It's just me! It's just me, and I always thought that Qingcang owed me too much!

"Let me in......," I said, in a faint tone, with a hint of pleading.

Aoxi's body was shocked, but he was still like a roadblock, blocking me, "Queen Mother, the emperor has rested...... You're still ......"

I've never been good at disemboweling the most vulnerable part of my heart to show others, but tonight, I willingly lowered my head. So, before Osie finished his words, I finally put down the queen's shelf completely, and muttered, "I love him......"

This time, Orsie didn't speak, but he didn't stop me again.

I saw him step by step back and gently open the door of the Heart Cultivation Palace. Then, he stood beside him and said nothing.

Seeing this, I stubbornly raised my chin and walked towards the Heart Cultivation Palace.

……

Qing Cang's frowning brow told me that he didn't sleep well. I gently stepped forward and stroked his eyes, which had not yet removed the gauze, and my heart twitched.

I hate, I hate myself for being the nemesis of Qingcang.

From acquaintance with Qingcang to finally entering the palace. From misunderstanding Qingcang's various things, to having enough strength to calculate. From the time I was forced to give birth to Yun An and hurt Qingcang's heart, to easily believing in Zhuang's family and giving her the opportunity to attack Qingcang......

Although these things are not my intention, they are also closely related to me.

I hate, I hate my own ignorance, I hate myself for understanding too late.

It turns out that I always thought that Qing Cang was the best at playing with power. And I, under his persecution again and again, gradually learned how to use one vicious means after another to protect myself.

Every time I was frustrated and suffered a setback, the hatred for Qingcang in my heart became stronger and stronger. I always sigh in my heart, he is worthy of being a man sitting on the dragon chair!

And each time, I watched the women who had done something to me, one after another, lingering at my feet. My heart is always inflated...... I feel that this entire Forbidden City will eventually be my world!

But...... What I thought was just a ......

For so many years, neither of us has been at the pinnacle of power. Instead, we are toyed with applause. Accusing each other and hurting each other under the arrangement of others......

The Queen Mother? Scold...... The Queen Mother! It really has a unique good plan!

Even if you enter the palace without grace for a lifetime, you are also a descendant queen! It is the mother of a nation! Even though your biological son Wenren Haoxuan was brutalized by your husband and disappeared, he is still standing in front of you in a good manner!

is also a woman in the deep palace, you have resentment in your heart, I can naturally understand it. But in addition to the separation of mother and son for more than 30 years, the pain of lovesickness, and the loneliness, the person you love the most is still alive and well, isn't it?

People are full of twists and turns in life, but the ending is always good, which is enough to make people in the world envious.

What did Qingcang do wrong?

He became the crown prince, which was the meaning of the first emperor. can become the emperor, but it is recognized by all the people and admired by the world!

What did I make?

I have no way to choose where I come from, and I have no way to resolve your resentment. I've only borrowed your belly for ten months, and I'm going to have to live on your revenge plot for the rest of my life?

I'm not reconciled...... How can I be willing?

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