The next day, when Yang Suluo woke up, he found that there was breakfast on the table. There is also a note next to it.

It's been a long time, and I haven't seen his words for a long time. As ugly as before, like a stickman who can't stand up straight.

Other people must feel happy, but she Yang Suluo never eats breakfast.

Just as she was looking at the breakfast on the table with a lot of thoughts, a call from her mother Huqin came in.

She sighed and picked up the phone just as it was about to end, changing to a lively, energetic tone.

"Hey, Mom."

"Have you had breakfast?"

"Hmm. Eat," she glanced at the fried egg and white rice porridge on the table. "Ate a fried egg and porridge."

"Ouch, I've said it all. Eggs are eaten boiled eggs, which are nutritious. Don't eat fried eggs in the future. ”

"yes, got it."

"Have you been in contact with your cousin lately?"

Yang Suluo was silent for a moment, "No." What's wrong? ”

"Your cousin has been under a lot of pressure to find a job lately. Mild depression at a young age. You call more and care about it. Hu Mu chattered on the other end of the phone. But every word of her was cut at her like a knife.

She smiled wryly, tears streaming uncontrollably. "Got it."

"You don't just want to know. I'm going to do it! You don't know how to behave in the world! That's big! If you're like everyone else, do I need to talk about you every day? Hu Mu's tone became more and more impatient, and her attitude became more and more bad.

"Yes, I see."

"The older I get, the more I can't tell. You're busy, I'm hanging. Remember to call your cousin. ”

Finally hung up the phone, and Yang Suluo felt that he had lost another battle. Losing grinds people's minds.

She curled herself up and cried silently.

The sound of text messages rang from time to time, she wiped away her tears, clicked on it, and unsurprisingly, Hu's mother sent her to ask her to care about her cousin Hu Ling.

Her sudden grievance turned to anger, and she toppled the breakfast on the table to the ground, roaring in bursts, and before long she curled herself up on the ground like a hedgehog.

Xiaobai also stood by her side obediently, guarding her like a knight.

This state is swallowed up by night until the day is swallowed up by the night. It was still Xiaobai who screamed a few times when she was hungry before she got out of her emotions.

She refilled Xiaobai's cat food, stroked its head, and apologized, "I'm sorry for making you suffer with me." ”

As if he understood, Xiaobai stopped eating, turned his head and licked the back of her hand.

"Eat, my dear. I'm going to eat to refuel. ”

Yang Suluo slowly stood up, she was already very skilled in this action, but no matter how slow she was, she would still have a headache.

Open the fridge and there is nothing.

I had to reluctantly open my mobile phone to order takeout, and there were 12 Ni Xin'er calls and 33 text messages on it.

She frowned, had she just cried so devotively? Not a sound was heard.

She dialed back, turned on the free talk, and opened the delivery app.

"Yang Suluo, did you fall into the toilet? So many calls and messages and not a single one? "Ni Xin'er had just finished training her subordinates and Jiang Yan to finish docking the data, and she received a call from the missing person.

Yang Suluo's ears were stinging from the shock, but it didn't affect her to continue browsing the takeaway software. "Ah, I didn't pay attention. Sleep too. Just woke up. ”

It's just that no matter how light and natural she says, Ni Xin'er can still sense that something is wrong with her.

The tip of Ni Xin'er's nose was sour, and she said distressedly, "Didn't you eat?" I'll bring you something to eat! Ni Xin'er glanced at her watch, and it was already 6:47.

"Okay, I'm not hungry anyway." Yang Suluo obediently quit the takeaway software.

Ni Xin'er, who was going to stay and work overtime, hurried to Yang Suluo's house after hanging up the phone.

An hour later, Ni Xin'er appeared at Yang Suluo's house with the meals and pastries from Diande Lou.

As soon as I opened the door, I saw Ni Xin'er with a big bag and a small bag.

"Oh my God! So much? Are you a pig or am I a pig? Need so much? Yang Suluo took the bag on the side.

