The days passed without pain, and in the blink of an eye, it was January again.

In a dozen days it will be Chinese New Year's Eve, and the closer it gets to the end of the year, the more arrogant the snow becomes.

Listening to Imperial Physician Luo, Concubine An is now in the limelight the most, and she seems to be the most favored woman in the harem. In the past month, except for the occasional solitary night, Qingcang will go to Jingren Palace to rest almost every night.

In addition, Concubine An is now temporarily in charge of the six palaces, and almost all the women in the palace have defected. There are even people who like to pat on the back that the position of this queen will be Concubine An sooner or later.

I listened, and I wasn't annoyed or apprehensive.

Because I understand better than anyone that Concubine An's "favor" is true or false. I also know better than anyone where the people are after the ugly hours of each night.

It's just that in the final analysis, Concubine An should not be underestimated.

A month, a whole month!

Qing Cang would appear in Kunning Palace on time every night, and then leave in front of the morning morning.

Regardless of whether Qing Cang was in front of An Guifei or hiding it from her, as long as An Guifei was not blind, she would be able to know where Qing Cang had gone in the name of spoiling her.

Qing Cang's choice of her shows that Qing Cang's affection and trust in her are only shallow.

From grounding to autism, I have been in Kunning Palace for a whole year. In the past year, Concubine An Guifei, who once said that she would treat me like a sister, never came to look at me.

Even...... She didn't let anyone else bring a word.

That's why, when all the doubts about her became clearer and clearer over time, I began to think about it. The time of this harem is still long, if one day I am hostile to Concubine An, who is better between us?

At night, I bathed and fell asleep early.

In the past month, I have become accustomed to the presence of Qingcang.

In the beginning, he always used to sit in a chaise longue for a while or drink a cup of tea. Then when I fell asleep, I slowly climbed on/bed/couch and fell asleep.

Later, Xu was too tired from tossing back and forth, so he simply omitted the intermediate steps. Whether I was asleep or not, he would help me cover the quilt and clamp me down.

If I fall asleep, I can feel the temperature from him in a daze.

If I happen to be awake, I can occasionally say a few innocuous words, and then there will be silence.

Until...... He said, "Sleep!"

Belch...... At last...... I was able to sleep very soundly.

I think I'm an extremely easily shaken person, and even more so a duplicitous guy.

I often tell myself that this man indiscriminately misunderstood me, hurt me, and even disposed of my family my Jinlan, he is a faint man.

Even...... He may be the real culprit who framed my Murong clan!

I can't love him anymore, even if he is my husband and the father of my children.

I hated him so much, I hated him in my blood, even in my bones.

Can...... I always think about him. In countless lonely and lonely nights, after countless drunken days after drinking for thirty years. This kind of longing is getting stronger and stronger!

Look, it's only been a month, and I'm used to having him by my side again. The wall I built against him in my heart seemed to be about to collapse at any moment.

Every night when he hugged me to sleep, although I didn't say anything in my mouth, I could feel a trace of sweetness in my heart.

That's it...... In the snowy season, no matter what we think about each other, it's nice to have someone to warm up with, isn't it?

At least, it's not cold.

And no matter what the heart is, the body, it's not cold.