Chapter 374: It's Hard to Turn Back (2)

"Aqing ......"

"Ah Cang, you keep saying that you love me, you love me like this! Over the years, have you ever thought about half of our affection? As I spoke, I couldn't stop crying, and I almost fainted.

Seeing this, Qing Cang immediately hugged me, his hands clamped tightly, and he didn't dare to let go of half a minute, "Aqing...... I was wrong......"

It turns out that over the years, have I done so much bad to her unconsciously? Whether it's out of her heart or not, in order to train her and let her grow.

It turns out that what I have done has already been like a thorn, raw/inserted/in her heart. No matter how time passes, how she changes. The pain on her face, the pearls in her eyes, were still real.

"Aqing, I admit that I didn't trust you enough in the past and did a lot of wrong things to you. However, I think about you all the time. I first banned you to stop you, just to block Yoyo's mouth. I don't come to see you and your children so that others can let their guard down on you. If you don't leave Kunning Palace, I won't force you, this is to take into account the safety of He'er and Yi'er. ”

After that, he hugged me tighter, and a lip flickered open and closed in my ear, "I have always wanted to take care of the overall situation, eradicate/eliminate/traitor/minister, eliminate relatives, hold the country in my hands, and give you the most protection." But I never thought that you have so many grievances and grievances in your heart! Aqing! ”

At this point, Qing Cang's voice began to whimper. I felt a warm liquid running through my ears, huh, did he cry?

I hooked my lips and smiled bitterly! Eradication/rape/minister, eliminate relatives, right? So...... My Murong family is in your heart, is it a traitor/minister or a relative?

Do you think that with a few nice words, I can forget everything? Do you think that I will still love you stupidly as I did in the past? No! You're wrong!

Every word I say tonight, every tear I shed is fake! Your face, your hugs, even your breath next to my face, I feel disgusting!

I don't know if the tears you shed are real or fake, but I know that every tear you leave behind is what you deserve!

I put away the stubbornness on my face, put on a weak look, and pushed Qing Cang away, "Sometimes, I feel like I'm really cheap." I was hurt by you, but I still can't help but think about you!

I haven't gone out in the past few years, in addition to refusing to give in, I want to prove to you that I am the only one in the entire harem, and only I, Murong Yuqing, really love you! Those women of yours, right to you? It's nothing but the pursuit of power and glory and wealth! ”

My tone gradually became tougher, "But do you know how jealous I was when I watched the fireworks lit in the Taihe Hall that day and listened to Qiaohui say that you held a full moon banquet for the fifth princess!"

Full Moon Feast! How have my two children ever been treated like this! As soon as they were born, they stayed with me in Kunning Palace, and they didn't feel the slightest bit of fatherly love. And what about that child? Why is she? ”

"Aqing...... "Qing Cang looked at me like this, and came over distressed and wanted to hug me.

I, on the other hand, stepped back and continued, "I shut myself in my room and forced myself not to think about you, not to care about what you did for other women! It's a big deal, it's good to stay in Kunning Palace for the rest of your life!

However, when I heard the fight in the Taihe Temple, I couldn't help but go out. Because I can't rest assured that you can't rest assured, I can't rest assured that you can't smell people! ”