Chapter 370: I like it, but I don't want to get close
Cheng Yiqiao's expression changed, looking at the well-behaved girl who was asleep in the car, the corners of his lips hooked, revealing an indifferent smile: "Okay, I will definitely come then." ”
Shen Heng drove Tang Xing away.
Cheng Yiqiao stood in place and didn't move his position for a long time.
He didn't go home and took a taxi to Glow Color.
It just so happened that a few fox friends were also playing here today, and when they saw Cheng Yiqiao, they invited him over to come over.
Cheng Yiqiao did not refuse, and when he sat down, there were two women sitting beside him, one on the left and one on the right, both of whom he usually liked.
But today's Cheng Yiqiao doesn't seem to be interested at all, and even a little disgusted.
"Go aside, I'm not in the mood today, don't bother me." Cheng Yiqiao waved his hand impatiently and sent them away.
The two of them were full of grievances, but knowing Cheng Yiqiao's temperament, they didn't dare to make any more trouble, and obediently walked to the side.
"What's going on with Cheng Shao today, he's in a bad mood? Say it brother to help you analyze and analyze? "Cheng Yiqiao is a well-known flower butterfly in the circle, usually there are women around him, I don't see him so pure-hearted, a few good friends who play can't help but be curious.
Cheng Yiqiao took a sip of wine, and smiled faintly when he heard the words: "It's nothing, it's just that I'm not in the mood." ”
"Oh, a few more drinks tonight." Seeing that Cheng Yiqiao didn't want to mention it, everyone didn't want to ask.
They have been playing together for so many years, and the tacit understanding between them has long been formed.
Cheng Yiqiao drank one cup after another, I don't know how much, his mind was full of the appearance of Tang Xing being taken away just now, and Shen Heng's words.
She really has a boyfriend, and she is really getting married.
There was a lingering boredom in my heart, and the more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I felt, as if I had pressed a big stone heavily, and it was very uncomfortable.
The people in the box all quieted down and looked at Cheng Yiqiao one after another.
Cheng Yiqiao rarely drinks like this.
At least I've known him for many years, and no one has ever seen him like this.
Everyone realizes that something is wrong and speculates if something is wrong.
"I remember when Shen Yu left, he didn't do this, right? What's going on today? ”
"Who knows, it looks really bad, who knows what's going on?"
"I don't know, he hasn't been playing much lately, is it because he wants to fall in love? But shouldn't it, even if it were, it wouldn't be boring? ”
"You say, could it be that he fell out of love?"
As soon as these words came out, everyone fell silent.
Will Cheng Yiqiao fall out of love?
Impossible.
Who doesn't like Cheng Yiqiao's face.
The entire Beijing City, except for Fu Junjue, is him.
The status of the Cheng family is not low, plus Cheng Yiqiao has a good temper, his personality is okay, and he is generous, women love to play with him, and they will take the money to break up when they get up after sleeping, simply and neatly, many people say that they have never seen Cheng Yiqiao like this, only go to the kidneys and not to the heart.
Such a flowery young master, can he still fall out of love?
They really want to know what kind of immortal can make Cheng Yiqiao fall out of love.
You can't guess.
Cheng Yiqiao has already drunk too much.
He didn't talk nonsense when he drank too much, so he lay there quietly.
"Drink like this, call his assistant and ask her to pick someone up." I don't know who suddenly spoke.
Everyone is used to it.
Cheng Yiqiao sometimes accompanied everyone to socialize and drank too much, and would call Tang Xing.
Tang Xing, as his assistant, is on call twenty-four hours a day, and everyone even forgets that Tang Xing also has her own private time, and she is not Cheng Yiqiao's private property.
At this time, seeing Cheng Yiqiao drinking like this, everyone didn't know what to do, so they thought of Tang Xing.
Someone has Tang Xing's contact information.
The first time Cheng Yiqiao was drunk, he called Tang Xing over, and at that time, in order to facilitate future contact, he left a phone number.
