155. Please don't leave me

After hearing about Nalai's eyes.

Moriyama wasabi was very puzzled, "So how does she usually live?" ”

As if she felt that she was asking a question, she said in a different way, "I mean, if Narai sees the world differently than we do, how can she recognize things and at the same time identify Daddy, me and others?" ”

"Smell and sound." Natsuki Miyazaki said, "Narai can recognize people by their voices and the smell of their bodies. ”

"But sometimes she can see and identify the world through her own eyes."

Natsuki Miyazaki added, "It's not what we know, but maybe Narai has her own set of rules, and she can understand things through this set of rules."

Although sometimes there is confusion. ”

"I see."

Moriyama nodded.

Then the next second, he suddenly raised his head as if he had suddenly realized.

"Ah...... No wonder, she called me a goblin. ”

"Is it because I look like a fairy in her eyes?"

Natsuki Miyazaki scratched his head and smiled embarrassedly, "That's probably the case." ”

Moriyama nodded, but immediately new doubts arose.

"Huh? But are the goblins she knows the same thing as we say? ”

……

To this end, Mr. Moriyama conducted some experiments on Narai.

First, he placed a bunch of prepared pictures in front of Nalai for her to identify.

The images are all of angels with wide white wings, but the background color and composition are different.

In such a situation, it is surprising that Miyazaki Narai was able to say the word angel.

So Mori wasabi changed another set of pictures, this time the composition was more complicated, and the angel would be mixed with other main things.

For example, an angel is sitting on the hood of a car, an angel is flying in the sky, an angel is hugging another human, and an angel is riding a horse......

This time, Miyazaki Narai couldn't fully identify the angel from it.

But she can single out the image of wings.

"It's really amazing." Moriyama wasabi couldn't help but sigh.

In other words, Nalai has her own set of criteria for discernment.

And the world in Nalai's eyes is more complicated than she imagined.

In order to further explore the world through Nalai's eyes, Moriyama Wasabi also taught her to paint for a period of time in the future.

The daily kindergarten class, plus swimming, and a painting class at this time, is actually quite hard.

So more often than not, Moriyama wasabi taught Miyazaki Narai to paint at Miyazaki's house after cooking dinner for them in the evening.

"This is the world as we see it."

Moriyama Wasabi puts a photo in front of Natsuki Miyazaki with a landscape photo on it.

Then put on a computerized photograph that has been mosaiced and becomes messy.

The same photograph was used, but it was processed to express the world through the eyes of Moriyama-sensei in Miyazaki Narai's eyes.

"This is the world through Nalai's eyes."

"But if Narai's cognitive system is stable and there are clear standards.

The brushes she uses are from our world, and if she paints them through what she sees in her eyes, it should be close to what our world looks like. ”

"Huh?" Natsuki Miyazaki was stunned for a moment.

"Hmm...... How can you explain it? Moriyama Wasabi thought for a moment and said, "You see, Narai is like a compiler, the brain automatically translates our world language, he doesn't know the difference between the two, and then when she outputs, although in her own language, but at the same time it is compiled.

After this compilation, what we got was something from our world. ”

Looking at Natsuki Miyazaki's confused look, Moriyama wasabi couldn't help but fall into despair.

"The paintings she paints, no matter what the process is, if they are real enough, should be able to reflect the real world, because only in her eyes is it unified, right?"

"A dog is a cat in Nalai's eyes, so she can only match her perception by drawing this thing in the form of a cat.

But when she draws it like it enough, the cat actually becomes a dog in our world. ”

"If you explain it mathematically, if you have a negative or a positive one, she should be able to draw something that is accurate and in line with our cognition."

Natsuki Miyazaki shook his head, still unable to understand.

Moriyama is full of black lines.

But I don't expect him to understand, and you'll understand when Nalai draws it.

……

However, the next plot did not develop according to Moriyamasabi's imagination.

Because Miyazaki Narai drew something very different.

When he saw the picture drawn by Xiao Nalai with gouache, Moriyama wasabi was stunned.

She stood in front of Narai's painting for a long time, and when Natsuki Miyazaki called her name out loud, Moriyama-sensei turned around as if she had just woken up from a dream.

