.

It was still by the beach, where they agreed to meet.

The two of them sat on the ground, looking at the sea in the distance, and Aizuki Tanigawa held Yamashita's hand, her fingertips trembling slightly.

["Sheng, I'm so scared, if I continue like this as time passes, will I die? ”】

When the heroine asked this sentence, Hirosawa Furukawa's heart jumped for no reason.

He suddenly realized the gravity of the problem.

I said, how could Pokeni be so kind, and he was waiting for me here for a long time.

If time goes on going backwards, the age of the hero and heroine will definitely get younger and younger, but-

What happens if you go all the way back to the day you were born?

Furukawa Hirosawa didn't dare to think about it.

In that case, it's both life and death, right?

Because when jumping to the day before you were born, you already exist only in your mother's womb.

In another 10 months, it may just not exist.

What is the difference between not existing, and perishing, and dying?

At this moment, Hiroshi Furukawa suddenly understood what Pokeni's script planner Xuan Xubuchi meant, "There is only new life, no death", meant.

Damn, didn't you say you wouldn't go under the knife?

"No, it won't. ”

I said no, but it was just my strong desire.

I really want to comfort Aiyue, but at the same time, I want to comfort myself more often.

I'm scared.

More scared than Aiyue.

It wasn't my death that scared.

Rather, lose her. 】

……

[I'm really scared, scared to the extreme]

[This year's Aiyue is only 6 years old, and if time keeps going back, then she only has 6 years. 】

"I figured it out." The heroine shouted.

In the morning sun, the beach is dyed bright red, and it is cruel to say, the rising sun should be the most energetic time, but in the eyes of Furukawa Hirozer, it is almost like a death bell.

"If that's the case, for me, who has little time, it's the greatest joy to be able to enjoy every day with you." Aizuki Tanigawa smiled.

Smiling and crying.

The male protagonist walked over with his feet and held the heroine in his arms.

At this moment, both of them were already in tears.

……

Yes......

What to do, I don't dare to play anymore.

Furukawa Hiroze held the handle and didn't dare to play anymore.

This is the first time I've encountered such a game, and it's clearly telling you that the next plot will be very abusive.

And then the choice is in your hands.

What a cruel and mad thing this must be, bastard!

Furuhara Tsubaki and Void Abyss Gen are simply two demons.

It's so not personal!

Ahh

Hirosawa Furukawa stared at the TV for a while, thinking-

If time stays here and doesn't go on, then it's a good ending, right?

……

Furukawa Hirosawa instinctively wanted to climb back to sleep, but he couldn't let go of it in his heart.

So I crawled back again, wanting to take a hard look at what the final outcome was.

Time keeps ticking.

It was raining heavily on this day.

The actor wakes up and finds himself lying on a hospital bed.

This year's actor is only 9 years old.

He rubbed his eyes, surrounded by white walls.

When the whole vision changes from blur to clear, a woman lying on a hospital bed appears in the picture.

The woman's lips were white, and she watched the male protagonist wake up and smile with a smile.

She reached out and rubbed the back of the hero's head.

……

[The gentle touch that I haven't seen for a long time rubs the back of my head.]

It's been a long, long time since I've experienced it.

Butβ€”when these hands, rough and thin, were placed on the back of my head, tears could not stop flowing.

"Ah...... This is...... It's ......"

The male protagonist raised his head, looked at the woman with teary eyes, and held her hands in the palms of his hands.

The light poured in, making the woman's appearance holy and pure.

Because.

It's Mommy's hand.

My mom passed away from cancer when I was 9 years old.

I've long forgotten the taste of my mother.

But at this moment, I thought about it all.

Mom, how much I miss you.

"Mom...... Mom......"

He only screamed, and his throat choked so that he couldn't speak. 】

……

At this time, Furukawa Hirosawa was already in tears.

……

(End of chapter)