After Tang Xing returned home, he drank the sobering soup and sat there for a long time before he could be regarded as coming back to his senses from his drunken state.
Her alcohol consumption is actually not that bad, only three glasses of wine, but I don't know why, she is drunk today, and her head still hurts at this moment.
Shen Heng came out with ginger tea and handed it to her: "It's a little low-grade fever, how can you toss yourself like this?" ”
Tang Xing lowered his head and held the cup of ginger tea, the warmth spread in his palm, but his heart was always cold: "It's nothing, thank you for coming to pick me up today." ”
"What's polite with me?" Shen Heng waved his hand, "After drinking ginger soup for a while, you can sleep well, don't think too much." ”
"Yes." Tang Xing still nodded and didn't say much about himself.
It was almost twelve o'clock after receiving a call from Cheng Yiqiao's friend, Tang Xing looked at the number, and was stunned for a while before hanging up the phone, then turned off the phone and lay quietly on the bed.
The eight-year-long crush is finally coming to an end, and I don't know why I don't feel the slightest sense of relief, but it's empty, as if something is missing.
Tang Xing couldn't figure out why.
Obviously, if you let go, you should be happy, but why do you feel that your heart is empty?
When Tang Xing fell asleep in a daze, it was already more than three o'clock in the morning.
She didn't sleep soundly this night, and it seemed that she had returned to the first time she saw Cheng Yiqiao.
Cheng Yiqiao was a second ancestor when he was young, a demon king of the mixed world, he is not a good person in the pure sense, let alone a good man.
At that time, something happened to Tang Xing's family, in order to help the family pay off the debts and to be able to afford the tuition, so in addition to going to school every day, she also had to work at high intensity.
It was an accident to meet Cheng Yiqiao.
She was working in a billiards hall at the time, and when she met a guest who drank too much, the person drank too much and began to move his hands and feet, and wanted to do something bad to her, but she naturally refused, but the other party was directly annoyed and angry, and he also moved.
The slap came so suddenly that she didn't react at all.
As a result, Cheng Yiqiao, who was playing next door, suddenly made a move, hit the man with a blue nose and swollen face, and pulled her up.
At that time, he said that girls are used to hurt, not to make her hurt.
She remembered that sentence for years.
Later, after graduation, she entered the Cheng Group by luck and became Cheng Yiqiao's assistant, she almost couldn't hold back the joy in her heart.
It was only soon that the joy turned into disappointment and pain.
The person you like is around, but that feeling can't be declared.
She woke up in pain and torment every day and night.
It took almost two years for her to get used to her identity, and gradually, she buried that crush in her heart.
can't see the feelings of the light, she didn't even dare to let Cheng Yiqiao know the slight.
That's probably for the best.
is their best result.
Be safe with each other and don't disturb each other.
She left honestly, went home to get married, married her husband and children, and stayed away from his world.
And he is still his merry and happy Cheng family.
There shouldn't have been any intersection between them in the first place.
Neither should there be a future.
After Cheng Yiqiao woke up from a hangover, he only felt a splitting headache.
He woke up only to find himself in the hotel.
The friend left him a message, telling him that he originally wanted his assistant to take him home last night, but Tang Xing not only didn't answer the phone, but also turned off the phone, and couldn't find anyone, so he had to send him to the hotel.
Cheng Yiqiao looked at the news and was silent for a long time before he exhaled deeply.
He glanced at the time, washed up, and asked the hotel people to buy him a set of clothes before driving back to the office.
Tang Xing still works in his office.
It seems that someone has been found to replace her position, and a hurried handover is underway.
The inexplicable emotion in my heart began to surge again.
Cheng Yiqiao took a deep breath and calmed himself down.
The assistant Tang Xing found for Cheng Yiqiao was not the group of women in the secretarial department, but another department.
The other party is indeed very talented in this area, and it only took one day to learn the general work process.
It is estimated that in a few days, after all the work is handed over, she will be able to leave.
Worked for the company for eight years.
