I was outside, and I listened carefully to every word of Si Qi, and I only felt a little dizzy in my head. There seemed to be something, abrupt as a dream, real and vague.

Hua Rou and Hua Jing were beside me, looking at me with worried eyes, at a loss.

I clutched my chest and shook my head, dragging my body with all my strength, and walked towards the Kunning Palace step by step.

……

When I returned to Kunning Palace, I locked myself in the house, even if I was looking for Yunhe and Nian Yi, I never opened the door and saw it.

Si Qi's words are like a dagger, mercilessly, cutting my skin and flesh.

- The Queen's Mother...... Don't mention her to me! She will be distressed, but she will only feel distressed for Qiaohui, not for me!

- Looking for her? Why? I hate her now! Without her, my life would not be like this!

Scold......

Hehe......

Maybe, it's really me who has a problem, maybe, it's really me doing too many things wrong over and over again.

From waiting for books to chess. From the concubine Shen who is close to me, to the painting of love like a sister. Some betrayed me, some died for me.

So many people in my life eventually left me because of me. I think...... That's really my problem......

……

I slept in a daze, and when I woke up again, it was pitch black. The palace people guarding outside heard the movement and hurriedly lit the lamp and came in to serve me to change clothes.

Seeing me curled aside, Hua Rou tightened her eyebrows and wanted to stop talking.

I couldn't bear her to be so entangled, so I asked, "What's wrong?" ”

His voice was hoarse, and it hurt a little.

"Master, Concubine Zhuang has moved to Jingren Palace." Hua Rou saw me ask her, so she lowered her head and replied cautiously.

"What?" Before I could take a sip of water, I said, "She lives in her own palace, what is she doing when she moves to Jingren Palace?" ”

"Back to the master's words, I heard that after talking to the master in the imperial garden today, Concubine Shen didn't even return to Jingren Palace, so she took Concubine Zhuang and went straight to the imperial study." Hua Rou glanced up at me and whispered, "Yes, in order to cultivate a relationship with the sixth princess early, it is better to live together." ”

"Heh......" Hearing this, I sneered, "Concubine Shen's movements are really fast, but she didn't like it after listening to a few words, so she couldn't hold her breath." ”

"Isn't it? It's just that I didn't expect that the emperor actually responded. Hua Rou sighed on the side, and said, "Master, don't you think it's strange? Concubine Shen didn't know what had happened in the past few years, and her temperament had become more and more impatient. In the past, she was not like this, quiet as water, which is her style. ”

After that, Hua Rou was puzzled again, "Even if people's hearts are fickle, Concubine Shen has secretly experienced things that others don't know." can be cautious of the wisdom of the concubine, no matter how it changes, it is just not in the same camp as the master. How is it possible, even the ink in your head is gone? ”

"Ink in your head?" I was slightly stunned, and then smiled and said, "You have never been in contact with the books in the past, but you have been in contact with today's chess for a while." What do you think, how is chess? Such a smart girl, didn't she eventually fall to the point of having no brains? ”

"What does the master mean...... Trapped by love...... Hua Rou was stunned for a moment, and then said, "It is understandable that Miss Siqi is trapped by love, but who is Concubine Shen for?" If it was for the emperor, she should have done it from the beginning...... Unless ......"