Thinking of Ah Qing, Qing Cang's expression was slightly gloomy, and he was very annoyed.

Aqing, it's not that I don't want to go to Kunning Palace to see you, it's that I'm panicking.

I know that I shouldn't be suspicious of you, and quietly took An'er's blood as a drop of blood to recognize my relatives.

But whenever I think of that night a few years ago, when you were angry with me and called me Murong Yichen, my heart has never been at ease.

I've always had expectations for An'er, and that kind of licking of calves is even deeper than that of cranes. The crane was my first child with you, but I didn't grow up with him. So I put all my expectations and favor on An'er.

I can't wait to bring all the best things in the world to An'er, and give him the fatherly love that the children around him can't get. I can give him anything he wants.

But Aqing, why isn't he my child!

On that day, Yun Cheng was poisoned and had an accident! Although I was anxious, I knew that this was an extremely rare opportunity. I can avoid you and be alone with An'er. So I didn't rush to Changchun Palace, but after you left Kunning Palace, I went to see An'er.

I love you and I love our children. But for a man, I don't allow any ambiguity in my bloodline.

I still remember that day, An'er cried because of the pain. I hugged him tightly and coaxed him, saying that my father was distressed, and my father was just playing a game with him. God knows how scared I was of the displeasure of having this child in my arms.

I tried to amuse him and make him laugh as much as I could. But when I finally made him giggle with amusement, Aqing, I couldn't laugh anymore.

Ancient books record that if it is a biological bloodline, the blood of the two will definitely be dissolved (there is no scientific basis, don't try it in reality.) But my blood and An'er's blood only dissolved for a moment, and then gradually separated. After that, no matter how much I shook it, the blood in that bowl never came together.

At that moment, my mind was in a state of confusion. I want to leave, but I'm afraid you'll be sad to know when you come back. yes, I don't even know how to face you. In the end, I had to sleep in the side hall with the child in my arms.

When you go back to Kunning Palace, I'm just pretending to sleep. You dragged your tired body to the side hall to cover me and the child with a warm quilt, at that time, I could question you, but I endured it alive.

Ah Qing, you are so soft and not prickly, you can't bear to hurt.

But now, it's been nearly three months. But I felt that the unwillingness and anger in my heart became more and more clamorious! I'm afraid that as soon as I see you, I can't help but ask you. I'm afraid that when I see An'er, I will feel ashamed. I'm afraid that I can't help but hurt you and the child, and I have done irreparable things for the rest of my life.

I'm afraid......

I'm going to do it for that little bit of self-esteem in my heart...... Kill you!

Aqing, am I not loving you enough, or am I not good enough for you! Thou hast betrayed me...... betrayed our feelings for so many years.

I don't know how true or false what Si Qi said, but Ah Qing, if you had a relationship with Murong Yichen that day, and it was really in front of me, what should I do.

Aqing, so I can only endure it and not look at you. Even if I think about you crazy day and night, I grit my teeth and tell myself that I can't go and see you! I don't want to confront you like I did with you......

I don't even want to, I heard you tell me with my own ears that you have been soft on me for the past two years, but it's just because of the trend of the harem.