I called his name, but I opened my mouth, but I never had the courage to tell him the rest.

What am I going to say? Say I'm fine? Say...... My Gu worm was cured by Murong Yichen. Say...... The reason why he was willing to save me...... Is it because I paid for my life?

No......

That dirty deal, I will never let Qingcang know about it for the rest of my life!

"Aqing, don't be afraid." When Qing Cang saw me like this, he probably thought I was guilty, so he kept comforting me, "Since he is our enemy, it is impossible for him to give us the antidote easily." The conditions he put forward were tricky, but they were within my means. ”

"Ah Cang, I don't want an antidote!" I can't say why, but I'm suddenly scared of people pointing fingers at Qingcang. I'm scared, others will say that Qingcang is not good. So, I raised my head and said to Qing Cang, "I'd rather be in pain for the rest of my life than be threatened by others." Do you know that if you do that, you will be revived! ”

"Aqing, it's late." Qing Cang was very relieved to see that I was protecting him like this, "I had already issued the holy decree long before I came. ”

After that, Qing Cang coaxed again, "Aqing, as long as you are no longer tortured, what if you are scolded by the world?" You know, I don't care at all! ”

"Ah Cang ......"

"As for my father and mother, if they had spirits in heaven, they would have understood what I had done." Qing Cang didn't wait for me to finish speaking, and then continued.

At this point, I won't say anything more.

Because all the while, I was lying to him! Every time I say one more word, I feel like I'm sick. That kind of knowingly asking questions, the kind of mind that watches others struggle in their hearts but still has peace of mind, is really ugly.

I stepped forward slowly and hugged Qingcang.

And then...... I was silent for a long time before I opened my mouth and spit out three words: "Thank you......"

Qingcang, I really don't know why we are the way we are today! Or rather...... Why did I become so scheming......

Qing Cang's hand holding me tightened slightly, and asked, "Aqing, when your body is better, I can't accompany you every day like now." ”

Is it?

Qingcang ...... I'm really selfish......

I've finally gotten used to you being by my side, and I finally have a sense of belonging, and I really don't want to let you go at all.

Even if I know you still have a whole harem...... There were other women and children......

"Today's Tanglin seems to be stable, but in the end, the situation of internal and external troubles has not been completely solved. I have been guarding you every day these days, and there are quite complaints in the court and in the backyard. Qing Cang didn't care what I was thinking, so he continued, "Aqing, I didn't lie to you, I love you." I will always love you and will love you more and more day by day.

But I want you to understand that to collect thousands of favors in one is to collect three thousand resentments in the harem. And I'm ...... I don't want you to live with so much resentment and hatred. ”

I can't tell why, I listened to Qing Cang's words sincerely and beautifully, but my heart was cold and cold.

If you want to go to another palace to find another woman, just say it, why bother saying that it is for my sake everywhere?

I lifted my head from his arms, kept a slight distance from him, and said coldly, "The concubine knows......"

Seeing this, Qing Cang couldn't help but be stunned. But just for a moment, he laughed, "Aqing, are you eating again?" With that, he scratched the bridge of my nose and laughed, "Hahaha, my queen is not ashamed at all." The children are six years old, and she is still like a little girl. ”