It's still a little reluctant to say it.
But for her own sake, she had to give up this reluctance.
Tang Xing's work seems to be back to its usual state.
She doesn't need to do a lot of reporting work, and the new assistant is called Luo Shen, and her work ability is quite good.
In a week, Luo Shen had completely gotten started, Tang Xing handed over all the information to him, and it was time for her to leave the company.
Leaving Cheng's Group, Tang Xing directly bought a ticket back to his hometown.
In the first five years, she followed Cheng Yiqiao to develop in Nanshi, and later because Cheng Yiqiao was going to Beijing, she followed her to Beijing.
It's just that whether it is Nanshi or Jingshi, it doesn't actually belong to her.
The scenery of Beijing is getting farther and farther away, and all the familiar breaths are gradually moving away.
Tang Xing felt a sigh of relief.
Cheng's Group, Cheng Yiqiao has been very busy these days.
Almost all the time is squeezed out, and if you can be busy, you won't let yourself be idle.
Every day when I arrived at the company, I could always see Tang Xing sitting there, still with that decent smile on his face, Assistant Tang seemed to have always been like this, and there had never been too many changes.
No matter what happens, she has that smile on her face.
It's inexplicably reassuring.
But when he arrived at the company today, Cheng Yiqiao didn't see that familiar face, let alone that familiar smile.
"Where's Assistant Tang?" Cheng Yiqiao looked at Luo Shen who entered the door.
He still hasn't remembered Luo Shen's name, even though he's been his assistant for a week.
Luo Shen was stunned for a moment, and then subconsciously replied: "Assistant Tang has resigned, she went to work on the last day yesterday, and she won't come to the company again today." ”
The expression on Cheng Yiqiao's face was stunned for a moment, and after a while, he frowned: "Why don't I know?" ”
Luo Shen was also puzzled: "But Assistant Tang has already gone through the resignation procedures, didn't she tell you?" ”
Of course she didn't say it.
Cheng Yiqiao clenched his fists, and the feeling of loss became stronger and stronger.
He didn't know what was going on with him lately.
He is the eldest young master of the Cheng family, when is it not a woman chasing him around him?
As a result, Tang Xing's body actually had a different feeling.
He was bored in his heart, and he didn't want to see Luo Shen anymore: "Got it, you go down." ”
He sat there, took out his phone, and flipped to the dialog box with Tang Xing.
The number of times they chat on WeChat is only a handful.
The two of them barely communicate with each other other other than what is necessary for their work.
The last time Tang Xing looked for him, it was because he had made an appointment with the customer about dinner, reminded him of the customer's preferences, and asked him to bring a gift to the customer by the way when he went.
It seems that since that time, they haven't spoken a word for a long time.
Cheng Yiqiao slapped his phone on the table and rubbed his eyebrows.
He felt that he must have not looked for a woman for too long, and now he felt that his eyebrows were clear when he looked at Tang Xing.
How can it be?
Tang Xingdu has been with him for eight years.
If I had felt it, I would have felt it a long time ago.
It must be because he was used to her being around, and suddenly changed people, and he was not used to it.
It must be so.
Tang Xing left very completely, and no one in the company mentioned her again.
Cheng Yiqiao found out a month later that this person had really left.
He didn't know if Tang Xing was going to marry the man named Shen Heng, or if he would really send him an invitation.
During this time, something was wrong with him, and he couldn't help but think of Tang Xinglai every day.
It's not her beautiful and charming appearance after she changes, it's that she has been unchanged in the past and will always be stereotypical and dull.
Little by little, this woman left her mark on his heart, and he didn't even realize that she had entered his heart.
"What's going on lately?"
When eating with Fu Junjue, Cheng Yiqiao was still a little absent-minded.
Fu Junjue glanced at him, his brows furrowed, as if he was a little disgusted with him.
The beautiful-looking girl sitting next to him also raised her head to look at Cheng Yiqiao, and then said expressionlessly: "Trapped by love." ”
As soon as she said it, Cheng Yiqiao was a little embarrassed and annoyed, but she didn't explain, she just bowed her head sullenly.
