Cabinet of Seremban Xuan.

I don't know how long I slept, all I knew was that when I opened my eyes, the smell of blood in the room was still there.

I raised my hand to stroke my stomach to see if it was still bulging like a big watermelon. But...... I didn't have the courage to do it in the end.

I was guarded by a man who was sitting on the floor with his hands on the edge of the bed/couch. He's asleep, but I don't think he's sleeping well. His expression was very haggard, his eyebrows were tightly wrinkled, and his eyelids were beating for a while. It seems that in his world at the moment, there are all entangled nightmares.

I looked at him for a long time, and finally raised my hand and stroked his eyebrows. With such a gentle stroke, he opened his eyes in an instant.

"Aqing......" Qing Cang saw me wake up, and his words were full of excitement and excitement, "Are you awake?" Is there anything wrong with you? Does it still hurt? That's right...... Are you hungry? ”

I looked at him incoherently, pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled and asked, "My child...... Are you okay? ”

yes, I'm smiling. It's ridiculous, but it doesn't reach the bottom of the eye. I didn't have the courage to touch my belly, but I could feel strongly that my baby was gone. I asked, just because I wanted to hear him tell me personally.

Tell me my baby is gone, or, tell me how my child is gone.

Once you have suffered some pains, you don't want to let the wound heal too soon.

You should definitely sprinkle a handful of salt and even, sprinkle some chili water. You have to make the wound more and more decaying and expanding. Only then will you remember for the rest of your life how unbearable the pain was at that time. Only in this way will you not forget the pain after countless difficult nights.

When Qing Cang heard me ask, he was stunned in place, "Aqing......"

A Qing ...... I listened to him call me.

I looked at him with a smile and some anticipation.

You explain, you explain! You tell me it wasn't what you did, you tell me! Ah Cang, as long as you open your mouth to explain. No matter how far-fetched the reason is, I believe you. Ah Cang, you explain!

However, he held my hand, "Aqing, we are still young, and your responsibility now is to take care of your body." Child...... We'll have it again in the future. ”

"Huh...... Hahaha......" I suddenly grinned "Hahaha......"

"Aqing ......"

"Huh...... Hahaha...... "I grabbed Qing Cang's hand and smiled weirdly" Will there be? There will be no more ...... There will be no ......"

I'll never have a future with you! Not to mention having children! What have I done wrong to ask you to do this to me! Because I'm the daughter of the Great Protector, or because I've spent those hours with other men!

But no matter why...... You can't punish me with my children! He...... It's your flesh and blood, isn't it? You can ignore me and not see me, you can not hurt him or love him, but you can't deprive him of his right to live! He's a life, he's not a thing!

Qingcang, is your heart made of iron? How can you be so cruel?

No...... Your heart is not iron...... If your heart is iron, your flesh and blood should also be a raging fire, and you can burn it.

Scold...... It's ridiculous, really. I have loved you for so many years, but I can't see this heart of yours clearly, and I can't see this person of yours clearly.