"My grandfather said that a person must be self-disciplined, no matter whether anyone cares about you or not, whether anyone knows your mistakes, as long as you are aware of it, you must correct yourself, and the punishment of self is a good way of self-reflection."

This is an important reason why Su Nan has been sober and self-controlled for so many years.

She can control herself.

Song Tingchuan finally understood why Su Nan refused to treat the wound in the first place, even if he forced her door.

This idiot is just dragging his injuries and trying to punish himself.

"Introspection: You introspect yourself by masochism"

Song Tingchuan roared a little irritably, ignoring the eyes cast by Su Yi in the driver's seat in front of him, and only looked at Su Nan deeply

"Is right and wrong really that important to you, but in this world, there are many things, and there is no clear definition of right and wrong"

Life is not a math problem, there is only one standard answer, either right or wrong.

This world has never been black and white, no one is a good person through and through, and no one is a bad person through and through, Su Nan's idea, Song Tingchuan can't agree with it.

There is no clear definition of right and wrong

Su Nan was in a trance for a moment.

Song Tingchuan's words reminded her of the woman who drank dichlorvos in order to resist law enforcement during her tenure as a chengguan.

She had long realized that there were many things in this world that could not be simply ticked and crossed, but she was used to being alert in this way.

"I know."

When Su Nan answered Song Tingchuan, he tilted his head and looked out the window, half of his face was hidden in the dark, Song Tingchuan couldn't see the expression on her face clearly, and could only hear the calm and indifferent in her voice.

"I never wanted to measure the world by right or wrong, I just used it to measure myself."

"Just as if I tell a white lie, then the lie itself is wrong, and I can't excuse myself just because it is well-intentioned. In this world, there is not only one way to solve the problem, and when I choose to solve it with lies, it must be that I have not thought of any other way, and I not only have to pay for my lying behavior, but also apologize for my incompetence. ”

Song Tingchuan was dumbfounded, and suddenly felt that Su Nan in front of him was a madman.

A madman who doesn't have seven emotions and six desires.

She is like a machine, stubbornly existing in accordance with the rules set by the system, cold and unforgiving.

After being quiet for a while, Song Tingchuan asked her

"So this time, you're kneeling because you're fighting."

Su Nan nodded without hesitation: "Hmm." ”

"Even if it's a fight to save someone"

Su Nan turned his head to look at him

"If it weren't for the fight to save people, I would have been on my knees longer."

Grandpa Su's rule is that if you realize that you are wrong, then you will kneel by yourself, and kneel until you reflect clearly, and the length of time is set by yourself, anyway, you can make sure that you don't do it again next time.

Let's take an analogy.

If Su Nan told a lie, she would kneel for at least half an hour, and if Su Nan told a white lie, she would probably kneel for fifteen minutes.

"But the other party's injury was an accident, and you were injured because of it, isn't that enough?"

Su Nan leaned back on the seat again tiredly, closed his eyes slightly, but still said

"It's not just because of these problems."

"Hmm"

"I remember you once asked me, you said that you were swearing outside the school, why should I remember you, I answered you at the time, because you are a member of the school, so the same is true today."