He came in a change of bedclothes, and although he didn't look good, he was very satisfied.

I saw that he instructed Qiaohui outside the door and asked her to send someone to the Heart Cultivation Hall to find Gonggong Gui, and come to pick him up tomorrow morning. Then, carefully closing the window and extinguishing the light, he came to lie down beside me.

It was pitch black, and I couldn't see anything, but I could feel his steady breathing, and even, like me, he was keeping his eyes open.

Sure enough, only after a while, I heard his voice coming, "Aqing, do you blame me?" ”

Is it weird? It's weird. My child is seven months old, and if he were still alive, he would be able to come out and see the beauty of this world now, and he would know that I was his mother, and he would be able to feel all the love I gave him.

But Ah Cang, it's always because of you that he ......

However, I said three words softly, "I love you......", and then groped and hugged him tightly, "It's here, everything doesn't matter." ”、

"Aqing...... You ......" Qing Cang paused, and then hugged me, his voice hoarse and low.

I hurriedly interrupted, "You know what? Sometimes I feel that fate has been unfair to me, but other times, I realize that God is really merciful to me. I just wanted to find someone who loved me for the rest of my life, so I escaped from that year's draft and went away.

Si Qi and I suffered a lot along the way, and we almost lost our innocence. Fortunately, I met you and was able to get out. The days when we met, knew each other, and fell in love outside the palace will never be forgotten in my life. Later, you asked me to go home, and I said that I would definitely come to my door to propose marriage. Without saying a word, I obediently returned to my father. But what he was waiting for was a holy decree in the palace.

You don't know how tormented I was at that time. I feel that I will never see you again in this life, and there is no possibility for me to see you again. But fate is such a coincidence, you are the emperor. You're in control.

I don't blame you for hiding it from me. On the contrary, I was pleasantly surprised, and my whole heart felt as if I had been saved from the eighteenth layer of hell by you. Ah Cang, I've been thinking about it for a long time these days. There is nothing more fortunate than two people who love each other to be together.

Even if our children are gone, we're all still young, aren't we? As long as you are still by my side, as long as you do not leave me and do not dislike me, I must cherish what we have now.

I don't dare to imagine how miserable my life would be if the emperor waiting for me in the palace was not you, but someone else. My heart must be the walking dead, and life is better than death. ”

I told him what I had been thinking about for a long time, and after I finished speaking, even I was moved by myself. I can't tell how much is true and how much is false. I only know that these words will definitely make Qingcang feel more sorry for me, and even more guilty.

Sure enough, Qing Cang hugged me harder and harder. In his heart, there seemed to be something desperately struggling and shouting.

He buried his head deep in my neck and let my hair pour on his face, "Aqing, it's all my fault, I didn't protect you and the child." ”

I touched his head and coaxed him like a child, "The days are still long, and we have a future." ”

Some are later......

This is true.

He is the emperor, I am his concubine, and my whole life can only be his.