When Shu Yao heard this, his heart tightened. He's going to say kiss, he's going to have his own wife, and then he'll forget about her completely, right? Just thinking about it, I felt that my heart hurt and I couldn't stand it, my nose was sore, and my eyes became moist, but fortunately, it was night, the lights had been turned off, and Shu Ya couldn't see her.

She tried to keep herself calm, coughed lightly, adjusted her voice and said:

"Can the old lady tell me which girl she is optimistic about?"

Shu Ya said:

"It's the fifth lady of Zhongweibo's house, the one who gave you the praise today. You have also seen it, this fifth lady is also outstanding, although she is a little too tall, but Uncle Nine is a tall man, if you stand together, you will be a good match. The most important thing is that I heard the old lady say that the fifth lady has a gentle temperament, knows books and etiquette, and learned from Mrs. Zhongweibo as a housekeeper early on, if she can succeed, she can take care of the affairs of the East Mansion as soon as she enters the mansion, and it can be regarded as a little burden on the ninth uncle, and she is a good material for virtuous helpers. The old lady has long been optimistic about Miss Five, and a few days ago she met Mrs. Zhongweibo and probed the other party's tone, but it was rare that the other party did not think that Uncle Nine was terrible, and promised to let Miss Fifth and Uncle Nine get along first. ”

Shu Yao listened to it and felt that the sentences were harsh, the object of his blind date was so good, and he won the love of his mother-in-law before he entered the door, and he would definitely be able to get his blue eyes. According to Mrs. Yu's anxious appearance now, it won't be long before he finishes the three books and six ceremonies, and he will start his new life without her......

The more she thought about it, her heart seemed to be densely pierced by ten thousand silver needles, and her whole body shrank into a ball of pain, and the tears in the corners of her eyes were gurgling, and she couldn't wipe them all. She didn't dare to let Shu Ya find anything unusual about her, so she only pretended to be lacking in interest and said:

"I'm a little tired and sleepy today, let's sleep."

Shu Ya didn't doubt him, and felt that the time was not early, so she stopped talking.

After a while, Shu Yao heard an even shallow breath beside him, and knew that Shu Ya had fallen asleep. She rolled over, curled herself up in a ball, clasped her arms tightly in her hands, buried her head in the crook of her elbow, and let the tears run freely. The sadness spread from the bottom of her heart to her whole body, making her whole body tremble.

If so, why know Him? Why meet him? She remembered the first time she saw him, and if she had always been so afraid of him, maybe she wouldn't have come to this point! But, but ...... My heart hurts so much, I can't go back to the beginning! Later, when she returned to Yongzhou, he stayed in Jingshi, and she had to comb herself at home, so that he could continue his normal life......

This is the best, no one destroys the ethics of Gangchang, will not make my sister unable to deal with herself, and no one will be unfavorable to him in the court because of this - how much more officials pay attention to the official reputation, her father is an official of the court, and she naturally understands such behavior. He will not be questioned in court, he will not be pointed at behind his back, he has a brilliant future, and he must not be ruined because of her.

She enlightened herself sentence by sentence, and every sentence stabbed her in the heart. She can understand the truth, but the pain in her heart can't deceive herself. Tears wet the bedclothes, and through the bedclothes, the whole arm was wet, even she herself couldn't figure it out, how could there be so many tears, could she have shed all the tears of her life in these days?

It doesn't matter if it's gone, it's a good thing if you can stop your heart in the future and stop hurting like this......