Chapter 52: Infinite Grace (2)

Hearing me ask, Qing Cang's hand became tighter and tighter, and his voice became more serious, "Aqing, I will spend my life with you, love you, and protect you." ”

"Ah Cang......" I was moved in my heart, and I muttered his name for a while.

"Huh?" Qingcang didn't seem to be happy with the title, and gave me a threatening look.

I blinked and said mischievously, "Husband......"

"Aqing" Qingcang blocked my lips with his thumb and said, "In this life, I will never fail you, I swear with my life!" If I take thee, I will give thee my life. Even if you hold the sword against each other, I have no regrets! ”

"Nonsense!" I hurriedly interrupted him and said, "I know, I always know, you won't fail me." ”

I looked up at him, and he looked at me.

His eyes were misty and affectionate, gentle as water, and made me want to plunge headlong into it.

Time seemed to stand still, only the sound of snow outside the window, his hand caressed my hair, and the red plum slowly slid down.

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I fell asleep in a daze, a strong wind suddenly blew in the middle of the night, and the snow outside the window became more and more arrogant. I listened to the sound of the north wind whirring, tossing and turning, and could not sleep.

When people don't sleep at night, their thoughts will gradually become distant.

I entered the palace on the 8th day of June, and it has been nearly eight months since then.

In the past eight months, I have been promoted from a sixth-grade beauty to a fifth-grade glory, although there is nothing to do. But since I offended Li Jieyu, Meiyin agreed. It is also not allowed to be liked by Concubine Shu and Wu Jieyu.

Jing Zhaoyi and Concubine Hui have a pertinent attitude, only Concubine Hua takes care of me.

Seeing that my favor is better than one day...... The heart became more and more panicked.

Remembering the ...... of the past 18th ...... The eighteenth day of lingering compassion. It is precisely because of these eighteen days that Qing Cang has not summoned me for five days. Even if you read me, you have to come secretly after everyone has fallen asleep.

For the eighteenth day, Qingcang stayed in my palace. The ministers of the court and the central government have asked Qingcang to be wet with rain and dew. The harem has already been discussed, and it can't be resisted, and it's ready to move.

Dad also dragged Father-in-law Gui to bring me a message, saying that I should remember not to be pampered and arrogant.

Pampered and proud...... I thought. I want Qingcang to be with me day and night, in my mind, in my heart, in my bones, there should be no one. But...... I can't......

On the eighteenth, even the current concubine was only sleeping for three consecutive days.

But what about sleeping for 18 days in a row? I know better than anyone that I am just the darling of the present, the people who were more favored before, are gradually declining.

Although I believe in Qingcang and our love, I also believe in that sentence...... Good times don't last long.

In the Forbidden City, it is beautiful, young, and densely contested for favor. If you can be favored, you will face falling out of favor at any time! I'm so scared that I'm going to change for all sorts of reasons...... Become a dancing Jieyu...... Li Jieyu ...... Miin agreed like that...... Getting meaner for the sake of pampering.

So, when everybody said that my grace was infinite, I became more and more afraid.

Grace and grace, in the eyes of outsiders, is actually just the love between me and Qingcang. And the love in the deep palace, the love of the emperor, can it be like me, the water lilies blooming in the Hibiscus Xuan, without being stained with half a trace of silt?

Thinking of this, I reached out and took Qingcang's hand, a little tighter, a little tighter. Only then will my fears dissipate for a moment.

In this snowy season, if there is no Qingcang, how can I survive in this already lonely deep palace?