"You know, that's not what I want......" I shook my head, feeling so strange to the man in front of me.

"So what?" Qing Cang raised his eyebrows and asked me, "If you don't want to, are you clean?" If you don't want to, you can wash off the dirt on your body? If you don't want to, can you deny the fact that you gave birth to Yun'an? ”

Hearing this, I couldn't help it anymore. "Snap", and gave Qing Cang a slap in the face, "Hearing people Qing Cang, you can say such hurtful words!" ”

"You've done everything, are you still afraid of being said a few more words by others?" Qing Cang didn't care about my slap, "If you really don't want to be criticized, how could you make up your mind to give birth to that evil seed in the first place!" ”

Seed ......

Once he was in front of me and said to me that as long as I was still by his side, he could let go of all grievances and prejudices and treat Yun'an as his own. But now, Yun An's bones are not cold, but he keeps calling him evil.

Qingcang, he obviously knows better than anyone why I chose to give birth to Yun'an in the first place.

If I didn't give up the clouds and cranes and memories, if I didn't want to leave a life and steal my life, why should I let this shameful imprint be engraved in my bone marrow for the rest of my life?

"Actually, you know a lot of things, you just don't want to forgive." So far, I'm finally dead. The man in front of me, he once gave me hope and made me despair.

He made me believe in him, and he made me resent him. He lied to me and hurt his own son. Having that being the case, what reason do I have to continue to deceive myself?

Thinking of this, I said, "It's just...... Since you hate me so much, you hate me. Why bother to stage a deep relationship with me in front of everyone? Don't...... Aren't you tired? ”

"Tired, tired." Hearing this, Qing Cang hooked his lips and smiled, "But if you are tired, it will be worth it if you can be willingly used by me." ”

"Take advantage of ......," I muttered.

"Yes, use you to extinguish all the hopes of Wenren Haoxuan." Qing Cang stared at me and said word by word, "The Queen Mother and Wenren Haoxuan's mother and son are connected, trying to use Yun'an to take the position. If I want to save the country, I can only take Yun An's life before Wenren Haoxuan kills Yun He.

Yun An is extremely dependent on me, and it is too simple to want to harm him. It's just that I don't want to do it myself.

With Wenren Haoxuan's temperament, if his son is killed by me, he will definitely treat this son as a pawn sacrificed in the fight for the country. Although my heart hurts, it will not become an indelible mark for a lifetime. However, if his son had been killed by you, the outcome would have been very different.

You are his sister, his son's biological mother, and the woman he loves. If his son dies in your hand...... He will live and die, and he will not want to live! ”

"You!" I trembled and pointed at Qingcang, and it took a long time before I could speak again, "You pretended to be good to me, all to make me feel guilty!" ”

"yes, you're right." Qing Cang admitted very simply, without concealing the slightest, "You have had a misunderstanding with me, you have been disloyal, and you have even fathered an heir for my brother. Such a shameless act, even if the corpse is broken into thousands of pieces, is not exaggerated. Not only did I not ask you for the blame, but I was tender to you. You...... I will be unbearable and guilty. ”