Especially later, he met Su Nan's mother.

That lady, beautiful, dignified, elegant, and unattainable, although she did not say a word to him, her gestures made him feel inferior when she saw it.

So he left without hesitation at that time.

People know themselves, he knows that he is not the material for reading, after all, he was still young at that time, and he had the dream of working hard in the early society and returning to his hometown.

Maybe when he is successful in the future, he can come back and marry her.

But when I really went out of society, I realized how cruel this society was.

With no diploma and no background, many of the jobs he does are dirty and tiring, and he is poorly paid.

Sometimes looking at himself in the dark mirror, he couldn't believe that person was Zhan Hai.

All his dreams were shattered in despair day after day.

Later, if he hadn't happened to be met by her when he returned to Yunshi, he probably wouldn't have had the courage to take the initiative to find her.

Zhan Hai looked down at Han Bin on the hospital bed, and spit out a sentence in a calm voice

"Brother Bin, there is a pain in this world that makes you lose your qualification to compete with her from the very beginning."

Don't say anything, no family background, no background, you can make up for it on your own.

In the fairy tale, the story of the ugly duckling turning into a white swan and turning the tables against the wind has inspired many people.

But no one ever thought that the reason why the ugly duckling could become a white swan was because they were originally white swans.

And what about them

They are ugly ducklings, and they simply don't have what it takes to make themselves better.

Do you think Zhan Hai hasn't worked hard?

At the beginning, Su Nan wanted to help him improve his grades, but he didn't know how long he had been trying hard, but if he didn't work, he wouldn't work.

After entering the society, there was a realization, which was deeply rooted in Zhan Hai's mind

Most of the counterattacks in this world are accumulated and can counterattack, and those who can counterattack are never people who do not need counterattacks.

Han Bin closed his eyes when he heard this, and put his arm on his eye.

"I see."

In fact, I always knew it, but the dream was too beautiful and I didn't want to wake up.

Zhan Hai nodded his head

"Then you have a good rest, I'll go back and find a time to see her, she should be very sad that you suddenly broke off her relationship."

When Zhan Hai remembered what he saw, Su Nan's eyes were slightly red at that time, and he thought it was his own illusion, but it turned out that it was not.

"Ah Hai."

Han Bin suddenly spoke.

"Hmmm, what"

"Won't it hurt if you stay with her like this?"

Day after day, I see people at the end of the world, and every time I see it, it's torture, won't it hurt?

Zhan Hai smiled, tilted his head sideways, and didn't know where his gaze fell, and said lightly

"Because if I'm gone, she'll be in pain."

He stayed with her as a friend, and she attached an unusual importance to friendship.

Whatever the reason for him to leave, she would have a hard time.

So what can he do?

Especially when they met, between the lines, Zhan Hai could hear Su Nan's joy at reuniting after a long absence, as well as his nostalgia for the events of the year.

She hadn't forgotten him, he was happy, but more than that, he blamed himself for not saying goodbye to make her sad for so many years.

He couldn't let her hurt a second time.

Han Bin stiffened, "Then me"

"Brother Bin."

Zhan Hai interrupted him, "Everyone has their own choice, it's not that I am great if I stay by her side, how selfish you are if you choose to leave." I stayed because I could tolerate the pain, and I could hide my feelings well, but you can't. ”

"I can see your feelings, she is not stupid, sooner or later she will find out the clues, if she is not in love, forget it, but she is now a person with a boyfriend, you will make her distressed, not to mention that you and Song Tingchuan do not share the sky, don't force yourself."