Originally......

Time flies, and everything changes.

Illustrious family backgrounds can disappear overnight, and eye-catching scenery can become a joke over time.

Whether it is people's hearts or faces, they can't always be the same.

……

The days that followed were especially difficult for me.

But these silent and cold nights after another made me freeze my heart again.

Qingcang ......

Since admitting his crime, he has not been to Kunning Palace......

In addition to going to the court and reviewing the recitals in the imperial study every day, the place he stayed in the most was probably the Heart Cultivation Palace. I guess it's to avoid those women in the harem, right? In the past, he didn't want to go to see them, at least there was Kunning Palace to stay. But now, Kunning Palace is in his heart, and he is afraid that it is also a cold palace.

And I'm ......

I didn't expect him to come.

Countless lonely nights, I thought.

If I could turn back time and do it all over again, I would never have chosen to meet him, let alone let myself fall in love with him.

If I could, I'd rather end my life in the first place. I don't want to become someone else's pawn and become the scourge of the Murong family.

……

On this day, I was lying bored in the chaise longue. All I thought about was Yun'an's safety.

Yunhe is Qingcang's biological son, even though he once put something in Qingcang's ginseng soup. But the tiger poison does not eat children, no matter what happens between me and Qingcang, it will not affect the status of Yunhe.

But Yun'an is different, he has no blood relationship with Qingcang. To put it bluntly, Yun An is the biggest shame in Qing Cang's life.

I'm afraid......

I'm so scared......

I'm afraid that Qingcang will be angry with Yun'an because of me.

Yun An is still so young, and the smile he shows is so innocent. Even if I had selfishly thought about stillbirth, it was my own child. Whoever his father was, he was a piece of meat that fell off my body.

If I don't protect him in this world, no one will be able to protect him, right?

Just when I was thinking about how to protect Yun'an, Hua Jing cautiously stepped forward, "Master, Imperial Doctor Luo has come to give you a pulse of peace." ”

My originally lazy body, the moment I heard the three words of Imperial Physician Luo, I was suddenly awakened by active cells, "Imperial Physician Luo? Did he enter the palace? ”

I haven't seen him for nearly a month since the last time Dr. Luo broke his tongue and fell unconscious.

At first, I wanted to see it.

But Qing Cang gave an order not to allow others to approach Imperial Doctor Luo for half a step! Even I can't. Later, Dr. Luo spent three days in the hospital before being sent back to Luofu to recuperate.

From the time he had an accident to the time he left the palace, I couldn't get close at all.

If it were normal, I would have made a fuss. But now, since Qing Cang confessed to me, these temperaments can no longer be freely developed.

He was the emperor and I was just one of his many women.

He didn't love me, and all he ever did to me was lift up and pity. Now, these exaltations and pity have disappeared.

Hua Jing knew that I was worried about Imperial Physician Luo during this period of time, so she hurriedly said, "Yes, master, Imperial Physician Luo has entered the palace." Now he is waiting outside, and he wants to give his master a pulse of peace. ”

After saying that, Hua Jing raised his eyes again and said respectfully, "Master...... But do you want to pass him in? ”

When I heard this, I hurriedly nodded, "Quick, let him in!" ”

"Yes, master."