Miyazaki leaned over and saw that Nalai was scribbling a chaotic array of colors.

It looked like the paint had been knocked over, except that every place had been carefully carved by Nalai.

If you look closely, it will be confusing, but if you glance at it casually, you will be shocked.

What kind of eerie experience is this?

"Narai is a genius...... "Moriyama-sensei muttered to himself.

"Can you imagine that this is almost a Van Gogh-level painting, using color to such an extent, although you don't know what she paints, but you can see the vitality in Nalai's paintings."

……

Furukawa Hirosawa took a closer look at Narai's painting and said it was really confusing.

However, just like Natsuki Miyazaki commented in the game, if you don't look at it coldly, you will actually feel that there is a special beauty.

It's breathtakingly beautiful.

This is probably the work that a master like Miyazaki can draw, right?

I have to say that Miyazaki has invested too much in this game, and after making these paintings, he can use them to open an exhibition.

"But then my assumptions are completely wrong." Mr. Moriyama was a little frustrated.

Yes, in this painting, you can't even imagine what Miyazaki Narai originally wanted to paint, not a single line of resemblance, let alone her ability to realistically draw something that is in line with people's perception.

In other words, Miyazaki Narai's cognitive system is a chaotic system, whether it is discerning or compiling, it is actually changing.

Or maybe she has her own standards, but they don't know what they are.

However, to say the least, Nalai's set of standards is complex and changeable.

……

If the coordinate system can be established, it will probably be able to guide Narai to live a normal life.

According to Moriyamasabi's idea, even if what you see is different from everyone, then it will be different.

Patients with color blindness can live well if they do not find out that they are color blind, even if they have a different cognitive system, as long as you can be self-consistent, there is no problem at all.

Can ...... now

When he saw the results, Moriyama's confidence was somewhat shattered.

But she looked at the male protagonist for the first time, and reached out to hug him.

Natsuki Miyazaki froze in place, not understanding Moriyama-sensei's behavior.

Moriyama wasabi couldn't stop crying, tears fell on Natsuki Miyazaki's clothes, and then he put his arms around his neck while touching the back of his head with his hands.

It's like a mother.

"It must be difficult to carry Nalai like this, right?"

Moriyama wasabi said it again.

This time, however, I felt much better than before.

"Thank you for holding on until now, it must have been tough, right?"

"Uh-huh, uh-huh......"

Natsuki Miyazaki trembled all over, and reached out to slowly hug each other.

At the same time, the monologue of the male protagonist on the TV set sounded again:

"It's the first time I've felt warmth like never before."

"Even in the middle of winter, the whole body becomes hot."

"Moriyama-sensei is a very delicate woman, and she can feel what is hidden in the hearts of Nalai and me."

"It was at this moment that I instinctively hugged Mr. Moriyama tightly, like a person who was about to drown, desperately grasping for the last straw."

"Is there the happiness we want here?"

……

Miyazaki's paintings quickly became famous in the town, and even attracted many bigwigs in the painting world.

After seeing the child's paintings, they all gave high praise without exception.

"It's a genius girl."

"How did she come up with such brilliant colors?"

Seeing this, Furukawa Hirosawa couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth.

Ahh

This is simply like Miyazaki borrowing the characters in the game to boast about himself, and it is too shameless.

But I have to admit that -

Miyazaki does have such qualifications.

Although Furukawa said that he did not know how to paint, he could still feel the so-called vitality in Narai's paintings.

It's hard to imagine the state of mind in which Miyazaki completed these games.

"Well, Narai will become a very rich painter in the future," Moriyama smiled happily, "just like Picasso." ”

"Huh? Are you sure? ”

Natsuki Miyazaki was a little happy and a little disappointed, but he still nodded and smiled and said, "Well, that's good." That's fine. ”

"So...... Even if I'm not by her side in the future, Nalai will be able to support herself well, right? ”

"Huh?"

Hearing his words, Moriyama Wasabi turned his head in some surprise.

At the same time, Hirosawa Furukawa outside the screen also chuckled in his heart.

Just when Moriyama wasabi turned around, the image of Moriyama-sensei on the screen suddenly became blurred.

