I entered the palace and gave an emperor the love that he lacked most. In the harem, I learned to kill, fight, and get used to betrayal and death.

On the surface, I am the concubine of the General's Mansion. But in the unknown shadows, she is the illegitimate daughter of the Queen Mother!

I was caught up in a bloody storm of politics and hatred and became a pawn.

Go out father and brother, the six men in my life, one is the husband who loves me and loves me the most, Qingcang.

However, we have wasted ten years of time for various reasons, even if we have put in all our strength, but we have not ushered in the day of bitterness.

One is Wen Ren Haoxuan, who is the same mother and half mother as me. He ruined my family, killed my father and brother, took my husband's throne, and plotted to kill my flesh and blood. I waited for many years, and finally killed him with my own hands, but I didn't feel happy.

One is my own son, the proudest child of me and Qingcang. However, he hated Qingcang because of my hatred. Because I couldn't get over the hurdle in my heart, I left a book and ran away, never to return.

One is Yun Cheng, who was born to me and Wenren Haoxuan. When I conceived him, I knew he would be a shame for my life. In order to have that little chance of survival, I gave birth to him. But when he was two years old, it was also me who left him with my own hands and made him a ghost under the sword of Wenren Haoxuan.

One, is my adopted son, Yun Yan. He stayed by my side from beginning to end, guarding me and memories. He is intimate and filial, and I didn't raise him in vain.

One is Russell, who used to be incompatible with me, but in the end gave everything for me. If I hadn't had him all these years, I wouldn't have survived...... I really can't stand it......

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One hundred and twenty-one years of aventurine, winter.

I lay on the dragon couch and vaguely felt that I was getting closer and closer to Qingcang. I could see him waving to me in a large field of mandala flowers.

I watched Yun Yan burst into tears in front of my bed, muttering "Queen Mother!" Queen ......"

It's a pity that I'm in a mess, and I don't have the strength to answer him anymore.

My mind is full of Qingcang.

A glimpse of the fireworks in the land, the tender treatment in the Jiangnan Courtyard, the dancing in the sea of flowers, and the hug in the imperial study full of dragon fragrance.

Yun Yan's tears fell on my face one by one. I stretched out my hand to touch Yunyan's face, but I struggled for a long time, and finally failed to do so.

It's cold from the heights, heh, in the future, this position will be sat by Yunyan.

It's just that no matter where you are, you have your own helplessness and constraints.

Pain and joy can only be experienced by oneself.

I wondered if everything would have been different if I had never met Qingcang.

However, the only fantasy I had was what I had imagined.

……

It became more and more difficult for me to breathe, and several times, I felt the pain of suffocation.

I knew I was going to find the firmament.

He had waited for me for too long, and now, I had fulfilled his last wish and could finally go to him.

In the confusion, I saw Nian Yi running in crying and shaking my arm, "Queen Mother...... Mother, what's wrong with you, Mother...... Mother, wake up! The children also said that they want to eat the osmanthus cake you made, but you can't lie down. ”

Osmanthus cake......

My grandson, I'm afraid I'll never get a chance to do this for them again.