Speaking of this, Qing Cang sighed, "The child passed away like this, and the mother's temperament has also changed greatly. She was originally keen on worshipping the Buddha, but she was even more devoted to the Buddha and did not ask about the world. Even the mother wanted to see her, but she turned her away.

The relationship between the queen mother and the concubine gradually cooled down because of a child. I was still young, and I didn't know very well what the grievances were. I didn't know I had a brother, or that I had a queen mother. I was hurt by my father and mother, and when I was a child, I once thought that I was the happiest child in the whole world. ”

Speaking of this, Qing Cang paused, and his originally radiant eyes gradually dimmed, "But...... What I thought was happiness was shattered. I remember very well that in the cold winter of that year, I had a very severe wind chill. The small body is hot all day long, and the real person is so groggy that he can't even eat a bite of food. Then, one day, when I woke up, everything changed. My mother died, and my father became more and more cold to me.

I didn't understand what was going on until I got older.

Most people say ...... When I was seriously ill, I was thrown into the lotus pond by a maid. In order to save me, my mother jumped down without saying a word. Then, the mother never woke up again. My father was so grief-stricken that he ordered a thorough investigation into the matter. In the end, it was found out that it was a concubine, who was jealous of the grace of the mother, so she cruelly poisoned her.

Although my father knew that I was not wrong, he could not get over that hurdle in his heart. Until he died, he always thought that I had harmed his mother. If I had never appeared in this world, my mother would not have lost her fragrance early because she saved me.

Ah Qing, I don't blame my father for thinking so. Even I, in fact, blame myself deeply. Although I was still young, I always had a deep impression of my mother. A woman as gentle as water as a mother deserves the best in the world. But she lost her life in order to save me.

After my mother's death, my father was very indifferent to me. He didn't want to see me, let alone spoil me as he always did. As a result, I suffered a lot of humiliation in this palace, and was even treated coldly by the palace people.

Until one day, my father threw me to Kunning Palace and let my mother raise me. In one night, I went from being a despised concubine to a concubine. As for the queen mother, although she was always indifferent to me, she gave me a second birth. She taught me forbearance, taught me methods, and always secretly taught me the art of kingship.

Later, another two years passed. Maybe it's because I'm outstanding, maybe it's because I miss my mother. My father decreed that I should be crowned the crown prince. O Prince! I can't even think about it. Even if the mother concubine is the imperial concubine, she has no help from her mother's family. No matter how much love I have, when I grow up, I will only be a prince who can get a good fief. But then it was different, I became the child of the queen mother, and it was logical to be named the crown prince.

I thought...... As the days of my mother's departure get longer and longer, and as I live with my mother, the story of my father and mother will come to an end. However, after the death of my father, I succeeded to the throne. Do you know what was the first thing I did? ”