Su Nan's brain is particularly messy.

Unprecedented chaos.

She kept repeating Song Tingchuan's sentence in her mind-

[Su Nan, ask yourself, in your heart, are Cheng Siyu and I really the same?! 】

And what appeared in her mind together with this sentence was the bits and pieces of her past with Song Tingchuan.

Song Tingchuan's laughter, Song Tingchuan's anger, Song Tingchuan's gentleness, Song Tingchuan's bad ......

They volunteered together, prepared for the festival together, discussed problems together, sang together, ate barbecue together, cooked together, and took photos together......

All of them were finally frozen tonight, and Song Tingchuan looked at her last, with a hurt look in his crazy eyes.

Is it really the same for him as it is for Siyu?

If it's really the same, when I first arrived at Jingcheng and found that I wasn't in the same class as him, why did I feel relieved?

If it's really the same, why sometimes she just feels funny and helpless when Siyu loses her temper, but when he loses her temper, she is at a loss and flustered?

If it was really the same, why did she tell Siyu about her own wishes, but she turned a blind eye to his side knocks several times?

She hadn't thought about these questions before.

She just relied on her instincts, followed her heart, and subconsciously did it.

Now that they have all been turned out, they have gradually become clear in my mind, and I have found that in fact, many things have changed a long time ago.

It turns out that she has been deceiving herself all along.

Especially today, in the face of Zheng Junming's confession, she can politely refuse without changing her face, but what about Song Tingchuan's confession?

She couldn't say no, but she was too scared to respond.

She knew exactly how she felt at the time.

Overwhelmed, flustered, subconsciously resisting, and......

Uncontrolled heartbeat.

More and more thoughts were churning in her mind, but there was a voice, but it was incomparably clear.

[Su Nan, what are you running away from?! 】

What is she running away from?

Su Nan rolled over and slowly closed his eyes.

But even if it is closed, it is not dark in front of you.

Scene after scene in my head, like a slideshow is playing.

……

Bai Bi took her in his arms and looked at the man with resentful eyes:

[Su Heyuan, you have to be so cruel to our mother and daughter?! 】

When Bai Bi left, he kissed her gently on the cheek, but spit out cruel words to her word by word:

[Boy, you have to remember that your mother loves you, but your mother loves herself more. 】

Su Heyuan remarried, took Aunt Jiang's hand and returned to the old house, and introduced them to them:

[Her name is Jiang Wan, Wan'er, this is my mother, this is my mother's granddaughter, Su Nan. 】

Bai Bi came back, she was finally no longer afraid of Su Heyuan, and finally had the confidence to appear in front of her again, but at the same time she held the hand of a strange man and said to her:

[Man, I'm back, this is your Uncle Shen. 】

Grandpa was seriously ill and knew that he couldn't survive it, so he took his grandmother's hand and apologized bitterly:

[Rong'er, I still failed you after all, I'm leaving, you take care of yourself in the future. 】

Before dying, grandpa dispersed everyone, but she was left, he was in tears, and his eyes were already cloudy, but he still insisted on leaving his last words in this world:

[No regrets in this life as a teacher, no peach forest in the next life]

……

Su Nan, what are you running away from?

Su Nan was lying on her side, but a drop of unknown liquid stained the pillow towel under her head.