Chapter 1650: The Truth (2)
The virtuous concubine said:
The eyes of the first emperor...... Actually, it was already good. It was only after returning from the hunting ground that he slowly saw the light. I've known this since he chose me to be his ally.
The virtuous concubine said:
The first emperor chose me because in this entire harem, he could only believe me. There are not many women in the palace, if you choose someone else, with your heart, you will definitely attack them. But I'm different, there is love between us, and you can't bear to do it.
The virtuous concubine said:
I loved the first emperor, when I first entered the palace. But later, I gradually discovered that the man I loved only wanted to shelter others from the wind and rain. And this other person slowly became my best friend in the palace.
Since then, I've been completely dead. The words I said to you before were to make you hate me, to make you die, to make you ...... Angry and ruined went to him. I don't want to be a queen, I don't want to fight with you. I don't want to lose you for my own selfish desires.
The virtuous concubine said:
Actually, everything is designed. The cold treatment of Kunning Palace is designed, and the pampering Yikun Palace is also designed. Even if the emperor didn't slap the Ouyang clan at the beginning, the first emperor still wanted to find an opportunity to complete all his plans.
It's just that the emperor's slap on the Ouyang clan happened to give the first emperor a chance. The first emperor first took the opportunity to scold the emperor, and then sent me to deliver medicine...... Then, he threw all the government affairs to the emperor, so that the emperor thought that he was tired and too tired.
Immediately afterwards, the emperor's poisonous hair, Imperial Doctor Luo's death did not save him, and he gave you sleeping pills to drink, antidote pills and fake death pills for the emperor...... There is also a quick burial, the first emperor's ignorance of the government and addiction to women/sex, all the wolf-hearted words I said to you, even, including you went to the imperial study to find the first emperor, all of this is the safety of the first emperor.
He knows you too well, he knows what he does, what he says, can make you lose your mind, can make you despair of him. He was filled with grief when he made every decision. Just, in order for you to leave safely with the child. In order not to let the thieves see the clues, he chose to bear these pains alone.
The virtuous concubine said:
On the day you were abolished and left the palace, it was the emperor who asked Imperial Physician Luo's family to pick you up. At that time, he was standing on the high city wall, watching you and Nian Yi leave. You don't know...... How lonely he was in his eyes.
The virtuous concubine said:
In those days, the first emperor, you, and I actually walked very hard. Between you, one bears everything, and the other is hidden from hard work. And me? Everything I do is willingly, but unwillingly.
I am willing to bear all the gossip for you, but I am reluctant to cheat on my best friend in the palace. But for the sake of the country of Tanglin, for you and the child, I endure it alive! I didn't mean to be estranged from you, I was just afraid that once I came to Kunning Palace and walked diligently, I couldn't help but confide the truth to you.
You know, I'm a person who can't hide any secrets, and I'm not very good at deceiving people. Being able to help the first emperor complete his plan is already the biggest lie I have ever told in my life.
The virtuous concubine said:
Yuqing, I hope you can come out of the death of the first emperor, and I hope you don't blame him. For you, he didn't want to live in the first place.