"Isn't her father in the capital?" I don't know why, I suddenly remembered this stubble, "Why, didn't you think about sending the child to her father?" ”

The voice fell, and suddenly I felt that my problem was very stupid. So, embarrassed and smiled, "Look at this palace, it has become so stupid." ”

Not to mention the life and death of the child's father, even if he is still alive, isn't it clear to wait for Qingcang to arrest the child when he sends the child to him?

"The mother thought...... With the emperor's character, is it possible for the child's father to live? This time, Zhuang Xiuyi didn't answer the rhetorical question, "At the beginning, the concubine was still very naïve. thought that he could really survive until the specified deadline, and then take the child out of the palace and fly away with his cousin. But later, as I stayed in the palace for a longer time, the clearer I could see, and the more I understood.

In order to preserve the reputation of the royal family, the emperor will not let his cousin live. And the concubine can live in the palace. In addition to the fact that the original concubine still has use value, another point is that the concubine is in the deep palace and is easy to control. ”

After saying that, Zhuang Xiuyi's eyes obviously showed pain, "Niangniang...... Concubines are really...... It's been a long time since I heard from my cousin. For a long time...... For a long time...... It's been so long that it takes years to calculate the time when there is no news. ”

I listened to Zhuang Xiuyi's words, and my heart felt sour.

Sure enough, everything was as I expected.

Qingcang......

He really wouldn't let the child's father live.

"Do you hate him?" I slowly raised my eyes and asked.

"He? The Emperor? Zhuang Xiuyi shed tears and asked, "The queen mother, do you hate him?" ”

I saw that Zhuang Xiuyi threw the question to me again, and I was stunned for a while. To hate, or not to hate? In fact, the answer has been known for a long time......

It's just that this question is too acute, and it's really hard for people who don't know about it to answer.

Zhuang Xiuyi saw that I was silent, so he sighed, "I always hate, but I am also grateful." Even if he kills his cousin and becomes a knife across the child's neck, the concubine still has to be grateful to him. After all...... It was he who saved his concubines from the fire. If it weren't for him, the concubine would probably have to be a woman in the land of fireworks in this life. Not to mention, leaving a blood line for my cousin. ”

Speaking of which, I heard her mutter, "It's just...... I wonder how long this gratitude can last? ”

For Zhuang Xiuyi's words, I resonate with them to some extent.

Yes, hate, and grateful. What a tangled and distressed feeling this is?

It's like, I love him, but I hate him too.

Loving Him appeared in my life and gave me the happiest time of my life. also hated him, and achieved the destruction of the Murong family that was scolded by people for generations.

Zhuang Xiuyi didn't know...... How long will her gratitude last?

And I'm ...... But for sure...... My love for Qingcang has almost been squandered.

The revenge of killing the father is not shared!

Love, only a few dead ashes remain, and it is still struggling. Just a little more wind and it will be gone.

"Okay" Thinking of this, I finally relented and relented, "Today is indeed lacking, you can go back." ”

After that, he glanced at the child again, "This child will think about the matter of leaving the palace." I just hope that you don't regret your choice. ”

Zhuang Xiuyi listened to this, and her face was full of surprise, "Niangniang!" Concubine Xie Niangniang! Concubine Xie Niangniang! ”

"Stand down" I'm not used to being grateful to me, no matter how soft-hearted I am, I have to admit that I made up my mind to send this child away, just because her life can still be in my hands and become my bargaining chip in the future.