After that, Qing Cang gently kissed my wrist, "Aqing, promise me, don't be so ruthless." I swear I won't sleep so deeply again. You hurt, scratch me if you want. When you can't stand it, you can cut me a few times if you want to. But don't hurt yourself again, okay? ”

His movements and tone were very light.

It's as light as a feather fluttering in the wind, fluttering, fluttering, fluttering, and then slowly falling into your heart.

"I ......" I opened my mouth slightly, thought for a long time before I said, "I just ...... It hurts so much......"

After that, something called tears came out again.

Really, Qingcang, I'm in so much pain.

Even if what I'm doing is to get more of what I want from you. But the moment I stepped into the water, I was still half determined to die.

Yes, if you don't have time to save me, I'll die.

You'll never know that pain......

was pointed, powerless to resist! On the carpet, it was galloped freely. And the most ridiculous thing is that my husband slept very sweetly on the bed not far away because of my son.

This feeling, I suppose, should be more painful than seeing you and other women fingers clasped together, right?

Qingcang, you don't know.

Growing up, everyone praised me for being clean. Say that I am smart, pure, and have a delicate heart. So, I really thought I was clean.

Even when I entered the palace later, I slowly changed and became extremely disgusted with myself. But I still kept reassuring myself, it doesn't matter if my heart is gone, isn't my body still clean?

But......

Fate always plays what it thinks is innocuous jokes with me when I'm most proud. This joke completely destroyed all my self-deception.

I'm dirty, rotten!

For the first time...... Over the years...... For the first time, I was glad that my father had been exiled to the frontier. Otherwise, he would be very sad to see the little princess in his heart become so dirty, right?

"Aqing......" Qingcang saw that I couldn't stop trembling, so he called me "Aqing......" over and over again

"I really just...... It hurts so much...... "My eyes were hazy, and I said weakly.

"Aqing, promise me, don't do stupid things again!" After that, Qing Cang threatened me, "No matter how painful it is in the future, I will accompany you to survive!" Don't worry, I'll be able to find the antidote soon. But you must be obedient until the antidote arrives. Otherwise, I don't mind throwing this country to the crane and going with you. ”

After speaking, Qing Cang said again, "You know, none of those people in the court are fuel-efficient lamps!" The crane is still too immature, if you don't feel sorry for him and suffer in the future, you will go your own way! ”

Be good, otherwise I wouldn't mind leaving the country behind and going with you.

If you don't feel sorry for your son, you will do it your way.

For a while, I was a little moved in my heart. I don't know if I was moved by his bold ambition to leave the country, or moved by him to threaten me with my son in disguise and want me to live.

Qingcang, don't you really have the slightest suspicion of me? Suspicion of scars all over my body, suspicion of knife wounds to my wrists.

While crying, I shook his hand back and whispered, "Don't worry, it won't." ”

With that, I lowered my long eyelashes, "and when I felt like my breathing was getting heavier, I regretted it." Ah Cang, it turns out that I really have a lot of people who can't let go. You, the child, and the father who is far away on the frontier. ”