The time soon came to New Year's Day, Ning Yuanlan woke up early in the morning, his mood was inexplicably low, Ling Mo woke up earlier than him, sat by the chuang and looked at her, seeing that her expression did not seem to be very good after she woke up, he sat down on the edge of the chuang in confusion, stretched out his hand and pinched her little nose, "Ning'er, good morning, happy new year." ”

"Good morning Lingmo, Happy New Year," she replied lazily, with a hint of indescribable sadness in her voice.

"What's wrong? Unhappy dreams? Ling Mo leaned over and picked her up in distress, it was rare for her to wake up unhappy, which made him very uneasy, "Ning'er, tell me what's wrong with you?" I'm upset about you like this. ”

"Ling Mo, I think Yuan Yuan, it's not Ah Lang, it's our son Yuan Yuan," Ning Yuanlan was held in his arms, and he reached out to hug his sturdy waist with sadness, and his head rested on his strong chest, "He was born six years ago today, if he was still alive, he would be six years old now......"

I don't know why, when I woke up today, Ning Yuanlan missed Yuan Yuan so much that after waking up, he was in a very bad mood.

Ling Mo hugged her in his arms distressedly, "Ning'er, I'm sorry, I wasn't by your side during those most difficult years. ”

Every time she thought of the days she experienced, Ling Mo blamed herself very much, in those years, she was alone to bear the pressure and hardship of pregnancy, after giving birth to a child, she took the child to him with great difficulty, but was treated like that by Shen Ruoyou.

Ling Mo blamed himself very much, if he came back from the United States that year and didn't go to Yuxian County to find her first, but went home first, even if he waited at home for a day or two, maybe he wouldn't have missed her coming to him with her child, and she wouldn't have met Shen Ruoyou, so she didn't have to bear those pains......

"Ling Mo, I really want to do something for Yuan Yuan, do something, I didn't protect him, and I have always blamed myself in my heart." Ning Yuanlan pushed Ling Mo away in a little panic, got up: got down, walked around the room in pajamas, went to the dresser first, opened the drawers on the dresser, and blindly didn't know what he wanted to do.

"Ning'er." Her appearance made him very uneasy, every time he thought of Yuan Yuan, she would be a little insane, he was very worried, and stepped forward to hold her in his arms, "Don't worry, I'll do it?" Let me do it, we will make him a river lantern and put it on the river at night, and he will definitely see it in the sky. ”

"yes, make a river lantern, do it now." Ning Yuanlan grabbed Ling Mo's hand, the river lantern was to mourn the lost relatives, they made a river lantern for the poor child.

"Okay, do it now." Ling Mo nodded, "You go brush your teeth and wash your face first, and after breakfast, we'll do it right away." ”

Ning Yuanlan nodded obediently, let Ling Mo drag her to the bathroom, watched him squeeze the toothpaste for himself, took the water, and handed her the toothbrush and mouthwash cup.

Ning Yuanlan looked at Ling Mo, took it, and began to brush his teeth seriously, wash his face, pat toner, and rub moisturizer, and then he led him to the cloakroom to change clothes, and finally went down to have breakfast.

After breakfast, Ling Mo found tools and began to make river lanterns.

"I'll draw." Ning Yuanlan took the paintbrush and looked at the paper used to make the river lantern, and finally drew three people on it, one he, one she, and Yuan Yuan, who was still in his infancy.

"This is what Yuan Yuan looks like." Ling Mo took the paper, this is their son, and the simulated baby in the hospital in the western suburbs before: the baby is really very similar.