"Shen Yu?" Fu Junjue knew about the matter between Cheng Yiqiao and Shen Yu, and thought that this person was still sad for Shen Yu.
"Don't mention her, okay? It's all in the past. Cheng Yiqiao's face was even more ugly.
Su Yiwan smiled: "Don't care about him, he, this fate is destined to never marry the woman he likes in this life, and he will always regret it." ”
When Fu Junjue heard this, he immediately looked at him with sympathy.
Recently, the relationship between Fu Junjue and Su Yiwan has grown by leaps and bounds, and although the two have not officially taken that step, they are already very close.
Su Yiwan is very busy with work, and Fu Junjue is also busy, but they can always go on a date in their spare time.
Hearing Su Yiwan's words, Cheng Yiqiao's face was even more ugly, but he still asked Su Yiwan stubbornly: "Sister-in-law, are you really right?" Am I really destined to be impossible to be with her? ”
"So miss her, don't go to her? If you don't act, do you still want her to take the initiative to come back to you? If you sit here and wait, there is absolutely no hope for you, and if you don't take that step, if you don't take the initiative, she won't look back. Su Yiwan glanced at Cheng Yiqiao, with a bit of disdain and disgust in her eyes.
probably thinks Cheng Yiqiao is too stupid.
If you have time to be sad here, or hurry up and find someone.
Whether he wants to make it clear or not, at least take that step and at least let people know what he wants.
Nothing is said or done, what's the use of just being sad there.
People don't know what you want.
Cheng Yiqiao suddenly realized: "Then I'll buy a ticket right away." ”
With that, he got up and ran away quickly.
Fu Junjue was rarely interested in the feelings of his good brother, and asked Su Yiwan: "Is there really any hope for him to go?" ”
Su Yiwan thought for a moment before answering: "There is a chance." ”
"In other words, there is still a chance of failure." Fu Junjue summed it up brilliantly.
Cheng Yiqiao bought a plane ticket and went to Tang Xing's hometown.
He knew that Tang Xing's hometown was quite poor, but he didn't expect it to be so poor.
There is no airport in the county, so you can only do the old bus, which is bumpy for four hours and walks through a long mountain road to reach a small village hidden in the mountains.
The houses here are very different from the high-rise buildings of the big cities, they are low-rise red brick houses.
When Cheng Yiqiao arrived, Tang Xing was helping the family work in the fields.
She was wearing the kind of clothes that women in the village often wore, and she looked tattered.
Cheng Yiqiao can't remember how long she hasn't seen her.
Now Tang Xing is no longer wearing the professional suit in the office, her long hair is just tied up casually, and her white face is estimated to have been tanned a lot recently, and it has become a healthy wheat color.
Such a vivid and vivid Tang Xing, he saw it for the first time.
Tang Xing noticed that a gaze fell on her, she looked up a little stunned, and saw Cheng Yiqiao standing at the head of the field.
At that moment, she wondered if she was hallucinating.
If it weren't for the hallucination, how could she see Cheng Yiqiao here?
"Mr. Cheng?" Tang Xing opened his mouth in disbelief.
Cheng Yiqiao jumped directly from the field.
Tang Xinggang wanted to say no, but he was still a step too late, Cheng Yiqiao moved too fast, and she couldn't stop screaming.
The soil in the field was all silt, and when he went, Cheng Yiqiao fell into the mud below his calves, and he was still wearing trousers and leather shoes.
Tang Xing was really helpless, and hurriedly ran back, looking at Cheng Yiqiao's embarrassed appearance and crying and laughing: "Why did Mr. Cheng come here?" We don't think there's any development value here, right? ”
"Tang Xing, I have something to tell you." Cheng Yiqiao was reluctant to take his eyes off Tang Xing's face and looked at her steadily.
Tang Xing felt that Cheng Yiqiao was very strange today.