The male protagonist clutched his chest and vomited violently.

In the blurred vision, Moriyama Wasabi nervously held Natsuki Miyazaki's hand and asked repeatedly, "Miyazaki-sensei, what's wrong with you?" ”

The next second, the entire screen was black.

……

Nani?!

What's going on?

Furukawa Hirosawa had a very ominous premonition in his heart.

It was obviously peaceful just now, although Xiao Nalai's eyes were flawed, but she was also a blessing in disguise, and she got extraordinary talents, and in such a situation, everything should be better.

But the next plot can be described as a rampage.

When the actor woke up again, he was already in the hospital.

And next to him was the extremely nervous Moriyama Wasabi.

It turns out that the male protagonist has been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer not long ago, which is a terrible disease that is almost incurable.

After the diagnosis, the doctor told him that the survival rate of pancreatic cancer is extremely low, and the time from onset to death is very short, ranging from a few months to three or five years.

But basically it doesn't last for 5 years.

It was under such circumstances that Natsuki Miyazaki brought his daughter to the town of Light Feather.

His last wish in life is to find a place where he can entrust his daughter.

Live in a city where people can be treated well.

……

Yes~

How can it be repaired!

Playing here, Furukawa Hirosawa couldn't hold it back.

Ancient thief, I'm going to kill you!

Why, why do you want to go under the knife when everything is at its best?

Can't you let the male protagonist and Nalai live well?

Good guys.,In the last work, the wife and children of the male protagonist were stabbed.,It's finally the male owner's turn in this work, right?

Ancient thief, you are really ruthless!

……

Although the actor is suffering from cancer, he is still optimistic and strong, and full of infinite energy and strength.

This time he vomited again and fainted with a fever, and Natsuki Miyazaki really realized that his time was short.

So he made the decision to find a good home for half a year earlier.

Several heroines were also involved in the operation.

The next part of the plot, although the whole tone is sad, but Ma Zhijun is describing it in a positive and optimistic way.

When looking for a new family and parents, there were a lot of funny things.

Especially [Da Vinci] Kawashima Sakura, an idiot, acted as everyone's pistachio throughout the whole process, providing a lot of jokes.

Hiroshi Furukawa almost finished this plot while crying and laughing.

……

After some screening, Natsuki Miyazaki finally identified a new family candidate for Narai.

The other party is a pair of very famous painters, and they are not short of money, but they are in their 40s but have no children.

The couple loved Nalai and also admired her talent.

After learning that Miyazaki Narai's eyes were different from ordinary people, the painter and his wife said that they would do everything they could to protect Narai, not to let her be discriminated against, and not to let her be wronged in the slightest.

However, at night, Nalai lost her temper and locked herself in her room alone and ignored Natsuki Miyazaki.

"Nalai,"

Natsuki Miyazaki opened the door and saw the child sitting on the floor with his back to him in a bulging voice, and he couldn't help but feel a little guilty in his heart.

"Mr. and Mrs. Xinfang are very good people, you are very talented in painting, if you can be with them, maybe you will have greater achievements in the future."

Miyazaki choked up in his throat, but he never dared to tell his daughter that he had cancer and that his days were numbered.

Who knew that at this time, Miyazaki Narai came from the room and replied coldly:

"Don't."

"Narai ......" Natsuki Miyazaki opened his mouth, but found that he couldn't make any sound.

[I am the one who longs to live with you forever from the bottom of my heart]

[But]

[But ......]

In the sight of the male protagonist, the light in the room dimmed for a while, and only Nalai gradually became clear.

And in this environment, Narai is getting farther and farther away, as if he is about to disappear from his world in the next second.

"What about cancer?"

Just then, Nalai spoke.

"Huh?"

Natsuki Miyazaki was stunned for a moment, he didn't quite understand how Narai knew.

"What about cancer?"

Miyazaki turned around, and by this time the 6-year-old was already in tears.

In the next second, she suddenly pounced, threw herself into Natsuki Miyazaki's arms and hugged him tightly.

"Daddy, don't leave me."

"Don't leave me, okay?"

……

Woowoo......

At this time, Hirosawa Furukawa, who was outside the TV, couldn't help crying into a tearful man.

……

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