I nodded, and walked forward, "What about the kids?" ”

"They're waiting for you at home."

"Are they still obedient?"

"The big ones are very naughty, but the small ones are very calm."

"Girl, it's time to be quieter."

"But boy, it's too active."

"It is a great blessing for children to be in pairs."

……

In the end, I still didn't follow Imperial Doctor Luo and Qiaohui back to Luofu. Despite their hard work, I still chose to walk alone to the former General's Mansion with my memories.

……

It's been ten years.

The General's Mansion has long since lost its grandeur and glory.

The weeds and cobwebs everywhere, the dusty tables and chairs, all show its years of desolation and loneliness.

For so many years, even when the news of my father's and brother's deaths came to my ears. I also know very well that I am a child who no longer has the love of my father and brother. However, I still stubbornly believe that as long as I am here, the Murong family will be there. It is, as always, unattainable and mysterious. The world looks at it with admiration and praises it with words of affirmation.

But today, when I look at everything in front of me. Only to realize how ridiculous my self-deception has been over the years!

The Murong family, in fact, had already collapsed ten years ago.

It fell suddenly, unjustly, repudiated and filthy. Ever since it fell, I've always prided myself on being smart. I thought that I could wash away the dirt on its body and restore its innocence by myself. Then, let the Murong family rise to the top and once again become everyone in the world who is admired by everyone.

However......

After all, I have let my ancestors and fathers down.

Not only did I fail to represent the Murong family, but I also failed to avenge my father and brother. I also took all my youth and a heart that should be pure and kind.

……

Nian Yi returned to the General's Mansion for the first time, so even though the General's Mansion was dirty and messy, she was like a happy bird, and she was happy to clean up.

When I saw this, I left her alone. Then, he returned to the boudoir where he lived before entering the palace.

When I look at the furnishings in the house, it looks like everything before happened just yesterday.

Look, that's the big bed I've slept on since I was a kid. The night before I entered the palace twelve years ago, I lay on it and stayed up all night. Think about how you will spend your life.

I still remember thinking a lot back then. But I never thought that one day I would come back here.

By the way, there's my favorite dresser. Also...... The favorite dresser of chess and books.

Those two girls have known since they were young that women are pleasing to themselves. So, I always take advantage of my lack of attention to look at my face in the bronze mirror. Sometimes, I will secretly put on some rouge to dress myself up better.

I discovered the secret early on, but I never broke it. Seeing them proud of this for several days, I couldn't help but feel happy in my heart.

Oh, and that desk. When I have nothing to do, I always like to write and draw on it. Sometimes, I would copy the Four Books and the Five Classics several times. Sometimes, I take a blank scroll and paint the rare angry appearance of my brother.

Scold......

Back then, the characters weren't as beautiful as they are now. Most of the things that are drawn are not eye-catching. But my father and brother always treated me as a treasure, so no matter how ugly the things I put out, they always gave me compliments without hesitation.