Ni Xin'er put her things on the dining table before going to change her shoes.

"There are few things in the Delou house! And there is a new product, don't you buy it to try it? After speaking, he put the fried yogurt that he had finally grabbed to her with both hands like a treasure, "Is it good for you?" Your favorite, my sister snatched two copies for you! ”

Yang Suluo swallowed his saliva and nodded as he looked at the golden fried yogurt.

When she had eaten for a certain amount of time, Ni Xin'er pretended to be casual and asked, "Why do I feel that you are in a bad mood today?" Rejected manuscripts? ”

Yang Suluo's chopsticks were stunned for a moment, and he frowned, "You don't curse me!" ”

"And what's wrong with you?" Ni Xin'er continued to ask.

Yang Suluo understood that she sensed that she was emotionally unstable, shrugged her shoulders, and showed her the text message that Hu's mother had sent to her.

After reading Ni Xin'er, she was speechless.

"I really don't understand. Did you give birth to your mother? I don't care if my daughter is severely depressed, what do you care about your cousin? ”

Yang Suluo took a sip of Coke to hide his strange mood.

"I know your cousin isn't a good one, though. But what really happened? Ni Xin'er was curious, very curious about what this Hu Ling had done to make Yang Suluo's psychological shadow so big, and she still has no way to forget it.

Yang Suluo sighed, looked at her, and his thoughts drifted back to when he was 10 years old.

"You know, I was in foster care until I was eight years old. As for me, I've been introverted since I was a child, I don't like to talk, I don't like to socialize. Because my biological daughter from a foster family didn't like me, I was bullied all the time. Later, I returned to my parents, and she became my only friend. I'll leave the delicious and fun for her. I thought we were very good friends. But one day she texted me and hurled insults at me. I still remember not saying a word about her. Slut, framed ......"

Yang Suluo's eyes fell on her, "Do you know what my mother said after she found out?" ”

Ni Xin'er shook her head.

"My heart broke that day. This is as uncomfortable as a boyfriend who has been in love for ten years and finds out that he is a scumbag when he is about to talk about marriage. I cried. But my mom said I must have done something wrong. Said that I had not been raised by my side since I was a child, and I must have learned badly outside. She also asked me to apologize to her. Otherwise, you won't recognize me as a daughter. ”

Yang Suluo said while crying, but his face was full of stubbornness, but the tone of his voice was very flat......

"Everybody thinks it's a small thing. All think it's over. My mom thinks we can still be good friends as we used to. But I felt disgusting, so disgusting that I was about to collapse. Every time I see her, I see the scene. Nausea and gagging. ”

Ni Xin'er handed her the tissue.

"Xin'er, I can't accept it. Everyone said it was when I was a kid and let me forget about it. Don't be so stingy. But I was the victim. It's not that I'm holding on to it, it's that it's never been handled properly. The damage it did to me was real. ”

"I'm 26 years old, and I'm socially scared because of this. I'm afraid of meeting people like her. Even though I know that not everyone is like her. But I really can't face that sense of panic. ”

Ni Xin'er got up and hugged her, "I've wronged you." ”

"My mom used to buy her this and that. What I have is what she picks up. I sometimes feel like she's my mother's daughter. My mom always said she was good and belittled me for nothing. ”

"Everybody said my mom was very nice to me and gave me whatever she wanted. But what she gives is always material, and what I need has always been affection. ”

"No matter what I do, she's not satisfied. I always said that if it was her, she would do better than me. ”

"Xin'er, I long to be favored by her, but I don't want to realize this wish anymore. But why? I've convinced myself to let go, so why is it still so uncomfortable? ”

Ni Xin'er was about to suffocate when she heard it. She hugged Yang Suluo tightly, wanting to tell her that she had always been there, now and in the future.

"Let's not talk about it. Let's have a good meal! ”

After the meal, Ni Xin'er was recalled by a phone call from the company, and Yang Suluo lay on the bed groggily after sending her away.