After that, I took a deep look at the flower scene again, and said, "Just say, this is what this palace specially appreciated when I saw the three of them working hard today." ”

Hearing this, Hua Jing hurriedly nodded, "Yes, master." The slave will send the sour plum fruits, and carefully tell each little master, saying that the master will give the three little masters, and the sour plum fruits will be the same. ”

Seeing this, I nodded, and secretly praised the wisdom of Huajing.

yes, it's the same for all three. That is to say, I have never looked down on the good concubines and Liu nobles, nor have I favored the virtuous concubines. Even if I do think in my heart, Concubine Wuxian's words and deeds are really pleasant. But as a queen, you still have to do the work on the bright side.

That's why it's involuntarily in this position.

I watched the flower scenery get the order and slowly walked out. For a moment, I couldn't help but think of what she had just said.

- Whether it is in the palace or outside the palace, there is always a distinction between dignity and inferiority.

Yes, when is there no distinction between dignity and inferiority?

In the past, when I was not out of the cabinet, Sister Zhihua would often find some small books, which told the stories of the concubines in the palace. When I'm not bored, Sister Zhihua will always relay the story to me.

In those stories, in addition to the desolate fight between you and me, there is more of this distinction between dignity and inferiority.

Whoever forbears for the sake of the future, who would rather lose their dignity and suffer grievances, and dare not say no to a woman with a higher rank than themselves. At that time, I always felt that being a concubine was really pitiful.

It's so pitiful that even being humiliated has to endure it alive.

Until he entered the palace, he found that although some people forbear, some people were wronged, and some people swallowed humiliation.

But people live in the world and have a lot of emotions. Intrigues, you rob me, fight openly and secretly, sarcastic words, countless.

If you are favored, you don't take the people above you in your eyes, and you are pampered and proud.

has no grace, but still dares to look at the person above, that is to fight for a breath.

In this Forbidden City, no matter how dusty and arrogant the characters are, there will always be times for trouble and gossip.

Although, when they talk to each other, whether it is words and deeds or behavior, they are very naïve and not clever enough. But in this palace, if there are no such trivial things, it is really boring.

It's just that these trivialities will naturally not be recorded in a small book. If it weren't for being in it, the broken faces of these harem concubines would not have been honored to see them in their lifetime, right?

Alas......

Thinking of this, he sighed again.

I thought of Sister Zhihua for no reason, and the sourness in my heart inevitably ran out again.

I remembered her helplessness when she was framed, her helplessness when she pretended to be crazy and stupid, and her despair after learning that the Luo family was gone...... I remembered her forced smile when she drank with me at the end, and I also remembered the relief she felt when I was stabbed with a plum hairpin myself.

That woman who is as proud as a plum blossom and as delicate as an orchid, in the blink of an eye, has been gone for nine years......

In the past nine years, her voice and smile have often appeared in my dreams.

I dreamed that she called me Qing'er, I dreamed that she told me to be careful, I dreamed that she said that she was thinking of me.

But I ......

For so many years, not only did he fail to avenge her, but he also implicated Imperial Doctor Luo to such a point...... Let him have a mouth that can't speak, and he can't speak bitterly.