She found someone, laboriously pulled Cheng Yiqiao out of the mud, and took him back home.
Tang Xing's house is good in the village, the red brick house, the two-story house, is quite big, there is a big drying field at the door, and there are some dried sweet potatoes and dried peanuts and peppers on it.
Tang Xing didn't have suitable clothes for Cheng Yiqiao to wear at home, so he could only find her father's big pants, fetch hot water for Cheng Yiqiao, and let him take a bath.
Cheng Yiqiao was a little impatient, took a bath, and wore the Tang family's father's wide undershirt and big pants, Tang Xing couldn't help but laugh out loud when he looked at it.
The current Cheng Yiqiao is too down-to-earth, which is very different from usual.
Tang Xing poured him water, it was wheat tea, Cheng Yiqiao's honorable young master, he hadn't drunk such ordinary tea, but he didn't dislike it, after drinking it, he looked at Tang Xing seriously: "I really have something very important to tell you." ”
Tang Xing's expression was also a little serious: "Then you say." ”
is very polite, but also rejects people thousands of miles away.
Cheng Yiqiao's heart sank: "You, do you like me?" ”
Tang Xing didn't expect him to ask such a question, she was stunned for a moment, and she didn't know how to answer.
But there are some things that Tang Xing will not run away from.
She was silent for a moment, pondering her words, before finally speaking slowly, "Yes." ”
"So, would you like to go back with me?" Cheng Yiqiao grabbed Tang Xing's hand with some excitement.
Tang Xing withdrew his hand, looked at Cheng Yiqiao, and smiled gently: "Mr. Cheng, you may not have understood what I said, although I like you, but I also know that it is impossible between me and you." ”
"Why can't it be? I like you too, and I just found out during this time that you weren'......"
"Mr. Cheng, do you really like me, or are you just used to me being by your side and helping you arrange everything, and you suddenly lost such a caring and easy-to-use assistant, don't you feel used to it?" Tang Xing interrupted Cheng Yiqiao's words, with a little seriousness in his eyes.
Cheng Yiqiao was silent, looking at Tang Xing, he didn't know what he was for, but during this time, he was thinking about Tang Xing every day.
Open your eyes and think, close your eyes and think.
Even when Shen Yu left, he had never lost his soul like this.
He's sure this is what he likes.
But Tang Xing didn't seem to believe it.
And he has never pursued people, and he doesn't know how to make Tang Xing believe.
Seeing that Cheng Yiqiao was silent, Tang Xing just smiled, "So, you don't know if you like it or not." Cheng Yiqiao, I have liked you for eight years, maybe not only eight years, maybe ten years, or even longer, but I know the gap between us very well, and I also understand that it will never be possible between us, so I will choose to leave, leave you, stay away from your world, and no longer close, so that I can save myself. ”
"I'm glad you're here today, and I'm glad you told me you liked me, but, sorry, I can't take it."
Tang Xing's words kept echoing in his ears.
Cheng Yiqiao's eyes turned red: "Can't you accept it?" ”
"yes, no." Tang Xing said softly.
Some feelings are destined to come to fruition.
Cheng Yiqiao now says that she likes her, she is not sure if it is a whim, can he like her for a lifetime?
He may not.
But she would.
She will take it for the rest of her life because of his simple word of like.
Tang Xing loves Cheng Yiqiao very much, but she is more rational and loves herself more.
Not all feelings have to blossom.
The relationship between her and Cheng Yiqiao may end like this, which is the best.
She may become Cheng Yiqiao's eternal miss in her heart, and she will also remember the man she once loved deeply and liked for ten years or even more for the rest of her life.
"Tang Xing......" Cheng Yiqiao choked and spoke.
"Mr. Cheng go back, don't come again in the future, I am here to wish Mr. Cheng a prosperous career and a prosperous relationship."
It's already getting to a close! The feelings of each supporting character are probably only one or two chapters, and they won't be written too long. The story of the original owner will also have a loss~ It will be the official finale after it is written~